Lotus Pond of Rebirth

Chapter 212 Remorse
Shen Hao was half-lying alone in the fly tavern, seven or eight beer bottles were already placed on the table, and he was still holding half a bottle in his hand at the moment.

He squinted his eyes slightly, looking drunk, as if he had returned to his previous life in a haze, when Bai Mingxi was not dead.

At that time, the two wanted to desperately keep their first child, but in the end they couldn't keep it.

Bai Mingxi had a terrible stomachache. He woke up at two o'clock in the morning and began to roll on the bed. He couldn't sleep because of the torment. He was a little irritable, but he didn't know what to do. He could only wait for dawn to go to the hospital.

At five o'clock in the morning, Shen Hao was awakened by Bai Mingxi's low cry of pain. He had no choice but to get up and took Bai Mingxi to the maternity hospital. It was estimated that the baby would not be saved.

In the morning, Shen Hao's mother sat on the sofa and slapped 1000 yuan on the table to ask them to have an abortion. Seeing that she didn't intend to follow, Shen Hao didn't say much, and called his classmates and his wife to follow go.

On the way to pick up his classmates and his wife, Shen Hao was in a very bad mood, and Bai Mingxi began to complain that he didn't care about her when he saw her hurt like that last night, and slept soundly.

He is full of displeasure, how can he manage?He's not a doctor, and why did he sleep soundly, she always groans at the side, it's strange that he can sleep soundly!
Seeing Bai Mingxi leaning on the back of the chair listlessly, she hadn't slept since two o'clock in the morning last night, and her heart ached, so she didn't speak back.

Bai Mingxi was bleeding in large swaths. In winter, her trousers were smudged with blood inside and out. When she went to the emergency room, the doctor first gave her an injection to prevent shock, and then urgently arranged an operation for her.

They lost their first baby, and he was very sad and irritable. After a month, the collective heating stopped, and his parents moved back to their own home, and then called him every day to let him go home for dinner.

His mother is completely a woman who is dominated by him, and puts all her thoughts on him, and has almost no life of her own, so he has to go back every day after get off work, and two days when he is resting. They will cry and play with him like crazy.

Shen Hao was very troubled by this, but every time he thought that her mother was showing her love for him, he felt soft-hearted and felt that he should go back and spend more time with his mother.

At that time, Bai Mingxi also added to the chaos, always telling him that he wanted two people to have a meal at home by himself, so that he could feel at home. He was very impatient, thinking that Bai Mingxi was deliberately embarrassing him and making trouble for no reason. The more at this time, the more she should understand him!

His impatience also aroused Bai Mingxi's dissatisfaction. The two quarreled more and more, and their conflicts became deeper and deeper.

In the end, they quarreled before they could say a few words, and Bai Mingxi's temper became more and more irritable, which made people elusive. He felt that Bai Mingxi had changed. He said that men before and after marriage were different, and so were women!

Since the miscarriage, Bai Mingxi has been very weak, gasping for breath when speaking, and fainted several times at work. The unit leader insisted on taking her to the hospital.

Shen Hao gritted his gums every time he heard it, thinking that Bai Mingxi was pretending to show him, so as to attract his attention!

So he didn't pay attention to it at all. Anyway, it's okay if people don't die.

During that time, the quarrel between the two became more frequent, and Bai Mingxi's temper became more and more bad.

Her physical condition is getting worse and worse. During the miscarriage, she bled profusely and suffered a severe loss of energy and blood. She has not been carefully recuperated. In addition, the depression caused by the channel quarrel made her dizzy after barely standing for 2 minutes. She had no choice but to ask for a session. Due to the false recuperation of time, the unit is dissatisfied with it.

Shen Hao is also dissatisfied. She rests at home and can only get a basic salary every month, which is just over 1000 yuan!

He resisted and said nothing, but he was unhappy with him. He didn't expect that one day she called him and said that she had found a mild depression.

Shen Hao immediately became irritable after hearing this, and there is no end to it, so he has to do something to attract her attention!Is this interesting!

"You stay at home every day, what's there to be depressed about!" He yelled at the phone.

There was silence for a moment, then hung up the phone.

During that time, Shen Hao didn't want to go home at all, he felt that he couldn't communicate with this woman Bai Mingxi.

Shen Hao, who was full of depression, contacted his elementary school classmate Li Ran again, and called him home the next day. The two chatted all afternoon, and Shen Hao felt that Li Ran was so reasonable. It can't be like this!
Before leaving, Shen Hao asked to hug Li Ran, and Li Ran agreed.

From then on, the two began to have an affair, and later, when Bai Mingxi was staying at his aunt's house for a short period of time, he brought Li Ran home, and the two had a relationship.

No matter how much Shen Hao concealed this matter, Bai Mingxi still found out. That night, she asked Li Ran to be called home.

Shen Hao was very angry with Bai Mingxi, so he called him back. Li Ran didn't admit the relationship between the two at first, but Shen Hao didn't hesitate, and said in front of Bai Mingxi: "Li Ran, I Falling in love with you, I love both of you, and I don't want to give up on either of you!"

Bai Mingxi was heartbroken.

Shen Hao raised his head and drank the last sip of wine, hugging the bottle and crying, completely ignoring the strange gazes from around him.

Every time he thinks of this, he can't breathe because of the heartache. He is a complete scumbag!

After Bai Mingxi had a car accident, he regretted it so much. Later, he experienced two marriages. When he was almost forty, he gradually matured. After thinking about it, he gradually realized that it was not Bai Mingxi's fault, but his fault. wrong!
The two are newlyweds, wanting to live their own lives and have a little bit of their own private space, is this wrong?
After more than half a year of marriage, the two of them have never had a meal together alone. It is because he neglects Bai Mingxi too much!

He is sad to lose the baby, but isn't she sad?Not only was she sad in her heart, she was also suffering from a lot of physical pain. Thinking about it now, her face was sallow, and she had to take a breath after she couldn't say a complete sentence. Could this be pretended?
Even his mother said that she lacked confidence and was always panting, but he still didn't take it seriously!
If I fainted in the unit, if I pretended it, would the unit leader not notice it?

He hung his head and was in extreme pain. Even when she was found to be depressed in the hospital, not only did he not give her any care, but he even threw that sentence at him, because he was full of resentment at the time?

Shen Hao clenched the wine bottle tightly, his eyes were red, and what was even more hateful was that he actually confessed to that lowly woman in front of Bai Mingxi!
There was incomparable remorse in his heart, he didn't love that lowly woman at all, he just wanted to get angry with Bai Mingxi, and seeing Bai Mingxi in pain made him happy, and only then did he feel that the foul breath in his heart had come out!

However, he never imagined how much he had hurt Bai Mingxi!
It was he who chilled her heart!
In the Fly House, an old man with gray hair sat in the corner and watched Shen Hao cry bitterly, sometimes muttering something, sometimes hitting his head to vent.

This is a good seed, maybe it can produce a good ability.

　I know everyone doesn't like to watch Shen Hao, but if you don't abuse him, the rabbit is upset!Give him a big hope first!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)