Accidental love of a stunt slave girl: a thousand years of mourning

Chapter 293 Extra Story - Shui Xuan Ying (24)

I have been thinking about what kind of feelings do I have for Yueyue?

I have to admit that from the first time I saw her, I regarded her as Xue's substitute.I treat her well because she has a face that I miss day and night.I put all the guilt and longing for Xue on her.

Sometimes, being nice to people can be addictive.I never imagined that before I knew it, I transferred all my feelings towards Xue to her.I fell in love with Yueyue.But how can I fall in love with her?She came to revive Xue.If I fell in love with Yueyue, what should Xue do?
The funny thing is that Yue Yue doesn't love me.The person she loves is my only rival in this world --- my dear brother Xi.Yueyue's emotions are ecstatic or dejected along with Xi's every move.Whenever I see her in control of her emotions, I always feel deep sadness in my heart.God, is this your punishment for me?

I failed a woman who loved me deeply for 17 years, and destroyed our child with my own hands, so the retribution finally came.From the day Xue passed away, her reincarnation will be doomed to ignore my existence.

If this is punishment, I am willing to accept it.I'm a demon, so I'm doomed not to find true love.

It's ridiculous to say that when her mother lost her mind, she cast a heartless spell on Mo Xi.But Xi, got Yueyue's wholehearted love.In comparison, it seems that I am the real object of punishment.I destroyed Xue's love for me with my own hands, and then pushed Yue Yue towards Mo Xi step by step.I once had everything, and in an instant, I lost everything.

I think my life is doomed to be lonely.

One wrong step, every step loses.

In the face of love, I lost, a crushing defeat.

After going in such a big circle, I finally understood my father and mother.The arrival of Yueyue gradually made the bloodthirsty side of my heart disappear.So, I began to reflect on my past.

In my life, I have killed many people and done many wrong things.For Yueyue, I don't want to continue to make mistakes.

So in the end, I chose to leave.I said to her, "I will never let you go in my next life." In fact, when I said this, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

In the next life, if I don't let go, will she be able to fall in love with me? ---I have no idea.

(End of this chapter)