Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 264 When love has become a death.
What if they fall in love?
"Then on the way you send me home, you are not allowed to say those similar words just now, I think it is untrue."

The car was so quiet that one could hear her heart beating. The words she said just before getting in the car were still playing in her mind repeatedly, reminding Yan Siqi that she can be sent home, but it doesn’t mean anything, and she is not allowed to What he said, especially what he said just now, was buried deep in his heart for a long time. She said it was untrue, but what he said was true.

Through the rearview mirror, he looked at her sitting in the back seat and turned his head to look out of the car window, and couldn't help pursing his lips into a bitter smile. When he got in the car, he opened the passenger door for her, but she opened the rear door by herself. Seat doors.

What an obvious refusal, she and him are probably familiar strangers.

"Drive well." She didn't look at him, but she still reminded him.

The corner of Yan Siqi's mouth curled up, "How do you know I'm peeping at you?" When she asked this, her heart was obviously happier than when there was no communication at the beginning.

Shen Wanling still turned her head and didn't look at him, "You've hit the double yellow line."

"..." She didn't notice that he was peeking at her, nor did she feel his hot eyes. She just reminded him a little because she saw the wheels hit the double yellow line, 'drive well. 'That's all.

Yan Siqi's little heart, which was easily injured, was cruelly abused once again.

She pursed her lips, and just about to speak, she chanted that sentence again like a mantra in her mind, forbidding him to say anything that made her feel untrue.

The car stopped because of a red light, Shen Wanling stared at the passing scenery outside the car window, and murmured softly as if talking to herself, "How do you know where my family lives?"

After getting in the car, he didn't ask her where she lived, but now he was walking in the direction of the single apartment she rented for this year.

The sound was very small, but the space in the car was very quiet, so he still heard her words clearly.

Yan Siqi pursed her lips and smiled wryly, "I thought you lived in a single apartment, but you were not married. I always thought that I still had a chance, but today you told me that you are married and have children, and you are very happy. Happiness, you will be happy as long as you are not involved with me."

"..." Shen Wanling finally turned her eyes to look at him. He was driving the car seriously, and she could only see his side face. With just one glance, her heart ached.

She lied and told him just now that she was married, but she didn't say that the child belonged to her. It was his own misunderstanding. It's not her fault.

But at the moment when she was distressed by his sad side face, she suddenly wanted to explain to him, but she held back, she didn't.

That day when he sent her downstairs to the apartment, he didn't get out of the car, and when Shen Wanling was about to open the door, he locked the door.

Before Shen Wanling had time to ask him to drive, he had already said in the next second, "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

He is laughing at himself, what is he still expecting?

Shen Wanling glanced at him, and said indifferently and distantly, "When you go back, don't be distracted while driving."

Yan Siqi sneered, how could he feel even more desolate when he heard this sentence.

In the rearview mirror, the eyes of the two seemed to overlap inadvertently. This time she didn't avoid it. She comforted herself in her heart, thinking she was ready to say goodbye and looked at each other out of politeness.

In the silent carriage, his magnetic voice spread sadly, "Without you, I'm not doing well at all."

Without you, I'm not doing well at all.

What about her?How are you doing without him?
not good.

Lonely, helpless, how many stormy nights, she hugged herself and curled up in the corner of the bed, the phone screen was always on, and his phone number was on the screen.

She told herself that if she was really scared to death, she must dial his number, and she wanted to hear his voice.

Tears filled her eyes instantly, she avoided his sight guiltily, lowered her head slightly, "Open the car door, I want to get out of the car."

Yan Siqi sneered sadly, he gave her his heart, and all he got in return was her words, wanting to leave.

He suddenly became a little angry, especially when her gaze could no longer be caught in the rearview mirror, the anger in his heart became even more annoyed.

He opened the door of the car like lightning and got out of the car, and opened the door of the rear seat full of anger. She thought he was going to drag her out of the car and throw her away, which is what he did.

But he didn't. This time, he sat beside her with a cool breeze, and closed the car door with a "bang".

"I said, without you, my life is not good at all! Didn't you hear?" His voice was loud, full of anger, his big hands clasped her shoulders vigorously, shaking her body vigorously The body seemed to shake her awake.

"Speak!" He shouted at her commandingly again.

Her silence made him irritated.

She stared at him, wondering if it was because her eyes were wet just now, in her hazy eyes, in his angry eyes, she seemed to see the flicker of tears.

"I..." She didn't know what she was going to say. In front of him, she had always been unable to control her heart.

She was finally ready to answer him, but he was flustered and afraid. He didn't have the courage to listen to her answer, and what he was afraid of was indifference and alienation.

He suddenly bullied himself and rushed towards her, covering her slightly parted lips without hesitation. Perhaps it was the fear in his heart that prompted his movement. His trembling lips closed slightly, and her soft parted lips were slightly parted. lips closed.

He thought he could continue, but he didn't, his heart hurt so badly that he was trembling all over.

Her lips... are still so soft, with a light fragrance that only belongs to her...

He didn't take a step closer, but he didn't take a step back either. His lips just wrapped her lips gently and shallowly, and his big hand slowly moved to her neck, gently holding her delicate face.

His thumb was like stroking the most precious treasure in the world, and he gently caressed her smooth cheek like fine silk. His ten fingers trembled a little, his lips pressed against hers, and he whispered hoarsely, "Baby! Son, my baby, I seem to be unable to meet each other in the next life. I am now praying to God every day and night, all the time. In the next life, I must meet this woman again, and I will pamper her. Spoil her, love her, protect her... Even if she won't fall in love with me again."

A tear ran down their cheeks and fell between their lips. This tear was not Shen Wanling's, but...his.

Tears are salty, but also bitter. How long has it been since he called her baby? It's been a long time.

Shen Wanling lowered her head, her lips parted, his lips landed on the tip of her nose, she turned her head away, tears still fell down, she raised her hand to wipe it off herself, as if as long as she wiped it off, it meant she hadn't cried .

"In those two years, I didn't hate you. It's true. I hated you from the day you said it was over. You didn't even know how helpless I was that day. Even if I stayed by your side, I endured every day. Watching you torture me mentally and physically, but at that time, I loved you without self-esteem and without reservation."

"But even though I love you so much, you still cruelly threw me away. I was so scared that I wanted to grab your hand, even if I was kneeling on the ground and begging you, don't want me, I can't live without you , if you want to torture me, you can torture me, I can bear it, but you still ruthlessly shook off my hand, that was my last second of loving you, and I started to hate you."

"Later, I came back. In fact, I approached you on purpose. I said to myself, I came back to take revenge on you. I wanted to see if my appearance could shake your life. But my own heart, my own Most clearly, that's just an excuse, I miss you."

"I stood barefoot on the stage and sang, just looking forward to the day when you would hold a pair of crystal slippers, kneel in front of me on one knee, and put them on for me carefully."

"I... didn't wait." She raised her eyes, and her wet eyes met his gaze, the smile on the corner of her mouth was a bit bitter but seemed to be relieved.

"I'm sorry..." That was the wound he left in her heart.

Shen Wanling looked at him, smiled slightly, and shook her head, "This is very good, don't change it, okay?"

He smiled bitterly, and reached out to wipe away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of her eyes, "Can I still change? You will have someone else's child."

She didn't explain, because no matter what, they all ended up like this. Even if he let go of that hurt, his guilt towards her would only deepen.

Forget it, really, forget it.

He said, "I will never marry for you, so if we can still meet each other, please don't let me marry another woman."

"Brother Sky..."

"This is my punishment for myself, Linger, I will never fall in love with anyone again." I love you, this life and the next life.

In the past, she was the one who talked about love, but now, for him, he doesn't ask her for love, but just wants to let her know that if one day, she has a bad life and wants to find a shoulder to lean on, he is willing.

After she got out of the car, he didn't get out of the car, he couldn't see her off, he was afraid that he would grab her brazenly and refuse to let go.

He didn't get out of the car until the light on the window was on, leaning on the car body, looking up at the figure standing by the window.

The corners of the mouth are turned up, trying to make myself smile, but even if I can't see it, I know how hard it is to laugh, the distance is too far, he can't see her expression, and I don't know if she is looking at him, He still boldly shouted to her standing by the window again, "Shen Wanling, I love you."

Shen Wanling, I love you.

I love you.

The distance was far away, and the windows were airtight, but she still heard his voice, and she couldn't hold back her tears in an instant. Without him, she could finally cry unscrupulously.

Covering her mouth with her hands, she cried and responded to him downstairs, "I love you too."

I love you too.

extremely love.

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(End of this chapter)