The great god on the bar: the cute rookie hits the heart

Chapter 279 Who is Pretending to Be Strong (Xiao Cheng VS Feifei 4)

This special situation happened for the third time, and Xiao Cheng was still in a trance while Han Feifei was awake.After passing by for the third time, Xiao Cheng felt something was wrong. He didn't know what the two of them looked like the first two times, but for the third time he was sure that Han Feifei was awake.

Since she was awake, if she wanted to refuse, she would definitely push him away, but she didn't, what does this mean?Is she interested in him?He was stunned by his own thoughts. If it was intentional, why would she refuse so fiercely the previous two times?
In order not to hurt himself further, Xiao Cheng made up his mind to alienate Han Feifei.

Such days were difficult, but he survived.

Although he survived, Han Feifei didn't. She lived like a year without seeing Xiao Cheng. She desperately wanted to see Xiao Cheng, but Xiao Cheng avoided her on purpose.

Don't mention how sad she is like this.

This situation continued until the Chinese New Year, Xiao Cheng returned to his hometown in Shandong, and she also returned to Han's house.

For some reason, she always felt a little nauseous when eating. She thought she was terminally ill. In order not to worry her family, she secretly went to the hospital. After the examination, she found out that she was pregnant.

She has only done it with Xiao Cheng alone, so don't think about it, this child must belong to Xiao Cheng, but how should she tell Xiao Cheng?After much deliberation, he still decided not to tell Xiao Cheng. If he told Xiao Cheng, the two of them might not be able to maintain the current situation.

But pregnancy can't be hidden, it won't be obvious now, but if you get pregnant a few months later, you can tell it if you take a closer look, it can't be hidden at all.

And what can she do after giving birth to this child?It's not that she can't afford it. She can satisfy the child materially, but what about spiritually?Not only would she not have paternal love, she would not even be able to give this child maternal love.

She is the eldest lady of the Lingwei Group, so it's not good to hear about such things as being born out of wedlock. Even if she doesn't care about her own reputation, she still has to think about it for the entire Han family.And wasn't the reason why she rejected Xiao Cheng in the first place because of Han's enterprise?

If she does this now, the Lingwei Group will definitely be notorious.

That result was not what she wanted, so she had to get rid of this child.

It's only been a month now, and killing this child won't cause too much harm to her body, and she will recover after a while of recuperation, but if it exceeds three months, it will not be so simple.

But in her heart, she still wanted to keep the child.

So she didn't kill it immediately, she wanted this child to be with her for a little longer.

On New Year's Eve, she called Xiao Cheng to say Happy New Year. The moment she heard Xiao Cheng's voice, her tears were about to burst, but she still held back.She was the most vulnerable at that time, how much she wanted to tell Xiao Cheng that she was pregnant with his child, but she couldn't.

That would be too unfair to Xiao Cheng.

What happened to the two of them was planned by her. Now that there are bad consequences, she must bear it all by herself. How can Xiao Cheng be implicated?

So she held back, she didn't say anything, anyway, this child will not exist in the world, and it's fine if only she knows about it, so more people won't be involved and make more people sad.

After hanging up the phone, she put on a smiling face and contacted Xiao Qiang again.

In fact, after receiving Han Feifei's call, Xiao Cheng's heart was also sad.There was only a happy new year between him and Han Feifei.Apart from this, the two of them will not talk about other topics.

Thinking back, when the two of them first met, they talked about everything, and that appearance really made him envious now.But he pushed her to a place that he couldn't reach with his own hands.

But he didn't regret it, how could someone with his character be reconciled if he hadn't tried it?
He was still worried, and then heard her voice again, she came to wish Xiao Qiang a happy new year.She smiled so excitedly when she told Xiao Qiang about the happy new year, as if she was about to overflow with joy.His heart ached again.

Xiao Qiang asked her if she had said Happy New Year to herself, but she concealed the matter and said, "Not yet."

At that moment, his mood was as if he had broken a five-flavored bottle. In fact, what Han Feifei said was right. If Xiao Qiang knew that Han Feifei had given her New Year greetings before, he would obviously be found out.Then he followed Han Feifei's words and chatted with her.

When the two of them talked, they were excited.

That's how they are, the one before the other and the one after the other.

After talking to Han Feifei for so long, his face darkened, which shocked Xiao Qiang.In order not to worry Xiao Qiang, he forced a smile on his face and returned to Xiao Qiang.

Seeing the happy appearance of Xiao Qiang and Qiao Jianyu on the phone, his heart ached again.

How much he wanted to be able to take off his disguise and be himself when talking to Han Feifei, but he couldn't.Since he was rejected twice, he lost this right.In order to save face for himself, he pretended to let go of Han Feifei and told Han Feifei that he had a sweetheart.

Yes, he has a sweetheart.

That sweetheart is Han Feifei.

Han Feifei will never know, never will know.

Han Feifei was also in a bad mood, and the moment she hung up the phone, tears flowed down her face.She stroked her belly and muttered to herself in such a small voice that even she didn't know what she was saying.

I thought that this embarrassing situation would accompany the two of them for the rest of their lives, but what they didn't expect was that there was a moment when everything would turn around.

When he returned to G City after the New Year, Xiao Cheng found Han Feifei again, and the two looked at each other and smiled, like old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time.Still, she was unavoidably sad.

Because she has made an appointment with the doctor and is going to have an abortion today.

She said goodbye to him in a hurry, and then rushed to the hospital. The moment she lay on the operating table, she cried.In order to express her apology for the unborn child, she strongly asked the doctor not to give her anesthesia.That kind of pain is worse than death, and it tortured her to the point of going crazy.

But she held back.

After she came out of the operating room, she felt something sticky on her face, and when she wiped it, she realized it was tears.These tears are not tears of pain, but tears of sorrow.

How much she loves this unborn child, only she knows.

She even secretly searched for the child's name in the dead of night. If it was a girl, it would be Xiao Shu, and if it was a boy, it would be Xiao Shu.Shu is a beautiful woman, but it means something different.

Unfortunately, this name can only remain in memory, as an abstract noun.

(End of this chapter)