sadomasochism double

Chapter 89

I shook my head, "I'm afraid not... you too... why did you give me so much money, it almost killed me..."

When it came to the battle of wits and courage between Mrs. An and me, Zhuo Yang's eyes turned cold, and it seemed that it was just my illusion. When I looked at him, his face returned to its usual indifference.

"It seems that the charm of money is quite strong. She used to use Hu Ling to catch me. It seems that Hu Ling was thrown away..."

"Huh?" Is it because Zhuo Yang said it too vaguely?Why can't I understand something.

But Zhuo Yang had already patted his stomach, and went out with his luggage.

"Okay, I'll take care of Aunt An's matter. Don't worry, I promise that this kind of thing won't happen again... Hmph... A mental illness should look like a mental illness."

Zhuo Yang's last sentence was extremely low, faintly carrying infinite coldness.

My heart trembled, and just as I was about to step forward to say something, the man who had already left suddenly returned.

Pass me a package.

"By the way, it's for you."

When I opened it, I was a little dumbfounded.

Another pot of small cactus.

"Asshole, everyone said that I don't like raising these little things..."

But, looking up, there is still the shadow of the man at the door.He's gone long ago.

I belatedly remembered that this time we were really divorced.So Zhuo Yang never stalked him like before.

Thinking about it this way, Zhuo Yang is really hateful.

Disturb my heartbeat, but flick my sleeves without taking away a cloud.

Maybe Zhuo Yang did something, I lived in fear for a few days, but Mrs. An didn't show up again.

I relaxed, thinking that a problem here was finally solved.

It's just Song Yu's side...

I really don't know how to define it.

Li Ruobing said that Song Yu came home for me and followed his father's wishes to start preparing for politics. When I thought of Song Yu's all-powerful face reading "****" and other important thoughts on the stage, I was a little inexplicable sense of violation.

Li Ruobing obviously disagreed, "I really don't know what's so good about you...A Yu actually did this for you..." Li Ruobing felt that Song Yu had blinded him.

"What do you mean?"

Li Ruobing poked me on the forehead, with a face full of hatred, "Don't you know? The condition for A Yu to come back to politics this time is the freedom of marriage. Hmph... We all know that, just because you are Zhuo Yang's subordinate." Cousin, Ayu's family will definitely not agree, Ayu made this contract just to prepare for marrying you."

"..." I was taken aback and took three steps back.

"No way...Song Yu wants to marry me?"

Li Ruobing poked my forehead again, it looked very like poking my forehead to see what was in my brain, "Just pretend, I don't believe you don't know what A Yu is thinking."

Of course I do.

I'm just playing dumb.

I thought that time could undo everything, but I didn't expect that time would make people with firm beliefs stronger.

Seeing that I was frowning, Li Ruobing seemed very angry, and patted my shoulder heavily, "Hey...what's the matter with your face? You'd better think about it carefully and forget about your scumbag ex-husband and Ah Yu stay together well..."

"No...you don't think we..." I stammered, this...wrong...

As if she knew what I was going to say, Li Ruobing rolled her eyes and interrupted me, "Didn't you go on the last honeymoon trip with Zhuo Yang some time ago? Don't you understand... Yesterday is gone, and today is just the beginning. "

Yesterday is gone, today is just beginning.

Li Ruobing is right, the past packages have been thrown away, we have finally become parallel lines, maybe I can too...

Try to accept a new and different relationship.

Because of this thought, although I was a little hesitant when Song Yu picked me up, I finally agreed.

Or the usual meal.Song Yu told me what he did while abroad.It was probably because of a struggle with my own thoughts and a more detailed consideration of life, so this made me feel that he has changed a lot.

"I know you don't like my changes...but believe me, Yueyue, some things will change, because it is not eternal, but my heart that wants to be with you is eternal."

I have to say, I'm not hard-hearted. Even a god would be moved by such a man for me.

Besides, I was never a god.

The wind by the river blows gently, but it can't blow away the feelings in my heart.

I watched the river lights shining faintly on the dark river surface, casting layers of light and shadow.

"I don't know how many times a woman's heart can be moved in a lifetime, and I don't know if I will love you like I love Zhuo Yang in the future. I just want to say, Song Yu, are you sure? Am I worth it? I live in darkness People who have been around for a long time, because it has been too long and I have forgotten what it looks like during the day... You are very good, you are like the angel who came from heaven, beautiful and holy, like my salvation. But I am afraid... I Being hurt by Zhuo Yang's relationship is already frightening...to the point that when I meet someone I'm attracted to later, I'll think: Forget it, my friends will be fine, really good." After I finished speaking, I glanced at Song Yu, the street lamps by the river cast a deep shadow on his face, I couldn’t see his face clearly in the darkness, I just watched him come out of the darkness bit by bit, break through the darkness and walk towards the light .

Come to me too.

"Maybe, now I say that I will love you forever and never let you suffer any harm. I am absolutely irresponsible to you... But Yueyue, can you give me a chance... and give yourself a chance... Can you Don't forget the past, stay with me, black and white. Day and night, reality and dream, I am your lover..."

What else am I not satisfied with?

Such a man was placed in front of me.

What else can I be picky about and escape from?
perhaps……

To miss him is to miss a lifetime.

I should agree, in his dark eyes, I can see the timid and cowardly me.

Although I was moved in my heart, even though there was an invisible force that made me go ahead regardless of all efforts, I finally stopped at the moment of the finish line.

I said to him, "I'm sorry...can...can you give me some time, I want to think about..."

Love, now I walk cautiously.

Especially the other party is such a serious and nice man.

When I don't really want to take this step, it's best to be cautious.

The way I thought about it was that I didn't answer Song Yu's calls for three days, and ignored his text messages.

Ding Wei saw that I was so sluggish, and I would take out my phone from time to time, laughing and frowning, and I probably understood what was going on in my heart.

"Has the little prince captured you yet?"

Ding Wei poured me a cup of tea and handed it to me.

"What's your dissatisfaction? It's such good luck that you hit shit...Zhuo Yang is already so good that he even hooked up a better Song Yu..."

I chuckled, "Men are seductive, men are deceptive..."

Ding Wei resolutely slapped me on the head, "You're really bad... Seriously, what are you thinking?"

"I just don't know what to think. I always feel that Song Yu and I... always feel that I lack a little courage..."

"Because he is younger than you and better than you?" Ding Wei said to the point.

Although she didn't think so on the surface, she had to say in her heart that Ding Wei was right.

I can't take this step.

"Can't get out?" Ding Wei smiled sinisterly, and then suddenly pushed me, "Then I will help you!"

Song Yu came to see me.Ding Wei probably saw him first, so she pushed me, just in time to push me into Song Yu's arms.

I threw myself into that warm embrace, my heart trembled, and I instinctively wanted to escape, but Song Yu grabbed her hand tightly.

"Sister Ding Wei, let's go first."

Who said Song Yu is gentle, at this moment he is holding my hand forcefully, looking at me with a clear and sincere gaze.

Maybe it was his gaze that moved me a little, but in the end I didn't break free.

Why not give it a try?Aren't women emotional animals?It is said that women can love because they are moved, but men can't, they will only be moved because of love.

I have a faint liking for Song Yu, but I hesitate to move forward because my own conditions are too different from him.

Life is short, why should I waste time on hesitation.

"What's wrong? Thinking about what to eat tonight?"

I smiled, nodded, and felt much more relaxed after I figured it out.

(End of this chapter)