Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 150 Life Is Better Than Death
Xiao Mubai couldn't bear to see him standing still and not speaking.

But Qin Shi still had to tell him verbatim what Qin Shi had told him!

"She said that you haven't received a certificate between you, and this divorce agreement is actually unnecessary. It's just that she wants you to marry someone else with peace of mind. In case the Tong family talks about it, there will be some You can talk a little bit about this thing."

"Ha ha……"

Hearing this, Gu Xingnian suddenly sneered.

"She is really sensible!"

Why didn't I see her so sensible in other things?She is so considerate for others, why don't you see her be so considerate for herself?
Gu Xingnian knew that all of this was his fault, and Qin Shi should not be blamed.

But he was still angry, inexplicably angry.

If Qin Shi was by his side now, he really wanted to ask Qin Shi...do you care about me?Even a little bit?

If you really care, you must not be able to sign it, right?

But looking at the two words she signed, the handwriting was crisp and neat, without any hesitation.

Maybe she has been waiting for this day.

Maybe this is the result she always wanted.

That night was the longest night in Gu Xingnian's life.

That night, he was taken to the hospital because he drank too much alcohol and ended up with stomach bleeding.

It was Xiao Mubai who took him to the hospital. Along the way, he was obviously in excruciating pain, his face was so pale that he would stop breathing in the next second, but he kept calling Qin Shi's name in his mouth.

Confused, he grabbed Xiao Mubai's hand, thinking it was Qin Shi's hand, and said over and over: Qin Shi, don't leave me...

The two had known each other since childhood, and Xiao Mubai had never seen anyone whose departure made Gu Xingnian so painful.

When his parents had an accident, he grew up overnight. Even though he was extremely sad, he never lost his mind.

Before that, the old man of the Gu family passed away due to illness, and he was also very sad, because that was his only relative in this world.

But only when Qin Shi left, he was so sad that he started hurting himself and lost all his sanity.

Xiao Mubai didn't know if Qin Shi who had already left would also be sad, but he thought that Qin Shi must not care as much as Gu Xingnian thought.

It was because she cared so much that she signed the divorce agreement.

He still remembered that the night he received this item, he also received a call from Qin Shi, who said...

"I don't know if my leaving will affect him. If so, please help me take care of him and let him be well."

Xiao Mubai asked back then, "Why do you have to leave?"

Although Gu Xingnian wanted to get engaged to Tong Sheng, the Tong family never said they wanted Qin Shi to leave!
The Tong family probably wanted Qin Shi to stay, and seeing Tong Sheng and Gu Xingnian happy, stimulate her!

It was Qin Shi's own decision to leave.

And Qin Shi answered him like this: "I'm sorry, I'm too tired."

Before these things happened, Qin Shi also wanted to be with Gu Xingnian with his own courage, regardless of any rumors or past love and hatred.

She thought that under force, she might be able to get the happiness she wanted.

But the reality slapped her hard, making her see the truth clearly.

Force is not in exchange for happiness, only in exchange for injury.

Between her and Gu Xingnian, someone must either leave first, or... maybe only one of them will die to be at peace.

So, she's gone.

With full of regret and unwillingness, in this dark night, I left quietly.

……

In the blink of an eye, it has been half a month since Qin Shi left, and during this half month, Gu Xingnian seemed to have recovered.

After he was discharged from the hospital, he stopped drinking, went to and from get off work on time every day, and tried his best to manage the company's affairs.

The contradictions in Gu's group were also resolved one by one, and everything looked so beautiful.

Gu Chaoluo had also come out of the police station.

Xiao Mubai said to Gu Xingnian: I promise that I will not let her hurt you again in the future, and at the same time, I will make up for my killing first and playing later.

He gave Gu Xingnian the video that Gu Chaoluo asked to put on the Internet before, but this time the video was a little different from the one on the Internet.

However, Gu Xingnian didn't feel happy or anything else because of this, he just said lightly: She is always very clean in my heart.

Xiao Mubai opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

He didn't even dare to mention Qin Shi's name just now, but it turned out that Gu Xingnian was already so calm.

Although Gu Chaoluo came out, she still didn't dare to meet with Gu Xingnian, even now, she was not completely free.

As long as she goes out, Xiao Mubai's people will follow her.

For this reason, the two even had a big fight...

"Why do you restrict my freedom?"

Facing her questioning, Xiao Mubai remained calm, and said flatly: "Because you haven't reassured me yet."

"What do you have to worry about? What else do you think I can do?"

"When you do something, it will be too late."

"Xiao Mubai!" Gu Chaoluo was furious, his voice raised several points, "I am not your prisoner, nor Gu Xingnian's prisoner, I don't care who it is now, if you must send someone to follow me , then I would rather go back inside!"

She stared at Xiao Mubai, her eyes were not sincere.

Xiao Mubai sighed silently in his heart, not knowing what to say about her, nor what to say about himself.

Maybe this is the wonder of love... Everyone thinks she is bad, but you are so in love that you can't extricate yourself!

He got up, walked to Gu Chaoluo's side, held her shoulders with both hands, stared at her seriously and said, "Luoluo, Qin Shi is gone now, and Ah Nian can't find her, you think you can find her?" What's more, what's the point of finding her and hurting her now? You have to make it clear that she wants to leave by herself, not someone else forced her to leave. "

"But didn't you tell me that Ah Nian is still looking for her!"

"So what?" Xiao Mubai frowned, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart, "Even if Ah Nian never sees Qin Shi again, there is no possibility for them to achieve a positive result in this life, and Ah Nian and you... are impossible! "

"you……"

"Gu Chaoluo, you can't just pretend to be stupid about some things! Let's see the facts clearly!"

It was the first time that Xiao Mubai explained everything so clearly, and Gu Chaoluo instantly had no excuse to deceive himself.

Yes, it’s not enough to pretend to be a fool.

Even if Qin Shi didn't leave, even if Gu Xingnian didn't love Qin Shi anymore, it didn't mean he would be with him.

But it was the same between himself and him.

"Mubai, I want you to see one thing clearly."

"what's up?"

"Even if I give up Ah Nian, it doesn't mean that I will be with you."

Not loving is not loving, there is no way to force it.

Xiao Mubai's expression was startled, and then all the strength in his body seemed to be exhausted, and his hands dropped instantly.

He took a step back, his eyes blank.

Gu Chaoluo felt a little guilty for such an expression, she said: "I know you love me very much, and I tried to love you, but I'm sorry, I really can't do it, so I don't want to compare you Continue wasting time and energy on me, you'd better be with someone else as soon as possible."

His parents have long been anxious about his marriage.

Xiao Mubai curled his lips when he heard the words, and smiled bitterly, "You really want to see me marry someone else?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, then I will fulfill you!"

After saying this, he turned around and strode away without looking back.

Gu Chaoluo stared at his back, feeling a little empty in his heart after all.

Probably because he has been by his side for too long, and he has formed a habit, so now I feel a little uncomfortable when I hear him say that I want to marry someone else.

Not love, certainly not because of love!

……

Gu Xingnian knew that it would not be that easy for him to find Qin Shi, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult.

She didn't even leave any trace, as if she disappeared out of thin air.

Song Tingyu and Tong Ruobai left with her that night, but they came back three days later.

Gu Xingnian went to them once, before Song Tingyu said, "I know you want to ask about Qin Shi, but Mr. Gu, please understand us."

Tong Ruobai was even more desperate, "I know you have a way to make us speak, but this time, we would rather die than betray Qin Shi."

Oh, they've all said that, what more can I ask?
Gu Xingnian turned around and wanted to leave, but in the end he still missed her so much that he couldn't help turning around and asking, "Is she okay?"

Song Tingyu and Tong Ruobai didn't expect that he would only ask Qin Shi if he was okay, they were stunned and Song Tingyu replied, "It's okay, even if it's bad now, it will definitely get better in the future."

He nodded, pulled his lips, and smiled forcefully, "That's good."

That expression is really too bad, it's better to say it's crying than laughing.

Song Tingyu and Tong Ruobai were shocked when they saw him. After he left, they looked at each other and sighed.

Tong Ruobai said: "He doesn't seem to be as good as we thought."

"Because of guilt?"

"No, because I love Qin Shi."

Only love can make a person laugh in pain.

After Gu Xingnian separated from them, he went home, but for some reason, he drove the wrong way.

After going around, he came to the Lotus Building. He simply parked the car on the side of the road, lowered the window glass, and looked up at the gray and majestic building.

The image of Qin Shi standing on the edge of the rooftop that night, saying that he was going to die came to mind, he still couldn't help but shiver with fear.

If she really danced that night, she would definitely dance with her, right?

So, is all the suffering now gone?

but……

Rather than die together, I still want to live together.

As long as you are alive, there is still a possibility to meet each other in this lifetime!
(End of this chapter)