After almost wearing, I sprinkled candy with the paranoid gangster

Chapter 69 Xiaolu's monologue extra (additional)

At that time, I was 16 years old, and I had been enthroned as emperor for two years.

Before the mother died, she took my hand and said: "Your father's inheritance will be guarded by you from now on."

I feel a little bit reluctant to part with her as a person, let alone her protection.

Her death means that I will have to face Boju Yungui in the court alone.

The queen mother is not my biological mother.

My biological mother died in a fight with other concubines. After she died, I was brought by the queen and called her "mother queen".

When my father was still on the throne, I knew very well that the reason why my mother was kind to me was because she didn't give birth to a prince.

My mother was very strict with my studies and found me a good tutor.

Born in the royal family, I had to be sensible.

The Taifu has always admired me very much, and he has also strengthened my mother's determination to make me the crown prince.

On the day my mother died, I thought about how the imperial power would be divided.

I thought the same as Taifu.

Since you can't stop it, just be a puppet, lurking in secret, keeping a low profile.

Not long after, Taifu was accused of a crime by the chief assistant and was about to be demoted.

He is one of the few people I can trust, and I still have a lot of truths that I haven't understood, so I need to ask him.

So, I sneaked out of the palace.

……

I saw her for the first time on the most prosperous long street in the capital.

She was originally sitting in the carriage.

I don't understand why there are so many people standing on both sides.

Until the two dandies pushed the servants beside them into the carriage, and then shouted: "Miss, your carriage hit someone!"

The coachman was about to reprimand the two people, but the curtain of the carriage was lifted by a catkin, revealing a girl's face.

The people around looked at her with bated breath, and the two dudes were about to drool.

She looked delicate and weak, and her fingers did not touch the spring water, but she got out of the carriage and helped the servant who fell to the ground.

Since ancient times, men and women have been fighting against each other, but she didn't care at all.

Besides, it was a slave in coarse linen.

The average young lady would wish to stay a few feet away.

The servant stared at her for a long time, then came back to his senses and avoided her, "Miss, the villain offended..."

She smiled and said, "Be more careful in the future."

After she returned to the carriage and lowered the curtain, the two dandies still stayed where they were.

I rode my horse and galloped past them.

Two exclamations came from behind.

……

On the way, I couldn't help but think of her.

When I saw the Taifu, I also thought of her inexplicably.

She is indeed beautiful, but I am not a beautiful person.

I may be used to seeing beauties in the palace, and I saw that they had no freedom in their lives, or died of palace fighting like my biological mother.

Therefore, there is a trace of pity for beautiful women.

……

When Shoufu sent the eldest daughter to the palace, I saw her again.

It turned out that she was the sick and weak imperial brother, the beauty he had been talking about before his death.

"Imperial brother, there are many beauties in the royal capital, but the eldest daughter of the chief assistant's family is the only one who is unforgettable. It's a pity that my life is not long..."

Her name is Si Yao.

It is indeed unforgettable.

After three years, I still remember her very clearly.

I have doubts about Shoufu, so I have been secretly sending people to investigate him, but that time I found out that she is not Shoufu's daughter.

It's good for her to enter the palace...

Only I can protect this pawn of Shoufu.

……

On the night of serving in bed, she was very respectful to me, but also very alienated.

I was a little angry and almost walked out of the bedroom.

But this is my bedroom, so I can only let her out.

I sent someone to investigate, she has someone she loves.

It turned out that she had childhood sweethearts.

Oh, childhood sweetheart.

……

After she was kicked out the night she went to bed.

In the harem, other women began to bully her.

So, I put her to bed again.

I plan to sleep with her naked, but she is afraid of me.

I am the emperor, the Ninth Five-Year Lord, I can't sleep on the small couch in the outer hall.

So, I can only let her go to sleep.

she does not know.

How many times have I woke up at night and watched her fall asleep.

……

She became my favorite concubine, but I never touched her.

I have also thought about being lucky to others, but I feel uncomfortable.

Forget it, I still sleep in a separate bed with her.

……

Shoufu wants to start manipulating her.

I tried my best to tell her about her life experience.

The first assistant wants to use her hand to poison me.

I took the antidote in advance.

I was looking forward to it, and she suddenly woke up and realized that only I was the best person to her.

But I am still poisoned.

……

I want to kill her.

Because she has already killed my heart.

I am the emperor, and the imperial inheritance that my father entrusted to me is being coveted by people every day.

Only in her body, I have repeatedly broken the principle.

I am planning to give up on her.

Born in the emperor's family, he is the most ruthless, so that he will not be hurt by others.

……

When the chief assistant wanted to execute her.

But she held on to me tightly, saying she was wronged,

She never thought that after the first assistant used her, she would kill them all. Are you afraid?

Or, was he really wronged?

I can't be cruel.

This is the first time I have been so indecisive.

I feel that if I keep her, I might become a foolish king for her...

I still saved her.

……

I sent someone to investigate again.

It turned out that Shoufu's main purpose was to kill her.

Fortunately, I saved her.

In fact, it was almost because I hurt her.

But she was so stupid that she confronted Shoufu directly and didn't call Shangzhen.

……

She suddenly started to please me in every possible way.

If she didn't know, she would never forget that person.

I thought she was really starting to like me.

She may have been seducing me because she wanted to survive.

I don't want to talk to her anymore, but she always appears in front of me.

Damn it, it's so perfunctory to seduce me.

She even asked me to care about other women.

I was angry, but she didn't know why I was angry.

……

She is always pissing me off on purpose.

But she doesn't seem to love Huo Jing that much anymore.

Maybe, she started to like me.

She sent a message from the dark guard that she missed me, and I couldn't sleep all night.

But when she came back, she didn't come to see me, but went to see Huo Jing.

I said she was hypocritical, but she told me confidently that she only wanted revenge.

I asked her, would she love me after taking down Shoufu?

She said she would consider it.

……

Shoufu wanted her to be a queen, and I also wanted her to be a queen, but she dared to tell me that she would run away in the future.

She fainted, and I took care of her, but she doubted my intentions for her.

I am really angry.

I wanted to crush her to death, but I couldn't bear it.

……

She talked sweetly to me and pushed me down.

She became my queen, and the chief assistant was dealt with.

She is willing to be intimate with me.

I thought she liked me.

She asked Zhen to let Concubine Wan out of the palace, and I dismissed the harem directly for her.

But she really ran away.

I was very worried about her and sent people everywhere to look for her.

I have trouble sleeping and eating, and have been waiting for her.

……

I got word that she was back.

He left the memorial and ran all the way from the bedroom to the palace gate.

I wanted to punish her, but she was pregnant.

She seemed to be very afraid of having children, so she returned to the capital.

This time, I won't let her run away.

……

I also took her to the long street where I saw her for the first time.

She doesn't know anything, but I remember everything.

However, that doesn't matter anymore.

I will stay with her forever.

　My writing skills are limited.I feel very sorry for the first son, so I made up for it.

　　The next chapter will start a new dimension, please give Piaotiao support~

　　
　
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