Changing the beauty of the demon concubine

Chapter 62

Without much emotion, my mind is a blank.Hugging like this doesn't feel warm to me.Mo Yan said so much, but finally ended with a sorry.From the portrait, to the golden phoenix hairpin, to the noble concubine Yuan, to the last sorry, it just tells me that no matter how full of birds and flowers this journey is, it will eventually lead to a dead end. So, which cliff is he going to push me off?
It seems that I should be desperate, but I am not as crazy as I imagined, I didn't cry, I didn't laugh, and I don't know what's wrong with me, I only know that my heart is empty.

I have nothing for this man in front of me, I just hope to be favored by him, a lifetime is enough.However, he has a harem with thousands of women, and I frantically compete with them.I can no longer watch these ugly dramas as an outsider with peace of mind. For my long-cherished wish, I also degenerated and participated in them, those ugly dramas that I once dismissed.

Mo Yan, you never knew.It has always been a solo show for me.

I don't have the beauty of a country, I don't have boundless magic power, I am as weak as an ant among thousands of countries, as long as someone runs over me, I will be smashed to pieces.I don't want to deceive you, but if I don't, can I still stand by your side now?

I may have loved you in the way a woman should never do.I know, I was wrong.

I naively thought that if I love you like this, one day you will love me like this.However, the world tells me that feelings are not fair.I have been humbled and looked up to.However, now you tell me that you have thought about joining hands with me for the rest of your life, but now you cannot save your life.

Everything is my own fault.If the sky does evil, you can still live, but if you do evil yourself, you can't live.

I grinned, endured the pain, and smiled, feeling very helpless...

Overwhelming gossip, oh, whatever, overwhelmed.How the world sees you is the most important thing.

You want everything but me.So am I important or not?
Oh, you have to tell me again.

You are the emperor, and your world is the people, the country, and the world.There is no love between men and women, and no love for children.

But now I am your concubine.My world is you.not any.

Maybe, you are attracted to me, not because of appearance, not because of virtue.so what?
Either way...

Don't you just want to tell me that no matter what, you can't beat fate after all?
If I were the person you love deeply, how could you choose like this?Perhaps, your true love can be another one in a blink of an eye.You have no shortage of women who are fascinated by you, so you don't care about one or two.

I nodded expressionlessly, and said softly, "Chenqie, I know."

My long-cherished wish finally turned the waiting into pieces.

The broken pieces can no longer be put together.

Everything can finally come to an end, and the loneliness ends.The ugly drama I performed with my life.

Mo Yan has been waiting for my answer, he has no words, just smiles bitterly, and looks at me calmly.

"Then, how will the concubine die?" I hesitated for a long time, and finally asked. At least, I should know whether I should be like Concubine Ling, or should I be more tragic, so that those who can't tolerate me will die. Are people satisfied?
(End of this chapter)