The biography of Xuanhe's imperial concubine

Chapter 133

In Nan Muxuan's view, the happiest life is the happiest state in which there is no need to pay and rely on something. That night she hugged Chu Jin and cried for a long time. Fortunately, Chu Jin was also funny at that moment After crying, Nan Muxuan repeatedly said to Chu Jin, "I'm sorry."

She really felt sorry for Chu Jin. No one could decide the environment of the harem. Nan Muxuan didn't think that these things could be blamed on Chu Jin. She only blamed this era, and blamed herself for being so heartless.

For Chu Jin, she pulled him over and tried her best to cultivate his feelings for her unborn baby, but in the end she gave such a result. Even if he is a ruthless emperor, he is also her child's father after all. A man of flesh and blood.

It has to be said that Nan Muxuan stabbed at Chu Jin's heartstrings fiercely. At first, Chu Jin didn't realize that Nan Muxuan said sorry to him. He thought she was talking to the child who had no fate. Saying I'm sorry, but I didn't expect that she was apologizing to him. There are so many women in this harem, so many women who lost their children, none of them made him feel so painful, and none of them made him feel so warm.

Are those children not his children?They were sad, but they didn't know that he was also not feeling well. Chu Jin unconsciously hugged the woman in her arms, and comforted her with a softer voice: "It's not your fault, it's because I didn't become a father." Responsibility for failing to protect our children.”

Nan Muxuan cried and shook her head, "The emperor has done a good job, it's me, I..." Nan Muxuan thought of her subconscious rejection of her son, and felt that God must have known her boredom and took it back After taking care of this child, as an emperor, Chu Jin has really devoted herself to what she did to the child in her womb.But my own mother is so selfish.

That night, the two of them blamed themselves for the loss of their child. In the end, Nan Muxuan fell asleep with tears on her face under Chu Jin's comfort, while Chu Jin looked at the face of the woman in her arms, and for the first time had a An indescribable sense of guilt.He has lost too many children, and has many children. In fact, it is true that he is uncomfortable, but he is far less concerned than what he said...

Nan Muxuan seemed to have returned to normal after talking about the child with Chu Jin that day. Until today, she accidentally found out the portrait she had drawn for the child with great interest, and the clothes she had made really exploded.

Looking at the things that identified the child's gender, Nan Muxuan hated her selfishness very much. It turned out that she had never expected the child in her womb at all, and she had not made any preparations for his arrival. How could such a timid attitude usher in the arrival of a child...

Nan Muxuan threw away everything like crazy, even the decorations in the house were picked up and smashed, she hated herself, she needed to vent...

Yuxi and the others stared blankly at their master throwing things unscrupulously, and seeing Nan Muxuan going crazy, but they didn't dare to go forward at all, because they were afraid that Nan Muxuan, who was emotionally unstable, would be hurt because of their stop. to myself

Until Chu Jin arrived, Nan Muxuan was still mad. Chu Jin strode forward with an ugly face to stop Nan Muxuan's crazy behavior. She wanted to pull her out of the messy area, but Nan Muxuan exhausted her Pushing away with all his strength, pointing at the mess all over the floor and yelling, the content is naturally hating himself, blaming himself and the like.

"I didn't even think about his coming. You see, I didn't even prepare his things, so he didn't come. He must know that I don't welcome him..." Nan Muxuan vented vigorously dissatisfaction with oneself
Chu Jin looked at her distressed and helpless, and suddenly felt that there was nothing she could do with her like this. Now he would rather she complained to him, blamed him for not protecting them well, blamed him for not preventing her from going to such a noisy occasion .

In the end, Chu Jin got angry at the palace people of Yunxiang Pavilion with a gloomy expression, and after asking them to take good care of Nan Muxuan, she reluctantly returned to Zhaoyang Palace.

(End of this chapter)