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Chapter 909 Gradually Became Her Reliance
Lu Yingshan pushed Long Shifan away angrily, stood up and ran to her bedroom.

Lu Yingshan locked the door with her backhand, and then she couldn't stop crying.

She didn't know why she couldn't stop crying, maybe it was because she had experienced too much a while ago, maybe it was because Long Shifan had scared her just now.

She leaned against the door panel, her shoulders shaking violently from crying.

She recalled what Long Shifan said, she obviously cared about him.

That's right, when she thought he had something to do just now, she really felt that the sky was about to fall.

At some point, he had gradually become the reliance in her heart.

When she was happy, he was happy with her, when she was sad, he was sad with her, when she was desperate, he was by her side...

Admit it, she has long been used to having Long Shifan by her side, otherwise she would not have avoided Huo Shaojie and what happened recently, and would have avoided him.

There was a cognition in her mind that made her a little scared and a little panicked.

She seems to have fallen in love with Long Shifan unknowingly...

But she can't marry him, he is so good, how can she marry a woman with such experience like her, she is not worthy of him.

Even if he doesn't mind, but she does, she has such a stain, even she looks down on herself, how can she hurt him.

"Sanshan, are you okay?"

Long Shifan's anxious voice came from outside the door.

Lu Yingshan stabilized her emotions, and said in as calm a voice as possible, "It's okay, I'm going to sleep."

Long Shifan stood outside the door, frowning fiercely, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was too much just now, don't be angry."

Long Shifan regretted what he did just now. He was the one who was abrupt. She had just been hurt emotionally and lost her child just now. He said that these things were really inappropriate.

Lu Yingshan raised her hand to wipe her tears, what can Long Shifan do to her?Not at all.

From knowing him to now, he has been so kind to her, how could he feel sorry for her, she should be the one who should say sorry.

She often bullied him, and he was not angry. She would drag him around from time to time. Even if he complained, he stayed with her every time.

Lu Yingshan sniffed and said towards the door, "I'm not angry, go to sleep."

"Okay, then you should go to bed earlier." Hearing what she said, he felt relieved.

Hearing the footsteps outside the door leaving, Lu Yingshan walked to the bed, picked up the phone, and it was the same as a few days ago, there were still a bunch of missed calls, text messages and WeChat messages, almost all of which belonged to Huo Shaojie .

She opened the text messages and WeChat and looked at them, most of which were asking her where she was.

She still didn't reply, and when she was about to put down the phone, the WeChat notification sounded again.

She opened it conveniently, she frowned slightly, it was still from Huo Shaojie: Shanshan, I was wrong, can you come back?
If it was the moment when she just got out of the hospital after the miscarriage, she didn't even want to see the messages he sent, but now, she is relieved a lot, and she can read the messages he sent calmly.

But that doesn't mean she forgave him, it's just that she let go and figured it out.

Maybe after a while, she will talk to him, and maybe forgive him, but she may not trust him anymore.

Some feelings may be redeemable, but some feelings will never return.

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(End of this chapter)