Distressed wife

Chapter 1455 Do you still have someone else in your heart? (1)
Mu Ziyan went to the backyard, and Nanny Cui was placed on the ground with a desolate look on her face, and her snow-white face was almost the same as the white snow on the ground.

Rue Xiang knelt on one side, silent, just staring blankly at Nanny Cui, full of desolation.

Mu Ziyan walked slowly to her side, and then Yun Xiang slowly raised her eyes, and then knelt towards her, "Miss."

The voice was hoarse, the cold night, the cold wind, her face was a little pale, and a few strands of blue hair were flying with the wind, but she couldn't feel the slightest coldness, only felt that the coldness was nothing compared to the pain in her heart Woolen cloth?

Mu Ziyan felt better in her heart, compared to Yunxiang, she was more difficult to accept, all kinds of things in her previous life, Cui Nanny was by her side and took care of her without any regrets, so much so that at the moment of her death, she was so sympathetic to Cui Nanny. It is a heart full of guilt, which has been accumulated for a whole thousand years. It is conceivable that when the truth surfaced, how much she struggled in her heart. It was an indescribable pain, which was even worse The kind of flesh-and-skin pain.

She was sitting in the study, listening to the chirping of birds from outside, the old trees were dark and the crows were covered with snow, and in the previous life, Nanny Cui also died in the snowy season, but in this life, it was the right time.

Mu Ziyan's thoughts had already drifted to all kinds of past lives. She looked down at the mink cloak she was wearing, which was sewn by Nanny Cui. She raised her hands and folded them together, feeling betrayed by the person closest to her. , She had already tasted enough in the previous life, but in this life she did not expect that she would have thought of all the possibilities, but she still encountered the most unbearable betrayal, and this person was Nanny Cui.

She raised her hand, untied the ermine cloak on her body, took it off, and bent over to cover Nanny Cui, a fire was already built beside her, Mu Lingxuan stepped forward to hug Nanny Cui, Then put it on top, the brother and sister stood aside, she held the torch in her hand, and threw it over.

Yunxiang knelt on the ground, crying very sadly. All these years, mother and daughter depended on each other for life. She always remembered Cui Nanny's words, she was loyal to the eldest lady, and never thought of betraying the master. It's my own mother.

Mu Ziyan just looked at the blazing flames in front of her. After she died in her previous life, she only saw herself being crushed and ashes, but she didn't see Cui Nanny's body. At that time, she was still confused, thinking that Leng Hanfeng would also crush Cui Nanny. The ashes were scattered, but now she realized that after her death, Nanny Cui might have left.

She curled her lips into a sneer, and felt that everything was too ridiculous, the stupidity of the previous life, the teasing of this life, she wanted to let go, she wanted to let go of the hatred, but who among them could let her go?She was born unable to let her back down, she has taken on too many things, the Qin family, the Mu family, and the Ji family, how much does she have to bear?But was the self in the previous life really protected too well?Or in this life, she used her abilities to turn the situation around and change her own ending, that's why there were so many encounters, or did she learn the secret that had been hidden all along?
Mu Ziyan's back was straight, and she was wearing a blue jacket. Biyun wanted to put on a cloak for her, but she raised her hand to stop her. She needed such coldness, and reminded her not to Forget the hatred that has endured for thousands of years.

In winter, what she hates the most is snow. What she hates the most is to see the bright red when it snows. The wind and snow scattered in the air, then fell to the ground, and then buried in the snow.

Looking at the raging fire in front of her eyes, she felt that her eyes were also filled with anger, which was the hatred accumulated in the deepest part of her heart, and she wanted to let go of it gradually.

After a long time, until Nanny Cui had already turned into ashes, a gust of cold wind rolled up the ashes and scattered them in the air. Together with the wind and snow, they gradually flew away, but they didn't know where they were going. place.

She just raised her eyes to look, after all, it blows away the last trace of her pity, doesn't it?All her guilt disappeared at this moment, and she wanted to bury it all, including the beauty of her previous life.

She looked down at Yun Xiang, and said in a low voice, "She is not your mother, you are just her orphan baby."

"Miss." Yunxiang's eyes turned red, "Even so, in the heart of this servant, she is also the mother of this servant."

"From this moment on, you have nothing to do with her." Mu Ziyan said, looking directly at her sideways.

"Yes." Yunxiang knew that when Nanny Cui said those words, she wanted to sever ties with herself, and from then on, her life belonged to the eldest lady.

Mu Ziyan turned around abruptly, and Mu Lingxuan was walking beside her. When the two of them left the Yanluo courtyard, there was a knocking sound outside, and the shoes creaked as they stepped on the snow. She walked for a while, but she didn't know Before she knew it, she stood on the shore of the lake. The lake had already turned into ice. She stood with her hands behind her back, with a serious expression on her face. At this moment, she couldn't think of Xuanyuan Ye, and everyone else. She just felt that she was still in the Among the gloomy mist, there is only endless darkness.

She couldn't remember who she really was, nor why she wanted to live, let alone why she wanted to live like this. She suddenly felt that there was nothingness in front of her eyes, and where was she going in the end?

Mu Lingxuan stood on the side. Over the years, he loved this younger sister the most. She was smart and wise, possessed the courage and resourcefulness of a man, as well as the delicacy of a woman, and a mind he had never seen through. Sometimes I feel that this girl is very close to me, so that he can take good care of her, but sometimes I feel that this girl is like fog and wind, which is unpredictable.

He pursed his lips and remained silent, his handsome and gentle face carried the wisdom accumulated over the years. He was no longer a brat who was impulsive for love. He had a wife and children, and he had his own responsibilities. He suddenly remembered Not only the days of marrying Zhong Hui, but also the scene of being betrayed by the one you love, it is an indescribable pain.

But who hasn't been in pain?Only through pain can we wake up and know how to cherish more.

He raised his hand and slowly embraced Mu Ziyan into his arms, just like when he was a child, he protected her like this, no matter what she was thinking or what she was going to do, he would protect her well She would not hesitate to lose her life.

Mu Ziyan looked sideways at Mu Lingxuan, through the frozen lake, the moonlight refracted a faint silver light, reflecting on his face, those warm eyes were like bright stars, but she could feel He loves and cares for himself.

She suddenly understood in a trance, what is the purpose of her life?It was because of the unwillingness to die in vain in the previous life, it was to protect her relatives, and even more for herself.

Even though she has lived for a thousand years, there is one thing she still hasn't learned, and that is letting go.

She couldn't let go of the memories and hatred of her previous life, couldn't let go of the departure of her relatives in the previous life, let alone Leng Hanfeng's betrayal of herself, and even more couldn't let go of Lin'er's tragic death. The hard outer shell made her hard-hearted, obliterating the love in her heart little by little. If she had never met them in this life, she knew that she would completely become a tool of revenge.

(End of this chapter)