The years when I was doing things in another world

Chapter 7
Day after day, year after year, she practiced calligraphy, played the piano, read scriptures, or meditated alone in a square space.

For five full years, Xiao Jingshui didn't step out of the confinement room, let alone cultivate and make friends with teachers.

She was the only one in the empty confinement room, and with Bigu Pill, Xiao Jingshui would not starve to death.

But life is never easy.

Xiao Jingshui is indeed used to being alone and lonely, but she is not used to the darkness, and she is not used to it. Suddenly she was in a completely strange environment, and she could not help herself.

What's more, Xiao Jingshui has bipolar disorder, her mood is unstable, and her emotions are even more unstable.

In the first period of time, Xiao Jingshui wanted to commit suicide several times.

However, suicide is impossible.

The underworld does not welcome her.

Xiao Jingshui cannot die.

She hates the powerless self, the life being manipulated, and the self who loses her calm.

Xiao Jingshui has always been rational and has deep self-knowledge. She knows herself too well, she knows what she wants, and she also knows where she is lacking.

Therefore, Xiao Jingshui clearly knew what to do even when his emotions were extremely unstable.

Always be rational, this is already a quality that has been deeply rooted in her bones.

So, Xiao Jingshui made up his mind and locked himself up for five full years.

After five years of confinement and precipitation, Xiao Jingshui became calm, and his mood improved to a higher level.

Her cultivation has always been smooth, and it is inseparable from this.

It's just that I haven't eaten fireworks in the world for five years, so I will naturally make up for it after I leave the customs.

Xiao Jingshui is not indulging in his own desires, those who achieve great things do not care about trivial matters.

She never troubled herself about such insignificant things.

In this way, she doesn't have to wrong herself, and can confuse more eyes in the dark.

Because, in the world of comprehension, the desire to eat and drink is unworthy in the eyes of many monks.

Xiao Jingshui just thought it was ridiculous.

People in the realm of comprehension, there are many people who love wine and tea. In ancient times, there was a wine sage who used wine as his way of life. Why did he become despised when he came to food?

Her master is the same as her, never making things difficult for herself in terms of appetite.

Therefore, people who knew Xiao Jingshui's characteristic thought that Xiao Jingshui was brought down by Fuyun.

Xiao Jingshui recovered from his memory, put his hand on his chin, and looked at the little fox in front of him gently and tolerantly, with a soft voice.

"Xiao Jiu'er, it's really not good to be too hostile. You hurt others and yourself."

It seems to be lamented, and it also seems to be compassionate.

The little fox is somewhat similar to himself at that time.

The same hostility filled the body, the same unwillingness to resentment, faint, and a little bit of grievance.

Jun Yuecheng raised his head, looking at such a gentle Xiao Jingshui, he was a little dazed, and even almost forgot Xiao Jingshui's unreasonable troubles before.

Xiao Jingshui's appearance is extremely delicate, with soft and non-aggressive lines, a pair of peach blossom eyes shimmering, and light-colored thin lips slightly raised, there is no trace of elegance and harmlessness.

When someone with such a face speaks to you in a slow voice, you will listen subconsciously.

Just like this moment.

Xiao Jingshui didn't say anything, but Jun Yuecheng heard a bit of worry and advice from it.

Worried that he will be controlled by hostility, persuade him to wash away the hostility.

but……

"Nothing to do with you."

Jun Yuecheng was in a trance for a moment, then came back to his senses, feeling annoyed by his thoughts just now.

Therefore, he made a cold sound.

Could it be that he is crazy, how did Xiao Jingshui torment him these days?

Could it be that after hearing this guy's soft words, let the past go?

Jun Yuecheng despises herself.

(End of this chapter)