After rebirth, mother is hard to do

Chapter 279 Despair
Third Prince's Mansion.Ten days passed.

Meng Yuxuan stood in the yard, watching the winter snow fall.She spread her hands, feeling the coldness of the ice and snow, her heart was colder than its temperature.

Shangguan Huan did not come back.She waited here day after day, but still did not wait for his figure.From the anticipation at the beginning to the cold heart now, she felt like a grass in the yard, not only numb, even her heartbeat almost stopped.

Why haven't you come back yet?The third prince has ascended the throne as the emperor.The princess of Xiangyang also got the punishment she deserved.The whole country underwent a great purge.

It was a foregone conclusion, they could go home.Why hasn't he come back yet?

She didn't dare to think about the bad side.Just thinking of that possibility made her heart ache.Obviously can't remember him, but that heart is in severe pain for him.

A white figure came out of the room.The man looked at Meng Yuxuan with a distressed look in his eyes.He put the cloak in his hand on her body, and said, "It's so cold, why are you still running around outside? Your injuries haven't fully healed yet. If you get frostbite again, the root cause of the disease will remain in the future."

Listening to that gentle voice, Meng Yuxuan's heart was very heavy.During this period of time, some fragmentary fragments had surfaced in her mind, and the scariest thing was that it was all related to Li Ye.As for Shangguan Huan, her real husband, she didn't think of it at all.The extra memories in her mind are some sporadic fragments of her childhood and her life with Li Ye.

Just thinking of those things, she dared not face Li Ye.Every time I face him, I feel like a ruthless and heartless person.

She turned around slowly and looked at Li Ye in front of her.He had a deep gash on his face, where he had been stabbed in the fight.She gave him an ointment to remove the scars, but Li Ye didn't use it.He said that women are happy and tolerated, and so are men.His pleasing person is gone, and his appearance means nothing to him.

Hearing him say that made her very sad.She would rather that he was still that high-spirited and handsome nobleman, and she didn't want him to humiliate herself like this.

"Why did you come out? Your injuries haven't healed yet!" Meng Yuxuan said.

"My injury is no longer serious. It is you who really needs to be healed. Your heartache... Only he can heal." Li Ye looked at her distressedly. "I really want to be the person who can heal your heartache. But I know that is impossible. Even if you lose your memory, you will accept him."

Li Ye looked at that beautiful face with emotion in his eyes.He stretched out his hand to touch her delicate skin, and was so moved by emotion that he couldn't bear to let it go.

Meng Yuxuan took two steps back, and said to Li Ye, "I'm sorry, we've gone too far."

"I lost my composure." Li Ye smiled wryly. "The third prince... No, he should be called the emperor now. The emperor has sent someone to look for him. I believe there will be a result soon."

"I know." Meng Yuxuan lowered her eyes and said calmly, "He told me yesterday."

"If...I mean if...the result is unacceptable, what are your plans?" Li Ye looked at her cheek and said softly.

"There are not so many ifs. As long as we find him, we will go home. Even if I lose all my memories, I will definitely remember them slowly after a long time." Meng Yuxuan said: "Let's find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers , living the lives of ordinary people.”

Li Ye looked at her yearning look, and said in his heart: If he is really gone, the person who will accompany you to live a normal life...could it be me?
However, those words can only be thought of in the heart.He dared not speak out.Once she said it, she would definitely be angry!

"This madam..." The guard from the third prince's mansion walked in.

They have been living in the courtyard of the third prince before he ascended the throne, so that it is convenient for Shangguan Huan to find him.

Meng Yuxuan looked at the man and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"Someone gave you this letter." The doorman handed over a letter with both hands.

Meng Yuxuan took it in doubt.When she saw the font on the letter, she found it looked familiar.She couldn't remember who it was, and opened the letter with doubts.

Xuaner:

By the time you get this letter, I should have left.During the period of your amnesia, I found that you could never forget Li Ye in your heart.Your childhood sweethearts, such sincere feelings are so enviable.But I can't give you everything you want.That being the case, it is better to let you go and let you find real happiness.

Xuan'er, my love.With you in this life, my life is finally satisfied.Don't worry about the two kids.I will take care of them.If you miss them, you can also take a look.

I dare not say these words to you.Because once I face you, I can't wait to snatch you back.You know, I've always been bossy.I only care about my own feelings, I can't take care of you.That would only hurt you, hurt myself, hurt everyone.Xuan'er, you must be happy.You and Li Ye are a perfect match.He is also a nice guy.you have a good eye...

What the hell am I talking about?Why should I praise others?You are my woman... But, I can't get your heart.What a failure!
Xuan'er, goodbye, my wife.

You are my only wife in this life.I, Shangguan Huan, swear here that there will never be another woman again.I love you……

Meng Yuxuan clutched the letter tightly, the tears in her eyes kept rolling."That bastard," she said angrily.

"Whose letter? Could it be..." Li Ye raised his eyebrows.He took the letter from her hand, read it at a glance, and couldn't help laughing.

"Are you still laughing?" Meng Yuxuan glared at Li Ye.

Li Ye coughed lightly and said with a light smile: "So you are so in love with me. If so, let's get married!"

Li Ye hugged Meng Yuxuan's waist, held her in his arms, and pressed his lips down.

Meng Yuxuan looked at him in shock, and as his cheeks got closer, she quickly pushed him away.However, Li Ye was never a frail scholar, so he hugged her tightly at this time, with the other hand controlling the back of her head, and kissed her overbearingly.

The faint scent of chrysanthemums entered Meng Yuxuan's nostrils. Meng Yuxuan pushed and hit him, trying to get rid of his control.

"Enough!" A roar came from the roof. "Li Ye, let her go."

Meng Yuxuan finally understood what Li Ye meant when she heard the voice.He must have known that Shangguan Huan was nearby, so he deliberately did such a thing to stimulate him.

Li Ye let go of Meng Yuxuan, and looked narrowly at a certain man who fell from the sky.He said lightly: "Didn't you leave? Didn't you say you asked me to take care of Xuan'er?"

Shangguan Huan was dressed in coarse sackcloth, dressed like a commoner.He changed his appearance, and if you saw him on the street, it would be difficult to recognize him.

His face was a little pale, and it seemed that he was seriously injured, which was why he was so weak.He stared at Li Ye viciously, and said coldly, "Did I say such a thing?"

"Hmm..." Li Ye waved the letter in his hand. "It is evidence in black and white, and I am the one who is right to bring it to the world."

Shangguan Huan grabbed it with one hand, tore it into pieces, and snatched Meng Yuxuan from Li Ye's hand.

"Xuan'er..." Shangguan Huan looked deeply at Meng Yuxuan.

Meng Yuxuan was very happy to see him come out at first, but when she thought of what he had done, her face darkened, and she deliberately kept her face stern and didn't look at him.

Seeing her appearance, Shangguan Huan was even more disappointed.

He originally wanted to fulfill them, but he couldn't let Meng Yuxuan go, so he wanted to secretly take a look at her.He wondered how she would react to his letter.

In the end...he actually saw that bastard Li Ye kissing her.

That was her woman, how dare he do that!I really want to tear that kid to pieces.

"Didn't you say you're perfect for us?" Meng Yuxuan said deliberately: "As you said, we really love each other. Although I lost my memory, I remembered something during this time. In those memories, Ye and I love each other. If It's not that his family separated us, we should have had children by now. I should thank you for your willingness to help us. After all, I am too unfamiliar with your husband, completely..."

Before Meng Yuxuan finished speaking, Shangguan Huan's expression changed, and then he spurted out a large amount of blood with a puff.

The blood he spit out was sprinkled on the ground, and his face became as pale as paper.He looked at Meng Yuxuan in pain and fell down weakly.

Meng Yuxuan quickly caught him, looked at him in shock, and shouted in panic, "Huan...husband...don't die...you wake up..."

"Hurry up and help him inside. He must have had an old injury that hasn't healed yet, and then he suffered too much stimulation. Now the internal injury and external injury have recurred together." Li Ye said angrily, "I shouldn't have stimulated him just now. He must have been badly wounded for not coming back for so long. Damn me for not noticing his wound."

Meng Yuxuan quickly stuffed a pill into Shangguan Huan's mouth.

Li Ye carried Shangguan Huan on his back and strode into the room.He put Shangguan Huan on the bed and asked Meng Yuxuan to give him an injection.

Shangguan Huan's expression was pained.Even in a coma, it could still be seen that he was enduring enormous torture.

While giving him the needle, Meng Yuxuan said, "Huan, what I said just now was just to anger you. I am your wife, just your wife, don't want other men."

Li Ye looked at her nervous look, his eyes darkened.When Shangguan Huan's condition stabilized, he walked out of the room, looked at the heavy snow and smiled bitterly.

"If you miss a step, you will miss this life. If there is a next life, I will hold your hand tightly so that you will never leave my side. Unfortunately, there is no medicine for regret in life. How will I find you in the next life?" Li Ye He touched the sachet on his waist.That was what Meng Yuxuan made for him back then.He wore it for several years and never left it.

Meng Yuxuan's painful cry came from the room.Li Ye's heart also ached.He is jealous of Shangguan Huan, who can get the rest of her life.And him?This life is doomed to be alone.However, he still has Xuan'er's past in his mind.With the happy memories of those years, he will not be lonely in this life.

(End of this chapter)