Rebirth of a farmer's daughter

Chapter 160
Parental wars often hurt the most, not the parents, but the innocent children.

"The reason why my father went to the battlefield is to leave my mother. He would rather die than stay here." Zhou Zimu's words really shocked Qianjin.

She didn't expect that there were so many deep meanings in it.She just thought that if Zhou Zimu's mother died in memory of her deceased husband, their relationship should be so deep, but in the end, because of the passing of time, the two people who were once so in love became enemies. How cruel it is.

Suddenly, Qianjin felt that she was a little afraid to face her feelings.

Deep down, Qianjin has a kind of bloodthirsty ruthlessness. That doesn't mean how ruthless she is, but that she either doesn't love her or loves her to the end. What she fears the most is that the most familiar person will eventually become a familiar stranger. What a terrible thing that was, she couldn't even imagine it.

How deep is the hate, how deep is the love, without love, where does the hate come from?

"When the news of my father's death reached my mother, looking at my father's relics, the nobility and coldness she had been pretending all along collapsed. In an instant, she fell ill and lost all thoughts. Life is in such a negative situation. Disintegrated!" From the beginning of telling this story, Zhou Zimu's mood was very calm, as if he was telling another story that had nothing to do with him.

As for the only listener, Qian Jin felt a deep distress in her heart.

She doesn't care about the love and hatred between Zhou Zimu's parents, but she loves Zhou Zimu who no one cares about.Regardless of his wife's weakness and the child's young age, his father also went to the battlefield. He would rather die than shoulder the responsibility of being a good husband and father, which shows how cowardly this man is.

A person who is not even afraid of death is afraid of taking on the responsibility of a man... Just because of this, Qian Jin has no good feelings for Zhou Zimu's father.

Zhou Zimu's mother, on the other hand, has been deeply trapped in her own love and hatred all her life, and she doesn't care about Zhou Zimu's son at all. She is not worthy of being a mother who lives and dies for such a man.

In the past, she always felt that Juan'er was cowardly, a dou who couldn't help her, but after she became a mother, she let herself see the eternal truth of being strong as a mother...Juan'er was not reborn from the ashes for herself, but for her My son has completely changed.

"Then...why didn't you jump down in the end?" My heart was full of curiosity, and I really wanted to know how he spent time alone on the mountain when he had no father, no mother, and no one to rely on.

"Facing such a bright sun and looking at such a vast sea, who can jump?" Zhou Zimu was asking his daughter, and he was also asking himself.

"Yeah, life is so good, the sun is so bright, the sea accommodates hundreds of rivers, what right do we have to live and die?" Because of Zhou Zimu's few words, Qianjin suddenly let go of her heart.

"My daughter." Suddenly, Zhou Zimu turned around and looked at her seriously, his tone was even more serious, without revealing a hint of joke.

"What's wrong?" His sudden change made Qianjin very surprised and astonished.

"I never thought about leaving here, especially after I met you." He saw the hesitation in Qianjin's heart, so he took this opportunity today to reveal his inner thoughts and let her know how much he cares , care here with her.

His eyes widened in surprise, and many emotions flashed in his eyes, but the only thing he couldn't hide was joy.

He actually knew what was in his heart, but she herself just realized it.

"After my parents passed away, I was greeted with either humiliation or scolding. I also became numb. I only wanted to live my life on the mountain. In this life, I never thought about getting married. But I met you Afterwards, I discovered that I had some expectations in my heart." He will never forget in his life that a little girl stood in front of him and asked him seriously: How about marrying her when her hair reaches her waist.

At that time, the excitement in his heart could not be described in any words.

At that time, he was stunned and nodded without thinking. Although he still had a lot of scruples in his heart, he wanted to fight desperately, even if he was smashed to pieces in the end, just to make her happy.

"Staying at your house, your mother treats me like my own son, makes me nostalgic for the family affection I have never enjoyed before, and makes me reluctant to part with all this, so... Qianjin, I want to tell you that I want to live with you in the Zhou Dynasty. Village, I will never leave my life, and I don’t want to continue the tragedy of my parents. I want to treat someone well, hold her in the palm of my hand, love her slowly, love her..." No one taught him to say these words, but Facing his daughter's confusion, he said love words that he thought he would never say in his life.

Tears slowly covered her eyes, and Qian Jin covered her lips in emotion.She thought that even if she lived with Zhou Zimu for the rest of her life, she would never hear such affectionate words from him.But not only did he say it, but what he said was so touching that it made her excited.

"Who taught you these words?" Qian Jin asked a little arrogantly, always feeling that these words didn't seem like he said them.

"No one, it's just my heart." Seeing tears in her eyes, Zhou Zimu sighed deeply and said, "I'm most afraid of seeing your tears, and I don't want to see you cry... Qianjin, in the future , leave your strength to me, and let me protect you and your mother, as well as Juan'er and her child, okay?"

"I hate it, why are you telling me this?" Qian Jin couldn't help but threw herself into his arms, reached out and tapped his chest lightly, with tears and snot all over her face, not to mention how embarrassing she was.

"I just want you to know how hard my heart beats for you!" He didn't push away the tearful and snotty woman in disgust, but pressed her ear to his chest to let her know, How much I care about her, I want to shield her from the wind and rain, and I don't want her to use strength to cover up the cowardice in her heart.

It hurts to see her like that.

(End of this chapter)