The biography of Xuanhe's imperial concubine

Chapter 207

She even faintly wondered if she should use Dim Sum and Chu Jin to have a true love or something, just the two of them, but then she laughed when she thought about it, not to mention the difficulty, many problems are indeed impossible to solve.But she didn't know if it was because of her pregnancy. She felt that she had become hypocritical, because she thought that no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to get the complete Chu Jin and the complete love she wanted, so she unexpectedly It's because some people don't want to work hard, and they don't want to pay attention.

To put it bluntly, she already has it. In the beginning, even if it was for the sake of life, she had to pay attention to the hypocrisy of pleasing her. Now she just feels like she doesn't want to care about everything.

Chu Jin has been so kind to her during this time, and cared so much for the unborn child. She is not unmoved and even feels a little bit guilty about her recent state, but every time she thinks of the inequality between herself and Chu Jin, Think of his harem full of women and children.

But there is no solution to these things at all, she also knows that she seems to have got into a narrow corner, but she can't get out of it clearly, she has begun to hate herself very much now, she feels that she is about to become not like herself, But this kind of change seems to be nowhere to be found, as if she hated it so much in an instant.

The only thing she feels that she is not too unbearable is that when she faces the third prince, she can still remain the same as before, even looking at the more mature and excellent third prince, she has a faint sense of relief that my family has a son who has grown up. She can accept without hesitation that he is Chu Jin's son, but she is the son of a man but another woman's son. It may be because she has spent too much time on the third prince, and she has never pretended to be, or she may have faced it at the beginning. Chu Jin's first wife, the empress, has a tinge of pity. In short, she still has the same heart for the third prince until today, which makes her glad that she is not so narrow-minded as to be unreasonable.

On the soft step covered with a good cashmere blanket, Nan Muxuan was lying on her side in Chu Jin's arms, with a peaceful expression, while Chu Jin, who was hugging Nan Muxuan, seemed to be full of knowledge, but with many whimsy and whimsy. The old master who taught the way is as clear and witty as he is there to teach and solve doubts, but he doesn't love everyone like the old master. Chu Jin's profound knowledge is only for that one person. He looks gentle and focused, and occasionally stretches out his hand gently Touch or pat Nan Muxuan's round belly, and continue to talk like asking and answering.It was as if the fetus in the womb was staring at him eagerly with big watery eyes and listening to his narration with all its attention.

Chu Jin would talk to the fetus like this for half an hour every day. It was not troublesome at all, and he didn't even find it boring. Occasionally, when the nature came, he would procrastinate for a while. Nan Muxuan knew that the emperor is also a good teacher People with temperament are also happy to listen to it. Whenever she listens to him talking like this for half an hour, she will feel very peaceful and at ease in her heart.

At night, Nan Muxuan fell into a deep sleep very easily and quickly in Chu Jin's bedtime story. Now Chu Jin has a faint feeling of coaxing the pregnant Nan Muxuan like a child, and she is still infinitely pampered and pampered kind of.The sleeping Nan Muxuan unconsciously found the most comfortable position in Chu Jin's arms, and slept peacefully.

Knowing that she was asleep, Chu Jin stopped the story she was telling, stretched out her hand to smooth the broken hair on Li Nan Muxuan's forehead, pressed a kiss full of love, and smiled lightly. .As if making a promise, she whispered alone: ​​"Xuanxuan, I will be the best father to our children." Every time Nan Muxuan and Chu Jin are hugged like this, there will be a very solid and warm feeling, He is more down-to-earth than dealing with major national affairs. He feels that he is really being controlled by this little woman. He really can't see that she is unhappy at all. Fortunately, although she is self-willed, she is not really ignorant, lawless or brutal. It's unreasonable, otherwise Chu Jin doubts whether he will be a fool for the Bomei people.

In fact, sometimes watching her quietly listening to his stories, Chu Jin would always be in a trance, remembering that she was pregnant for the first time, it was so difficult at that time, and every day she changed the way to talk about the unborn child Things, with a look of reasonable heat on his face, Chu Jin's heart aches when he thinks of these things.Painful to that unfavorable child, at that time... Every time Chu Jin thinks of these things, he wants to make up for it more tenderly.

In fact, compared to Nan Muxuan's current quiet pregnancy, he hoped that she would be as noisy and full of life as she used to be. Although she sometimes angered him and gave him a headache, it also made him fall in love. He often looked at her at that time It is helpless and rare when you take your child to mention some irrelevant but extremely tricky little things with confidence.He actually enjoyed that feeling very much. Seeing her being so unscrupulous, playing tricks on him, and making unreasonable demands of course, he felt that the two of them were very close.

During this pregnancy, she seemed to be particularly indifferent and obedient, telling people not to eat, to do whatever they wanted, and not to find excuses to do what they shouldn't do.It's not unreasonable anymore... It's also not so energetic. These always make Chu Jin feel at ease on the one hand, and on the other hand feel faintly uncomfortable. Only by treating her better can he feel better.

(End of this chapter)