The biography of Xuanhe's imperial concubine

Chapter 202

Nan Muxuan's words poured on Chu Jin's warm and boiling heart like a basin of cold water. The hand holding the woman in his arms tightened unconsciously, and Chu Jin asked a little stiffly, "Why?" In his vague memory, he once heard the old mother say that his mother and concubine once said that the happiest thing for a woman is to give birth to a child for the man she loves, even if that man doesn't care about her at all, even if she might do it for this reason. lost life.He still hasn't forgotten how much the woman in his arms looked forward to their child, why now...God knows how forbearingly he asked why, he was afraid that she would say something he didn't want to hear...

"Hehe, why?" Nan Muxuan repeated Chu Jin's words with a faint smile, and then continued: "I don't know why, probably since... that time I knew that I might never have children again. The child should be eliminated from my life. Maybe it hurt too much that time. I was afraid. I don’t want to have that feeling again. I dare not try. I am also very selfish. I am afraid that if I die If I change my life, I haven't lived enough. Even if everything is fine, I feel that I don't have the time, energy and mood to be a good mother... I am timid, selfish, and cherish my life... I am afraid of too much... " At the end, Nan Muxuan didn't know what kind of mood she was in, she was sour and astringent, would she be willing?sorry?she doesn't even know
"Okay, Xuanxuan, if you don't want us, then don't." Chu Jin realized that he really couldn't see Nan Muxuan's weak and helpless appearance, although he really wanted a child of him and her, But I don't know why, it's really hard for him to see her so fragile, and he can't wait to satisfy her any reasonable or unreasonable thoughts unconditionally, and, in fact, he is also afraid, he does not lack children, but there is only one her in this world .Seeing Nan Muxuan looking up at him in confusion, Chu Jin paused and added, "As long as Xuanxuan doesn't regret it."

"No." Nan Muxuan paused for a moment and said firmly, "I regret it." Why should she regret what she has decided, but Chu Jin, his attitude still surprised her a little bit, there is no prohibition or dissuasion , there is only one sentence, don't regret it, inexplicably there is such a trace of emotion...

At night, Chu Jin naturally stayed in Xihua Palace. The two of them hadn't shared the same bed for a long time, and when they looked at each other at this moment, they felt as if they were separated from each other.

Chu Jin hugged the woman into his arms, feeling the warmth and softness that he hadn't felt for a long time. Chu Jin hugged the woman in his arms comfortably, and sighed, and said in a discussing tone: "Xuanxuan, Don't play your temper with me in the future, okay, even if you play your temper, don't ignore me."

"Where is the concubine playing with her temper, let alone ignoring the emperor, it is obviously the emperor that you don't want to talk to the concubine..." Nan Muxuan said as she kept crying, but her snot was about to come out again, it was so embarrassing... ...Chu Jin was still helpless at first, but seeing her like this now, he couldn't help laughing, so he took out a brocade handkerchief and wiped it for others, and said while wiping: "Xuanxuan, you know what I'm talking about, and That day, I was really sad when you lost your temper for no reason, I thought you would come to me, but...Xuanxuan don't do this again, okay?"

It's not as comfortable as Yuxi and the others, but asking him to wipe her nose so naturally and without disdain, Nan Muxuan felt that her heart was so soft that it was a mess, and listening to him speak so nicely, Nan Muxuan faintly I really felt that it was my fault, but I still said stubbornly: "You are the emperor, who dares to ignore you, you have never been the only one, why was it the turn of the concubine?" Then it seemed to think of something, Nan Mu Xuan waved Chu Jin's hand away, and snorted coldly: "I don't want to look for you, I just don't want to disturb the emperor, you and Xinhuan. This concubine just made a big mistake... Oops! What are you doing..." But Chu Jin heard her words becoming more and more unreasonable and outrageous, so he slapped her upright with a slap buttocks.

He said angrily, "Xuanxuan, if I really treated myself as the emperor in front of you, you should have been thrown into the cold palace long ago."

Nan Muxuan sneered when she heard the words, "Your Majesty means that I am making trouble unreasonably, but then you sent your concubine to the cold palace..."

(End of this chapter)