be nice wife

Chapter 126 Light up your way home (1)
She raised her eyes and stared into his deep sea-like eyes, and said helplessly, "Mu Dongting, do you know what love is? It's when you know you shouldn't love, but you still love deeply. But, you have never loved me. Do it wholeheartedly."

Tianxue's voice choked slightly, and after a moment's pause, she continued, "Mu Dongting, do you love Lin Chuxia?"

Mu Dongting laughed at himself and replied, "If I said no, would you think I'm even more shameless?"

If he had never loved Lin Chuxia, but was with her, then wouldn't he be too helpless?However, Lin Chuxia was chosen at the beginning, mostly because they are very suitable. Lin Chuxia is gentle and sensible, not clingy, not self-willed, and is a good girlfriend candidate.Later, what happened that night made him feel more responsible for her.Later, they went abroad together, they depended on each other, he did have feelings for her, but now, even Mu Dongting himself couldn't tell whether it was love or not.

Tianxue looked at him, her vision gradually blurred, and asked again, "Then do you love me?"

"Love." This time, Mu Dongting nodded firmly, without any hesitation in answering.

But Tianxue shook her head silently, and took a step back helplessly, "No, you don't love me. If you really loved me, you wouldn't be cruel enough to send my father to prison. You clearly know that I will be sad, but You still did that. If you loved me, you wouldn’t be entangled with Lin Chuxia again and again. How many times have you abandoned me for Lin Chuxia? Do you know that every time , How heartbroken I am? If you love me, you will not let Jiang Chengzi plead guilty for me. If you love someone, you should understand her and believe her. Be a lunatic. Mu Dongting, what I need is not you to feel guilty and pity me for the past, what I need is a love that will never change until death, but you never gave it to me, can you give it to me? rise……"

What Tianxue said made Mu Dongting speechless. He stood stiffly on the spot with his back straight, but he didn't dare to look into her clear, tear-filled eyes.Every word and every sentence of her was like a sharp knife, deeply scratching his heart.He hurts, but deserves it.

"If Lin Chuxia didn't die, didn't get sick, and didn't leave, if everything could be done again, and you could choose again, Mu Dongting, who would you choose?" Tianxue continued to ask.

Mu Dongting stared at her, struggling with pain in his heart, this was a very sensitive and sharp question, no matter how he answered it, the answer would be wrong.

"I once chose Chu Xia by mistake. If it were now, I would choose you."

"But, we have no present and no future." Tianxue said to him with a smile, but suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

"Six years ago, I stood on a strange street in the United States, looking at people of different skin colors, and seeing strange faces. I was really scared. At that moment, I wished that you could appear by my side and give me A shoulder to rely on. I have been treated in the United States for four full years, and I am accompanied by Yan Fei, Liu Yun, and my parents, but you are the only one without you. Mu Dongting, when I need you most In the past, you did not choose me, but now and in the future, I no longer need you, and the goodbye I said to you is the end forever, and I will never start again."

After Tianxue finished speaking, she picked up the wine glass on the table, mixed with her tears, and drank the champagne in the glass in one gulp.However, he smiled stubbornly at him and said, "Thank you for treating me to supper, thank you for treating me to such a beautiful fireworks show, I'm tired and want to go back, Mu Dongting, take care, goodbye."

After Tianxue finished speaking, she turned around without any hesitation, shed tears, and walked out of the hanging garden step by step.

Her palms were pressed against her heart, and inside her chest, there was only one wounded, bloody, incomplete heart. Not all the pain could be healed by a beautiful fireworks show.

Perhaps, throughout her life, she will never forget how deeply she loved him, but even so, she will not let herself repeat the same mistakes.

But Mu Dongting froze in place, his legs were as heavy as lead. He wanted to catch up with her, but he couldn't take the heavy steps. She could only look at him, walking away step by step, out of his life , walked out of his world, and eventually disappeared.

He was the only one left in the huge hanging garden, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world, the fountain was still spraying water mechanically, the wishing pool had been sleeping peacefully, and the crystal lamp hanging above his head was still shining like a star, everything seemed to be in order. Nothing has changed, and everything seems to have changed from the original appearance.

Mu Dongting turned his head to look out of the window, his eyes gradually filled with a layer of watery light, in the sky outside the window, one after another fireworks were extinguished, and new ones rose again, again and again, the night was bright and bright, that fireworks The feast was still going on, but everything between him and Tianxue had quietly ended.

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, winter is coming to spring, and it is the season of miscellaneous peanut trees and flocks of warblers flying around.

The child in Tianxue's belly was seven months old, and Pan Wanqing accompanied her to the hospital for a check-up.The routine examinations were all normal, and the baby's heart, liver, lungs, and spine were well developed, and there were no abnormalities.

In the super room, Tianxue was lying on the bed, her clothes were lifted, revealing her protruding belly, and the cold instrument was gently sliding on her belly.

Standing aside, Shen Manqing took out a stack of red envelopes from her handbag, and secretly handed them to the doctor. The examining doctor refused a few times before accepting it.

Tianxue lay quietly on the bed, as if she hadn't seen it, she didn't agree with her mother's behavior, but she couldn't refute it either.

"Doctor, do you think my daughter is pregnant with a boy or a girl?" Shen Manqing asked in a low voice.

"He's a beautiful little boy, congratulations." The doctor replied immediately. It seems that this kind of thing has long been common in this examination room. The doctor should have been prepared and waited for the pregnant woman's family to ask for money.

After the inspection, Tianxue put on her clothes and got off the bed.She was seven months pregnant, and her movements were much slower. Shen Manqing supported her and walked out of the hospital together.

Just after walking out of the main entrance of the hospital, Shen Manqing flipped through things, only to find that Tianxue's medical records had been forgotten in the examination room.

"I forgot to bring the case. You wait for me here, and I'll be right back." After Shen Manqing finished speaking, she walked quickly into the hospital.

There were people coming and going at the main entrance of the hospital, Tianxue was afraid of being knocked down, so she thought about resting in the car first.Their car was parked opposite, she moved and walked across the road.

When she came to the car, Tianxue remembered that the car keys were with Shen Manqing. She tapped her forehead in a little annoyance. Pregnancy would make people stupid.

The sky was very gloomy, and soon there was a drizzle of goose feathers, and the rain fell on the skin, which was slightly cool.

On the side of the road is an unopened boutique, the door is locked tightly, and beautiful handicrafts and toys are placed in the window, Tianxue stands under the eaves to hide from the rain, looking casually at the ornaments in the window.Dolls made of soft clay, a beautiful bride and a handsome groom, with a bit of cartoon color, are very suitable to be placed in the wedding room of the newlyweds.

Tianxue remembered that when she got married, she seemed to have bought similar things and placed them in the living room, but she didn't take them with her when she left, and gradually forgot about them.

Her clear eyes gradually faded, as if she was lost in thought.Time flies so fast. Last year, they were still newly married, but now, she and Mu Dongting have separated.

That's probably how life is like, parting and reuniting, getting together and scattered.

Behind her, the wide road was full of traffic, and Mu Dongting happened to drive by here. The speed of the car was not fast enough, and the scenery outside the window quickly reversed.And he still saw Tianxue standing by the window at a glance. She was wearing an off-white maternity dress, her long hair was rolled up, and a few strands of hair playfully hung down on the earphones. Her silhouette was gentle and quiet.

Mu Dongting parked the car on the side of the road almost without thinking, held an umbrella, opened the door to get out of the car, strode up behind her, and put the umbrella on top of her head.

The light above her head was suddenly blocked, Tianxue raised her head subconsciously, and the first thing that jumped into her eyes was the big dark umbrella above her head, with a clean palm firmly holding the handle of the umbrella, her gaze followed her arm, and then looked at To that familiar yet unfamiliar handsome face.

It was the first time the two had seen each other in three months since their last breakup.Although Mu Dongting went to look for her every three days, Tianxue avoided seeing her. He bought all kinds of things for her, including those with children and pregnant women, but the next day, they all appeared in the in the trash.

At first, Mu Dongting felt sad because of this, but over time, he became numb.Money is spent, things are bought, and things are given away. Although, this seems meaningless.But if he does nothing, he will feel that his life has no meaning anymore.

"What a coincidence." After a moment of stalemate, Tianxue spat out two words a little jerky, her expression still calm and calm.

Mu Dongting's heart ached slightly, and he sighed vaguely, but his eyes were fixed on her like glue, as if he wanted to make up for what was missing in the past three months.

"Why are you still standing here when it's raining? What do you do when you catch a cold? Shen Tianxue, will you take care of yourself?" Mu Dongting's voice was slightly reproachful, but he couldn't hide his deep concern. He took off his coat and put it on her shoulders.

Suddenly surrounded by a warm atmosphere, the air is full of his own smell, faintly, a faint fragrance of tobacco.Tianxue was in a daze for a moment, then she took off her coat and handed it back to him.

"Thank you, I'm not cold." She lowered her eyes, looking like a stranger suddenly approaching, Mu Dongting stiffly held the dark gray suit jacket in her hand, but didn't put it on again.

"Why don't you get in the car?" He asked again.

"Mom has the car keys. She went back to get the medical records she forgot." Tianxue replied simply.

"Then sit in my car for a while?" Mu Dongting said.

Tianxue was looked at very awkwardly by him, subconsciously took a step back, turned her back, leaving him with a clear and cold back, no longer speaking, no longer paying attention to him.If it wasn't for the rain outside, she would have already left this small eaves, and the farther she could hide, the better.

And her indifference hurt Mu Dongting's heart again, his brows were deeply furrowed, even the smile on his lips had a hint of self-mockery, and he couldn't help but ask, "Have we become so strangers now? Shen Tianxue, even if we can't be husband and wife, we can still be friends."

"I've never heard of any couple who can still be friends after divorce." Tianxue said coldly.

"Tianxue, we haven't divorced yet." Mu Dongting unexpectedly lost his composure, she could always easily touch his emotions like this.

Tianxue was slightly stunned, turned around to look at him, and said, "It's really time to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the formalities, so I can't keep procrastinating, or I'll call Jiang Qin and ask him to take your Is your itinerary free?"

She almost choked Mu Dongting to death with one word, and he finally knew what it meant to shoot himself in the foot. "When will my itinerary be decided by Jiang Qin?"

(End of this chapter)