sadomasochism double

Chapter 103

At that time love is no longer love.

hatred……

Of course it is no longer hate.

If you live, you still have thoughts, but when you die, you really have nothing.

Zhuo Yang woke up after being in a coma for a long time.The doctor said that Mrs. An's knife almost pierced Zhuo Yang's kidney. Fortunately, her blade deviated a bit and only brushed it. In the end, Zhuo Yang also saved his life.

Zhuo's mother cried until the pear blossoms were raining, and it took a long time for Zhuo's father to take her away.

The ward was quiet. I stood at the door, hesitated for a while, and finally walked in.

"You came?"

Zhuo Yang was lying on the bed, he didn't look back, but he seemed to have been waiting for me for a long time.

"I thought you wouldn't come in."

My mouth was a little dry, and there were many, many things I wanted to say, but in the end it only turned into a sobbing sentence.

"are you OK?"

This time, Zhuo Yang turned his head and grabbed my hand with some difficulty.I was afraid that the wound he had just bandaged would continue to open. Before he could grab my hand, I had already held his hand one step ahead.

"I am here."

Zhuo Yang seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but he exerted a little force while holding my hand.He closed his eyes, and his whole body was so weak that it seemed that he was about to leave this world in a second.

"An Yue... Do you know what I was thinking when she stabbed me?"

I don't know why, I just squeezed his hand, and then sat down beside him.

"It's all over...it's all over."

"No... no past. I thought I was having a nightmare... In the dream I lost my own wife, I lost my own child... I thought I could wake up from the nightmare just by opening my eyes... It's just..." Zhuo Yang opened his eyes and stared at me, "I found that I'm still in a nightmare."

Zhuo Yang's gaze slowly descended, and fell on my ring finger.

There--

The pink flash that Song Yu gave was locked with dazzling brilliance.

"Zhuo Yang...I..."

"I know, you don't need to explain." It seemed that the severe pain made him take a breath, and continued to lie down with a painful expression, "I'm not good enough, I don't know how to cherish, don't know how to give and return. But... I am such a bad man , a man who treats you badly and hurts you, I only think of you when I am dying. If I die... Will you still remember me for seven years? Just like the seven years when you loved me? "

"Zhuo Yang..." I shook my head.I'd love to tell him not to.There is no need for this... We agreed to let each other go so that everyone can live well...

However, the words have not been said, and the tears have flowed.

Zhuo Yang let go of my hand, reached into his chest with great difficulty, and slowly pulled out a chain.

"The ring... I found it back."

With force, he tore off the chain that had been around his neck, and slowly placed it in my palm.

There, there are two simple pair of rings side by side. The big one is the wedding ring that I personally put on Zhuo Yang but I have never seen him wear it before. The small one once belonged to me, and I heard in the hospital that I will divorce Zhuo Yang. , I was thrown into the fountain of the hospital in a fit of anger.

Unexpectedly, they finally came back together.

Just like the beginning.

seem--

Never separated.

"At first... I couldn't sleep when you left... I always felt like something was missing... Then I went to the hospital and found it. Maybe it was God's will... When I strung them together, I felt very satisfied... My life gradually calmed down. At that time, I thought they were enough...enough for me to live peacefully in a world without you. But...I forgot, I forgot...that satisfied me Never their two drab rings... but the time I used to be with you..."

Together.

Then separate.

Now we are standing on both sides of the river, there are already other people beside us, how can we cross that river and be together again.

I didn't speak all the time, but slowly shed tears when Zhuo Yang kept making statements with pain.

"Is it... too late? It's a joke... I can't see you when you're here... You can be seen everywhere when you're not... A joke... What a joke..."

"I...Zhuo Yang..." I shook my head, the tears that I just wiped away now accumulated in my eyes again.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm really sorry."

"Ha ha……"

Zhuo Yang smiled, as if the wound was involved, his expression was a little painful.

He spoke softly, as if whispering, or talking to himself.

"You will never understand...I am such a selfish man...such a bad man...bad man...how can I do good things..."

Zhuo Yang also said something strange, but his voice became lower and lower, as if he was really tired.

Finally fell asleep.

I stayed in the ward for a long time, and I didn't wake up until night fell.

The two simple rings in my hand scratched my palm when I pinched them hard.

The blood donation poured out, stained the clean diamond ring, and the pain hit me, and it was only then that I woke up.

No matter how painful it is...

It's all over.

"I'm sorry, Zhuo Yang."

I spread his hand and gently returned the pair of rings to him.

"I wish you a good dream. I hope that you won't have me in your dreams in the future."

When I got home, Song Yu was already waiting downstairs in my house.

Waiting with him was Song Yu's mother, the noble and elegant Mrs. Song.

Seeing that I was in a daze, Song Yu hurried over to help me, but Mrs. Song gave me a hard look.

"Where have you been? You didn't answer a single call?"

"I... I'm in the hospital..."

"Mom... Yueyue is very tired." Song Yu supported me and walked upstairs slowly.

Perhaps it was Song Yu's attitude that irritated Mrs. Song, she tore off her calm face, and roared directly.

"Ayu, when are you going to protect her! Do you know that she stayed in the hospital for a whole day today just because of her ex-husband! Ayu! When you are so worried that you don't want to eat or drink, she is restless, sleepless and disregarding her shame." to accompany another man..."

"Mom..." Song Yu caressed me, half hugged me, and said in a cold voice, "Brother Zhuo Yang almost died... Can you say a few words less at this time..."

"Speak less?" Mrs. Song sneered, her tone even colder.

"Song Yu! Since everyone is here today, I will talk about everything! This woman is a bastard! She will hurt wherever she is! She is a person who has more than enough success! Look at you! And Zhuo Yang! It's all because of her! Your life is a mess! And Zhuo Yang almost died...A Yu..." Mrs. Song walked over slowly and looked at her son, "Don't you understand? She is not a good woman...even if she is a good woman...it is not suitable for you...Ah Yu...you should break up with her...this woman will only harm you..."

"Mom!" Mrs. Song seemed to want to say something, but was interrupted by Song Yu impatiently.

"Mom... That's my decision too. Whether she is good or not, I have the final say. My feelings... have nothing to do with anyone. Mom... I love her, please don't come and block us again. "

"Are you angry?" After going upstairs, I knew I was wrong, and poured a glass of water for Song Yu as soon as I entered the room. Seeing him rubbing the center of his brows tiredly, I took the initiative to help him squeeze his shoulders .

"Are you tired?" I didn't know my voice was so guilty.

Song Yu took a sip of the water, and seemed to be relieved, "Some... Just in Yizhou, I rushed back when I heard the news of Zhuo Yang's accident. How is he?"

I shook my head, my brows still couldn't open, "I just passed the dangerous period."

"That's good." Song Yu put down the water glass, his face relaxed a little, "Let's go see him another day."

"You..." I hesitated for a moment, but I still couldn't bear the guilt rising in my heart, "That...at that time, only Zhuo Yang's mother was by my side...so..." That's why I went to the hospital with her .

"You don't need to explain." Song Yu interrupted me, and then felt that his tone was too fast, and he seemed a little anxious. He took a breath, pulled me into his arms, hugged me tightly, and then said slowly: "I'm sorry... I hurt you just now... I'm sorry... I still care a little bit."

For a moment, I thought of what Zhuo Yang said to Song Yu in the underground garage.

He said that we are together, not only love is enough.

Because two people are together, it is impossible for two people alone to be together. In fact, it is two families, or even two layers of social relations.

(End of this chapter)