Chapter 332
Mama has gone?

Xia Yunran sat stiffly on the bed, hearing these unacceptable words, her brain seemed to stop spinning at this moment, and it took a long time before she said: "Mother Rong... Where did you go? When will you be back? Isn't it What happened to her house?"

Yes, Rong's mother must have left because of something, maybe something urgent happened in her family, how could she think in such a bad way?The same goes for Zhuqing, why did she put on such an expression so early in the morning.

"Miss..." Zhu Qing's voice was a little choked up, as if she couldn't speak.

"Yes." Xia Yunran nodded, "Does Mama Rong need any help? If possible, I will definitely do my best to help Mama Rong."

"Miss, Mother Rong has gone, left, and passed away." Zhu Qing finally couldn't help but said loudly, tears streaming down like a bank, "She's dead."

she died?Mother Rong is dead?Xia Yunran's still hurting brain is slow to accept this information. It's impossible. Yesterday, Master Wuming said that Rong Ma's body is normal and suppressed the poison. He continued to look for ways to relieve the poison, or deal with it. He Yuqing is fine too, why did he die today.

"Impossible." Xia Yunran murmured, then shook her head and said loudly, "Impossible, how could Rong's mother die, she is fine. Is there someone who spread rumors and deliberately deceived people like this? If you know Whoever it is, I won't let him go."

"Miss, it's the news from Hua Luo." Zhu Qing said with tears in her voice, "Zhu Qing's news shouldn't be a lie. She asked Miss to go back quickly."

Xia Yunran suddenly had a feeling that he could not exist, all his emotions seemed to be emptied, his mind was full of Rong Ma's smile, Rong Ma's words, a little trance, as if he was just dreaming, waiting for the dream When she woke up, the scene of Rong's mother's death would never have happened.

I don't know how long I sat there, but Xia Yunran felt extremely at a loss. She didn't know what to do next, and she was so afraid of going back to the mansion to face everything in the mansion. She was afraid of seeing the real mother Rong not there. Yes, it's really a cold corpse, it looks like it's really dead.

It's as if sitting like this, staying here like this, you don't have to face anything.

"Miss, don't do this." Zhu Qing watched Xia Yunran sitting on the bed with a sluggish expression and kept still, trying to clear up her choking, and then said in a somewhat heavy tone, "Why is Rong's mother dying now? I will die, I don’t even know what happened in the mansion, miss, you just let it go, what’s the use of being in a daze here?”

Xia Yunran raised his head and looked at Zhuqing.

"Hua Luo just brought this news, conveyed this sentence, and told us to go back quickly. We should go back quickly, but we found out what happened." Zhuqing said firmly, "Miss, I know you are now You must be very sad and sad, but you must cheer up, you can't be alone here, Miss, this servant always thinks that you are a responsible person."

"Cheer up..." Xia Yunran murmured and repeated these two words, closed her eyes, breathed in and let out a breath from her mouth, changing the posture that she had just maintained a lot while sitting on the bed with her knees in a daze , put his legs down on the bed, stood up, "yes, I have to go back."

Her legs were numb just now, and Xia Yunran felt that she couldn't stand up. Zhu Qing held her firmly and let her recover.

"Zhu Qing, is Hua Luo's message only so short?" Xia Yunran tried to get her brain to function normally, think about the problem, and try to give herself the courage to go back and face the fact that Rong's mother died, "Except After that, is there anything else you know?"

"No." Zhuqing shook her head, then suddenly raised her eyes to look at Xia Yunran, and said very seriously, "There is one more thing that was not told to me by the person with the message, it was when I left Prince Jing's mansion yesterday, What I already knew, Rong Ma, Rong Ma told me not to tell you."

"Speak." Sure enough, there was something else, but she really didn't expect that Rong's mother had something else to tell Zhuqing not to let her know.

"When I left Prince Jing's mansion yesterday, Rong Ma said that the princess told her to go." Zhu Qing said this in a hoarse voice, and added, "I think Rong Ma's death, even if it wasn't the princess, should have Inseparable from the princess."

"He, Yu, Qing!" Xia Yunran clenched his fists and said every word.

Ever since Xia Hanxiang's death, she hasn't made any big moves. After such a long period of dormancy, she almost forgot about her.Well, it was her own careless rival in love, thinking that He Yuqing still had some time to recover, thinking that Xia Lingfeng didn't trust her, and she couldn't find any prodigal sons, thinking that Fen Dai and the like would be enough for her to keep busy, but she didn't expect that she would still Did not forget her.

If you can't do anything to her, do you want to do it to Rong's mother?
The feeling at this time is particularly clear, and the sadness and sadness are suppressed by another emotion, which is called anger.

He Yuqing, Xia Hanxiang was not killed by me, what was it that blinded you, instead of dealing with your enemies properly, you blamed all your hatred on me?Originally, she didn't want to interfere with the affairs of the mansion, and she didn't want to engage in any boring house fights. In this time and space, she really didn't intend to kill anyone except Song Mutian.

But this time, I had the urge to kill someone, because this person hurt the person she loved, her relatives, no, it didn't hurt, it killed her.

"It was He Yuqing who did it." Xia Yunran gritted her teeth and said this sentence. Last night, maybe she was still hurting the spring and autumn with alcohol to relieve her sorrow, but at this moment, she no longer has any such mood , She wants to go back to the mansion, she wants to see how Rong's mother died, she really wants to know, if people's lives are ignored in the palace, is it true that there is no need for punishment?

"Miss, cheering up is not the same as being impulsive. You have to face things calmly." Zhu Qing reminded, brought Xia Yunran clothes, and originally wanted to help her wear them, but saw that she had already put them on quickly, "Princess, after all It's the princess, you have been in the palace for so many years, you must not be reckless."

"Well, I know." Xia Yunran nodded, the strong light in his eyes made Zhuqing sigh softly, but he couldn't say anything.

"I'll comb my hair by myself, and I'll come out right away. You go and tell Song Rinru and Lingsha's servants that there is an urgent matter in the house, and I have to go back to the house immediately." Xia Yunran's tone was quick, and the emotions at this moment seemed to be piled up on his forehead. Originally, my head hurt when I was drunk last night, but now it hurts like it's about to explode.

On the way back home, both Xia Yunran and Zhu Qing were silent in the carriage, not knowing what to say, and being unable to say anything.

Mama Rong, Xia Yunran kept her eyes closed, leaning against the back of the seat, she seemed to be sleeping, but in fact, her heart was not at peace for a moment. When she just heard that Mama Rong might die at the hands of He Yuqing, she was Angry, but now the anger has calmed down a lot. When I first heard it, the mistrust and unacceptability have passed. I accepted Rongma's departure, and my heart was full of sadness.

I once read a saying that life is cruel, it is a process of watching relatives leave. In her previous life, she was an orphan, and her close friends were also in good health, so she really didn’t experience the feeling of leaving relatives. Later, in this time and space, Because I have died before, I also look at life and death very indifferently, so I don't have a detailed concept.

But now she really felt it, this feeling of parting from life and death, she would never see Rong Ma again, never feel her warmth, never hear her nagging again.She was living well, but was deprived of the right to live. The person who caused her death should be cut into pieces!

Xiao Hei is a liar, he clearly said that Rong's mother would not die because of the Gu poison, now it seems that He Yuqing used the Gu poison, and she has an incense that can control the Gu poison.

She wants to avenge this revenge, and she will not let He Yuqing have an easy life, and will not let her have a good end!

"Miss, we're here." When Xia Yunran's heart was surging, Zhu Qing reminded, "Miss, if you want to do something for Rong Ma, please be rational."

"Yeah." Xia Yunran nodded heavily. She knew that she couldn't be overwhelmed by anger and sadness. Invite more people around her, since the other party has already started killing, she shouldn't mind killing more, she has to be more cautious.

Today's Prince Jing's Mansion seems to be unusually quiet. Of course, the death of a nanny will definitely not affect the entire palace, and it is even more impossible for it to be as white as when Xia Hanxiang died.

It's just that all the servants know how close Mama Rong and Xia Yunran are. Xia Yunran is now the Princess and is loved and trusted by Xia Lingfeng. Death is also a major event.

Xia Yunran walked in a hurry, walked through the palace expressionlessly, and went straight to the Linglong Tower. The servants who met on the road all retreated automatically, for fear of touching their brows. After Lian Zhuqing reminded her when she got off the carriage, Neither spoke again.

As soon as she entered Linglong Tower, a girl greeted her. It was Aunt Li's girl.

"Miss, you're back." The girl said softly, afraid that she might disturb someone if she made a loud voice, "You go to the front hall first, Aunt Li is waiting for you there."

"Yeah." Xia Yunran nodded, and went straight to the front hall. Sure enough, Aunt Li was waiting in the front hall. There was no one else in the hall except her. She stepped forward and saluted, "Auntie."

"Yunran, I'm sorry." This was Aunt Li's first sentence. Now she has been pregnant for six or seven months and has a big belly. It's been a long time since I haven't seen her. Her complexion is still good, but now her expression is very serious. "Mother Rong is suicide."

"Suicide?!" This is a situation that Xia Yunran never expected. She could say that she imagined thousands of reasons and possibilities for Rong Ma's sudden death in the carriage just now, but she never thought that Rong Ma would commit suicide. , "How is it possible? Rong's mother will not commit suicide. She has a family and children. She will not commit suicide."

"Look at this." Aunt Li picked up a letter from the table and handed it to Xia Yunran, "This is the suicide note left by Rong Ma."

Mother Rong left a suicide note?

Xia Yunran reached out to take the suicide note almost tremblingly, and opened the letterhead. On it were Rong Ma's untidy and beautiful words.

"Miss, don't be sad, this is my choice, after thinking about it, only in this way will not drag you down, only in this way is the best.

It turns out that miss, you have been hiding it from me. I have been poisoned by Gu poison. He Yuqing said that the full moon poisoned me. In her hand, she proved to me that she has a box that can make me feel my abnormality.

After thinking about it, I understand why the lady asked Master Wuming to diagnose my pulse. It is not the Ping An pulse, but to know the condition of my body. Is it to find a way to detoxify me?Miss has me as a wet nurse in her heart, and has been thinking about me, I am already very satisfied.

He Yuqing said that she held my life gate in her hand and asked me to obey her. I refused. She said that she didn't think I would really obey her. She said she wanted to use me to blackmail you and let me Sending you a message, I want you to listen to her carefully, otherwise she will kill me.

Miss, I know that you don't like to be controlled and threatened by others, not to mention that the first thing she told me to ask you to do was to ask God to hurt your lord.Miss, I can see your special feelings for Mr. Angel, as well as the burning eyes, how could I ask you to do such a thing.

I know that Gu poison is very difficult to unravel. With Master Wuming's ability, it has been so long and he has never undid it. I think there is probably no hope.Since I am poisoned by Gu, I must not live long, and He Yuqing is controlling and threatening Miss, and she will not let me go in the end.

So, after much deliberation, I might as well settle it myself.

Miss, I know you will be sad. You and I have been together since we were young, and we have never been separated for so many years. This is the first separation, and it is also the separation forever. It may be difficult for you to accept.But please understand my feelings, an elder who loves you and treats you as her own child does not want to make it difficult for you, and prefers short-term pain to long-term pain.

Miss, I am not afraid of death, and I have lived enough. After you are sad, you must cheer up as soon as possible and face He Yuqing well. She blames Xia Hanxiang's death on you, and compares her current situation with Xia Yang's. You are responsible for her situation, she is crazy, more terrifying than the previous gloomy, I am dead, she just has one less handle to deal with you, but she will not give up dealing with you.

So much wordiness in a blink of an eye, miss, this is the last time I am wordy, don't be impatient, read every word of mine.

You have to learn to take care of yourself in the future, Hua Luo and Zhu Qing are reliable girls, and I believe they can help you well.

Miss, I only hope that you can smile brightly every day and be happy every day. "

It's over, here is the regret left by Rong's mother, it's not a long text, Xia Yunran read it over and over until tears streamed down his face.

She won't think she's long-winded, really not.She was thinking about it, but she remembered that when she left, the last thing she said to Rong's mother was "you are getting more and more verbose". She regretted it to death, but there was no way to make it up.

The little black and white she knew would not reappear so easily, allowing her to communicate with Rong's mother's soul, and the black and white impermanence she didn't know, she couldn't see at all.

How can she take back what she said?What can she do to make amends to a person who has left this world and went to the underworld, and treat her well?
After all, she was powerless, except for crying bitterly, nothing could be repaired.

Stuffing the suicide note into his bosom, he went out in a daze, and walked towards Mama Rong's hut precariously, that familiar room with simple furnishings, and the one who was lying on the bed as quietly as if he was asleep, She walked over, knelt down in front of the bed, and reached out to hold the already cold and stiff hand.

Before leaving, she was still arranging her clothes with these warm hands, wasn't she still thinking about her?Didn't she say yes, she will wait for her to come back before going to bed?

Why did she sleep forever before she came back?Is it because she didn't come back so late that Rong's mother got impatient and left like this?No, Rong's mother has never been impatient with her. She didn't know it before, but she knew it after she came here. She has always tolerated everything about her, and silently took care of her with all her heart.

However, now she is leaving like this, quietly, just a suicide note, not even a single extra word, she made such a decision decisively, just because she didn't want to drag her down, and didn't want her to be caught in the in the hands of the opponent.

Such a kindness, such a sacrifice, what should she use to repay, and what kind of mood should she use to accept it with peace of mind?
She doesn't want it, she is not afraid of He Yuqing, she just wants Rong Ma to live and let Rong Ma live in good health, instead of lying on this bed cold like now

Rong's mother went to her death just for four words: I don't want to tire you.

In fact, she doesn't think it's a burden at all. Rong's mother definitely doesn't know. She always thinks that she has caused her troubles. It's because she has caused troubles, that she hurts the people around her, and makes them hurt because of herself. They are not capable enough to protect them or save them.

Her heart was throbbing with pain. It was painful and sad to be rejected by the Great God last night. She thought that kind of pain was already very deep. Only now did she realize that the pain and sorrow last night were nothing at all. It was just a little thing that everyone will experience. It's just a setback.

His head was in a mess, and all kinds of memories flashed by like a lantern, but he couldn't catch them when he wanted to catch them. He just kept crying, and after crying until he lost all energy, he was dragged away by Zhuqing.

Mother Rong's relatives and family members also came, without asking any more questions, they just took away Mother Rong's body without saying a word. Nothing happened.

Except, Mama Rong is no more.

(End of this chapter)

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