His love is too foul

Chapter 676 Why I Feel So Sad
Early the next morning, Ji Hanshen went to Ji's house wearing the Xing Zhi.

It happened to be Saturday, Xiaoxi didn't go to kindergarten, she sat alone on the swing in the garden basking in the sun, with a bored look on her face.

"Xiaoxi." Xingzhi called out to Xiaoxi.

As soon as Xiaoxi saw that it was Xingzhi and Ji Hanshen, she happily jumped off the swing and ran over, then hugged Xingzhi's leg. "Xing Zhi Xing Zhi, you are finally willing to come and see me."

"Little uncle." Xiaoxi looked at Ji Hanshen and called obediently.

Ji Han raised his hand and patted Xiaoxi's shoulder. "Has Xiaoxi been obedient these days?"

Xiaoxi immediately nodded affirmatively, "Of course I am obedient, but grandma doesn't seem to love me anymore." Xiaoxi is still sensitive, and he can detect even a slight emotional change between adults.

Xingzhi couldn't help being a little sad when he heard this, no wonder he saw Xiaoxi sitting on the swing with a sad face when he came in.

It turned out that he had already felt that the Ji family's feelings for him were no longer as good as before.

Children are actually very sensitive to feelings, especially children like Xiaoxi who lost their mother early, they are looking forward to love, and once love is gone, he will find out.

Before Ding Hong always treated Xiaoxi as his own grandson, it was all from the bottom of his heart, but now?Suddenly, the grandson she had loved for four years was not her real grandson, and she also felt uncomfortable with this feeling, so naturally she no longer cared about Xiaoxi.

Under such circumstances, even if Xiao Xi lives in Ji's house, she will not get the care she deserves. I'm afraid she will become more and more sad and lonely.

So taking Xiaoxi away earlier might not be a good thing.

It should be said that it is best to pick up Xiaoxi earlier.

Xingzhi touched Xiaoxi's head affectionately, and then said in a gentle tone, "Xiaoxi, we are here to pick you up to live with us today, would you like to?"

As soon as Xiaoxi heard what Xingzhi said, her big eyes lit up immediately, and she asked her again uncertainly, "Can I really live with you?"

Rather than living in Ji's house, he would rather live with Xingzhi and the others.

Now Ji's family is no longer what it used to be. Grandma and grandpa no longer love him as much as before. Even sometimes she calls grandma, and grandma doesn't want to talk to him anymore.

Xiaoxi didn't know what she did wrong, why she made grandma hate her so much.

This is what confuses Xiaoxi the most, anyway, he is not so happy every day now.

So there is no reason to be unhappy when Xingzhi said that he came to pick him up and live with him.

"Of course it's true, when have I lied to you, right?" Xingzhi patted her head and said softly.

"Well, I haven't lied to Xiaoxi, so can I really live with you?" Xiaoxi looked at Xingzhi happily and said.

"Then come and live with us today."

"Well, okay." Xiaoxi nodded obediently.

Xingzhi turned to look at Ji Hanshen, "Go and talk to Auntie, I'll take Xiaoxi back to his room to pack his things."

"Well, I'll talk about it. Go back to your room and pack your things." Ji Hanshen turned around and walked into the room after speaking.

Ding Hong should be at home at this time, and told her to take Xiaoxi away, and she probably would be willing, because now Ding Hong will feel heartbroken when he sees Xiaoxi when he thinks of the child he raised for others for nothing, so he can take it away as soon as possible. The meeting solved one of her worries.

"Xingzhi, did Xiaoxi do something wrong, that's why grandma doesn't like Xiaoxi so much, and now when I call her, she doesn't want to talk to me anymore." Xiaoxi was still a little emotional about this matter Not very happy.

In the past, grandma always liked to hug him and loved him very much.

But now?He always felt that grandma didn't want to talk to him anymore.

"Xiaoxi, no, Xiaoxi didn't do anything wrong. It's because grandma is not in a good mood recently, so she ignored Xiaoxi, understand? Our Xiaoxi is so well-behaved and sensible, there will be no one who doesn't like it." Xingzhi She hugged him and comforted him.

It would be good to take him with me earlier, it can make Xiaoxi's mood recover sooner, if this low mood continues, it will bring down Xiaoxi's character.

Therefore, it would be better to take it away earlier.

"Really?" Hearing what Xingzhi said, Xiaoxi happily held Xingzhi's hand. He had been thinking about this matter, if Xingzhi didn't come to pick him up in two days, he would call Xingzhi directly , let her pick him up, because grandma has always been reluctant to talk to him, which will make him very unhappy.

A child's mood can affect many things. If he is unhappy, he will not want to eat, eat well, sleep well, and even his personality will be affected.

"Well, let's go back and pack our things now. After your uncle and grandma agree, we'll go back directly." Xingzhi took Xiaoxi's hand and prepared to go back to the room to pack things.

"Okay, do you think grandma will agree?" Xiaoxi said worriedly.

In fact, he still cares about Ding Hong's intentions. After all, grandma has loved him since he was a child. She gave him the best things and all the love for him, so now Ding Hong suddenly treats him a little coldly. Only then would he feel particularly lost.

The gap in my heart is too great.

"I will agree." Xing Zhi patted his head, telling him not to worry too much.

Everything is handled by Ji Hanshen.

"Well, I'm actually afraid that grandma will be unhappy." Xiaoxi expressed her inner thoughts.

"Then Xiaoxi is not willing to part with grandma?" Xingzhi actually cared about Xiaoxi's thoughts.

Although Ding Hong's feelings for Xiaoxi have completely fallen now, it doesn't mean that Xiaoxi has no feelings for Ding Hong at all. Xiaoxi is a very emotional child, especially the relatives around him who have always been good to him.

If Xiaoxi were to know that Ding Hong was not his real grandma, she didn't know what Xiaoxi would think.

Xiaoxi shook her head, "No matter how grandma treats me, I can't bear her, but I just go to live with you for a while, and then come back to live for a while, just stay with grandma. When grandma's mood improves, I will In front of grandma, will she love Xiaoxi as before." Xiaoxi looked at Xingzhi seriously and said.

"Well, grandma doesn't hate Xiaoxi." Xingzhi can only tell him like this now.

It would be cruel to tell Xiaoxi the truth.

It's not that Ding Hong doesn't like him, but because he is not a child of Ji's family, so he deliberately alienates him, which sounds so sad.

"Let's go back to the house and pack our things, and then we'll say goodbye to grandma." Xiao Xi shook Xingzhi's hand and said.

"Let's go."

After arriving at the room, Xingzhi actually wanted to put away all Xiaoxi's things, but he thought that it was not the time to move them all out now, and he would make everything ready when Xiaoxi moved to Huo Yanchuan's place.

So forget it.

Xingzhi took a small gift box and simply collected a few clothes for Xiaoxi.

"Xiaoxi, what else do you want to bring?" Xingzhihe asked him before the box.

Xiaoxi glanced at it, and picked up a little rabbit doll from the bedside. This was a gift from his mother when he was about one year old. He has always been used to sleeping in his arms, especially after his mother left. Think of this as a mom hug.

Think of it as something I miss my mother.

Xingzhi knew what Xiaoxi was thinking when he saw the rabbit doll, it was the only thing he thought about his mother.

"Xingzhi, why do I feel like I'll never come back after leaving this time?" Xiao Xi said suddenly, holding the rabbit in her arms.

"Why do you have such thoughts?" Xingzhi immediately felt his heart twitch when he heard Xiaoxi say this, and then looked at Xiaoxi seriously, wondering why he suddenly had such thoughts.

Xiaoxi's mind has always been more sensitive to these things, but Xingzhi suddenly felt that he didn't know how to answer the conversation, but felt very sad, why Xiaoxi was so sad.

This is obviously not the way a three or four year old kid should have thought.

"Xingzhi, I just suddenly felt like this, I don't need to come back to live anymore, do I?" Xiaoxi looked at Xingzhi with an indescribable sadness now.

He didn't want to think about it like this either, but suddenly such a feeling surged up in his heart.

"Then if I tell you that I really won't be coming back, are you still willing to live with us?" Xingzhi simply told Xiaoxi about this matter.

Although I can't tell him directly, now I am taking him to live with his biological father, and then I will never come back for the rest of my life, and ask him if he wants to.

Therefore, I can only ask cryptically if Xiaoxi will not come back to live here.Let him have a mental preparation first.

"Why? Am I going to live with Xiaoxi for the rest of my life and won't come back? Don't I live with grandma?" Xiaoxi still looked at Xingzhi puzzledly and asked.

It is really incomprehensible.

"I'm not coming back, is Xiaoxi willing?" Xingzhi asked again, albeit with a hypothetical question.

"It's not that I don't want to, it's just that... this is my home after all, my grandparents and father still live here, why didn't I come back?" Xiaoxi said puzzled.

When Xingzhi heard this, he didn't know how to answer.

You must know that the grandparents and fathers that Xiaoxi mentioned are not his own, and the place where they live has nothing to do with Xiaoxi.

"In the future, if Xiaoxi wants to come back and live, it's still possible, and he didn't say no." Xingzhi rubbed his head, and could only coax him like this first.

If it was agreed that he would not be allowed to come back in the future, Xiao Xi probably would not be willing to leave with them.

In order not to make Xiaoxi feel sad, they used such lies to Xiaoxi, Xingzhi also felt uncomfortable in his heart.

But this is the lowest way to reduce the damage to Xiaoxi, Xingzhi has no choice.

"Then I know, I want to come back to live in the future, and we will come back to see grandpa, grandma and dad." Xiaoxi said seriously.

"Well, that's how it is, so Xiaoxi doesn't have to worry too much, understand?" Xingzhi rubbed his head and said.

It just so happened that Ji Hanshen came over.

"Have you packed it?" Ji Han took a deep look at the gift box next to the small bed, it should be almost packed.

"How did you talk to Auntie?" Xingzhi asked him.

"It's settled, Xiaoxi let us take it away first." Ji Hanshen said directly.

Hearing this, Xing Zhixin felt relieved. In fact, this is also the result of not wanting to think too much. In Ding Hong's current state, she has no way to face this child Xiaoxi properly. When she sees her, she thinks of herself. The stupidity of the years.

Therefore, it was a kind of relief for Ding Hong to take Xiaoxi away earlier.

"Grandma agrees to let me live with you?" Xiaoxi looked at Ji Hanshen in disbelief and asked again.

In fact, Xiaoxi hoped that grandma would come and keep him, or hug and kiss him, and then see him off, but he didn't see grandma now, and he felt a sense of loss in his little heart.

Why does grandma hate herself so much, she won't even come to see herself now.

Does grandma really wish she could leave right away?A small sense of loss filled his heart, and it all showed on his face.

Seeing Xiaoxi like this, Xingzhi felt pain in his heart.

Thinking of Xiaoxi's familiar tone just now, when she felt that she would never come back after leaving, Xingzhi's heart felt sour.

There is an urge to cry.

She had promised her sister that she would take good care of Xiaoxi in her life, but she couldn't even do such a small thing well, so what qualifications could she have to comfort her sister in the sky.

Xingzhi feels uncomfortable and wants to cry, but in front of Xiaoxi, she can only be strong.

"Xiaoxi, grandma promised you to live with us for a while. She hopes you will be happy. Now grandma is waiting for Xiaoxi in the yard." Ji Han said calmly, looking at Xiaoxi.

Ji Hanshen could see the disappointment on Xiaoxi's face.

This child is too delicate and sensitive about feelings, and when he heard that Ding Hong agreed with him to leave, he wondered if Ding Hong didn't want to keep him and didn't love him, so he let him leave.

When she heard that Ding Hong was waiting for him in the yard, Xiaoxi's eyes lit up. It turned out that grandma didn't really not love him anymore, it was just that grandma was in a bad mood during this time, not because she didn't love him anymore With this knowledge, Xiaoxi's mood suddenly soared to the sky.

"Grandma is waiting for me in the yard, so I'll go to the yard first." Xiao Xi ran out with a smile on her lips.

Seeing Xiaoxi's happy leaving figure, Xingzhi's emotions did not collapse all of a sudden, and tears fell down.

Ji Hanshen came over, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tear from the corner of her eye.

"Xingzhi, why are you crying?" Ji Hanshen directly hugged her into his arms and patted her on the back lightly, probably understanding why she was crying.

"Xingzhi, don't worry, Xiaoxi is a strong child. Even if he knows his life experience in the future, he will face it bravely, my friend Xiaoxi." Ji Han coaxed her deeply.

"I just think Xiaoxi is too pitiful." Xingzhi said sobbing.

But after crying for a while, he finally recovered.

"Let's go down first, Xiaoxi is still waiting for us outside." Xingzhi pulled out from Ji Hanshen's arms, and said while looking at Ji Hanshen with red eyes.

(End of this chapter)