future era of immortality

Chapter 981 Suicide
Although this road is more difficult, every step forward will bring more insights.

Losing the profound cultivation of her previous life, Yan Lingxue was a little sad at first, but she didn't feel sad for too long, because she never regretted it from the beginning to the end.

There is also Tianyu here. When Yan Lingxue entered it for the first time, she was astonished as if she had seen another world. Those games also included various practices in them.

Such as treasure hunting in the maze, hunting monsters outside the city, speeding races, potential dragon rankings, etc., all require cultivation to complete. When doing these, it is also a kind of cultivation, which can be said to be both entertainment and cultivation.

At this moment, a ray of light flew over.

Looking at the familiar light, Yan Lingxue knew who was coming, she immediately flew out of the house and stepped forward to greet her.

"Lingxue has met the Palace Master!"

"Don't be too polite."

Su Nuan showed her background and stood in front of Yan Lingxue, she said: "You don't need to call me Palace Master anymore, I am no longer working for Qingdi Immortal Palace."

"Yes." Yan Lingxue agreed.

Su Nuan looked at Yan Lingxue, and said after a while: "I'm curious, why did you take the risk to report when you were able to escape unscathed back then?"

This was something she couldn't figure out. She didn't think she had much affection for Yan Lingxue, and she didn't have much heart-to-heart with Ming Jingtian during her practice. How could she do that and let her puzzled.

If it was said that Yan Lingxue had some ulterior motives, then she would be too stupid, and almost ended up being lost.

Su Nuan thought about all kinds of people, like Wan Qingxuan, who were willing to sacrifice their lives for her, and Bi Luo, who resisted desperately for her in the past crisis. There is a big relationship between her and these two. Friendship entanglements, but this Yan Lingxue is not among them.

Yan Lingxue smiled slightly, and she said: "To be honest, this junior did what he did back then, it's not that Xiang Shangxian didn't do those things, but this junior knows that Shangxian is not a real evil person, so I can't bear to see Shangxianluo was expelled and ended up miserable. At that time, the younger generation was already tired of the life of the past, and already had the idea of ​​committing suicide. When it happened to happen, he wanted to do something meaningful before dying."

"You want to seek death!" Su Nuan was surprised, but she had never found out that Yan Lingxue was looking for death in the past, and she really couldn't see it.

Yan Lingxue nodded, and said slowly: "I have been selected since I was a child to become a maid of the Mirror Heavenly Palace. I practiced with other people and did chores. The practice was boring and tedious, but I foolishly persisted. .”

"One day, I suddenly wanted to go to the human race country, and by the way, I went to see my parents in my childhood memories. I searched hundreds of countries, and when I found them, I found that they had already forgotten me. Slow communication, and I can no longer find the feeling I had when I was a child.”

"The years in the fairy palace are ruthless and lonely. Staying in the cold fairy palace, I sometimes think, what is the meaning of this kind of eternal practice, I am lost, I don't know where my own way is. where."

After a pause, she continued: "I have served several Palace Masters of the Mirror until I met Shangxian, and I felt boundless loneliness in Shangxian. I guessed randomly, and I hope Shangxian will not blame you."

After hearing these words, Su Nuan's heart was aroused. She thought of herself. She also had the idea of ​​committing suicide. It was when her daughter died. The sadness made her heartbroken, and she almost followed The daughter went together.

Later, it was hatred, and the hope of resurrecting her daughter, which made her regain her faith in life and persisted until now.

"Now, do you still have the idea of ​​committing suicide?" Su Nuan asked, she was able to save Yan Lingxue once, it was considered her original friendship, if there was a second time, she would not save Yan Lingxue again.

Because she can't save a person who wants to die.

Hearing this, Yan Lingxue was stunned for a moment, and then showed a thoughtful look, also thinking about this question, with a little confusion on her face.

"You have been practicing in the Mirror Sky, but have you ever been in love?" Su Nuan asked.

"Love, never had."

Yan Lingxue shook her head, she had a crush on her once, but it didn't work out, it was just her wishful thinking, so that's nothing.

The word love is circulated in Ten Thousand Law Realm, not in Immortal Realm, and Yan Lingxue also learned this word here.

"If you trust me, you can listen to my words, go to the mortal country to experience it, don't use magic, just like ordinary people, experience the life of mortals, experience your heart in the world of mortals, maybe you will have different insights, Find your way of practice." Su Nuan said.

"Lingxue listened to the gods."

Yan Lingxue nodded, keeping these words in her heart.

Su Nuan returned to Baiyun Temple, and went to the secret room to practice as soon as she came back.

in the chamber

Su Nuan continued to practice the delusion-breaking method and the Great Dream Immortal Scripture. She entered the dream space and practiced this fairy method in the dream.

She had a premonition that continuing to practice this delusion-breaking method would be of great benefit to her.

At this time, in the cave space, major events are also going on here.

After Bi Luo obtained the required fairy materials, he began to refine the treasures. What he wanted to refine was the sacred picture. This picture is not only a method of cultivation, but also a powerful fairy shape.

As mentioned in the exercise, this picture was originally a powerful fairy weapon used by ancient saints, but now it is a counterfeit, but it is also very extraordinary.

The power of the saint, Biluo has seen and heard, the saint is a very powerful existence among the human race, the saint does not represent how powerful the cultivation base is, but the person with great merit and virtue, the saint in the legend, all have great Those who have merit.

Now it is not popular to practice meritorious deeds, what is popular is the way of being free and easy, the true self, which is very different from the way of the saints in ancient times.

Biluo didn't rely on the refinery for help. This treasure is extraordinary and difficult to refine. The refinery's refining capacity is limited. She was afraid of failure, so she decided to go to battle herself.

She has the cultivation base of a fairy, so the chance of failure in refining is relatively small. She also asks other fairy spirits for help, and the speed of refining is not slow.

Several months passed.

When Su Nuan finished her training, she received a messenger talisman from outside, so she ended her training early and came outside.

He flew over the mountains and landed in a forest.

Su Nuan found a lonely pavilion, and there was a figure sitting in it, it was that Senior Sister Malan.

After seeing Su Nuan, Ma Lan smiled and walked over: "Junior sister is really talented. It has only been a few decades, and junior sister has already cultivated the delusion-breaking method. She is worthy of being a person who came from the rank of asking immortals."

(End of this chapter)