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Chapter 637 I Still Have Feelings For Him Deep Down

Thinking of this, Xun Yunuo prepared to go to the opposite room, have a good chat with him, tell him not to do such sneaky things, if he wants her to stay, he can just say no to her, always doing small tricks secretly , It's too unreasonable.

Xun Yunuo went to the door and opened it, then stepped out and knocked on the door of the opposite room.

But no one answered, and no one opened the door, so she knocked again, but only silence answered her.

Is there no one here?Thinking of this, Xun Yunuo turned the door handle, and with a click, the door opened.

"Hey, I didn't open the door of your room on purpose, it was you who kept silent..." Xun Yunuo raised his eyes to look inside after saying this, but there was no sign of Jin Chenyu in the room.

She stepped up and walked in. She turned her head and looked in the direction of the bathroom. The door of the bathroom was open, and there was no sound from inside. It seemed that he was not in the room.

Xun Yunuo thought for a while, he must have gone out, because when she was talking with "Chen Bao" just now, she heard a faint sound of closing the door outside, probably Jin Chenyu left at that time .

Just as Xun Yunuo was about to leave the room, she caught a glimpse of the box on the side from the corner of her eye. She remembered that it was moved out of the Jinhui Community, and it contained her previous things, which she hadn't looked at before.

Xun Yunuo squatted down and opened one of the boxes. There were many messy little things inside, but she saw the blue diary at a glance.

This is her previous diary?Thinking of this, she took out the diary, closed the box, went back to her room, sat on the bed, and started to read.

... Yuze is as good to me as ever, I know his feelings for me are not as simple as treating my sister, but I can't accept him, I don't love him...

...Today is my birthday, he forcibly possessed me, I think I'm really cheap, I should hate him, shouldn't I?Why do I still have feelings for him...

...Father owed him 6000 million, and he wanted me to repay it with my body, so I had to go back to him again...

...He humiliated me, trampled on me, I hated him, hated him, but why when he touched me, I still yearned for his tenderness...

...I have his child. When I heard the news, I felt very complicated, but also very happy...

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Each diary entry is not very long, but I have written a lot, probably since I just learned to write. The last entry was several months ago, and it took Xun Yunuo three hours to finish reading them.

After reading it, she was shocked in her heart.

In the first part of this diary, her love for Jin Chenyu is revealed between the lines, and their sweet deeds are written everywhere.

Obviously, she loved Jin Chenyu before, and even before she lost her memory, she still had him in her heart, not Ke Yuze, but why did Yuze lie to her?Was it also because he wanted her?
It was clearly written in her diary that she only regarded Ke Yuze as her elder brother. She knew what he wanted, but she never accepted it because she didn't have him in her heart.

Just as Xun Yunuo was thinking about the bits and pieces in the diary, the phone ringing brought her back from her thoughts.

She picked up the phone and saw that it was Ke Yuze calling. Before, she would have connected without hesitation, but at this moment, she didn't want to answer it, as if she was afraid to answer it.

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(End of this chapter)