Mr. Feng's sickly daily life

Chapter 131 You are responsible for raising me, you have to coax me to sleep

"Mianmian, I'm already seeing a psychiatrist, and I'll be fine." So, can you wait for me, don't be in a hurry to get rid of me.

"Then why are you still sick today?"

"Because I miss you so much..." He leaned over and hugged her, and buried his face in her shoulder, as if shy.

Jiang Yimian originally thought that Feng Beiting would take the opportunity to ask her for her title, but he never mentioned it, and later even offered to send her home.

She felt a little strange.

But she didn't have time to think about it. Her aunt and the others called her one after another, and she really had to go back.

Worried about being discovered by her family, she didn't dare to ask Feng Beiting to take her there. She called a taxi home by herself, and the driver was Yunque.

Watching her leave, Feng Beiting's originally bright eyes gradually dimmed.

Wen Zhixia came out from the next room and asked quietly, "Why did you lie to her?
You clearly know that as long as you say that you have known each other before, she will firmly hold your hand.

And talking like you just said will only make her shake.

She will think that your relationship is a delusion, and once you are cured of your illness one day, she may not like her anymore. "

"Zhixia, I love her."

He used to think that his love would be as abnormal as him.

Some dark thoughts will arise, making him the only one in her eyes and heart.

But the fact is, as long as he sees her smiling and standing in front of him full of energy, he feels that as long as he can have her, he doesn't even need her to occupy the most important position in her heart, as long as she has He is enough.

Therefore, he will not do anything to hurt her.

Feng Beiting's methods were not used to deal with Jiang Yimian.

"She was shaken, so I tried to find a way to strengthen her heart again, since she can fall in love with me once, she can fall in love with me a second time.

But those things...

I will never let her know. "

He put all his love in a goblet as wide as the earth, and gave her with the moon and stars, without thorns and shadows.

*
Jiang family.

After Jiang Yimian returned home, she went back to her bedroom without even eating dinner.

Throwing the backpack casually on the ground, she took off her coat and sat down at the desk, turned on the computer and started searching the Internet for information about "paranoia".

While typing, her hands were still shaking a little, and she had to spell the word "delusion" several times before she got it right.

Looking at the three words displayed in the search box, she clenched her hands and then loosened them, then she closed her eyes and pressed the "Enter" key with a "snap".

In an instant, a bunch of relevant information was displayed on the page.

She clicked in one by one, and the more she watched, the more she frowned.

She was so focused on watching that she didn't notice Jiang Lan walking in.

until--

"Xiao Mian?" Jiang Lan stood by the door, looking at her with some doubts.

Hearing Jiang Lan's voice suddenly, Jiang Yimian shut down the computer with a "bang" in fright, with a nervousness and panic on her face that was too late to hide.

"...Third, third brother."

"You didn't respond when you knocked on the door, so I just came in." Jiang Lan looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to look into her heart at a glance, and see through all her inner thoughts.

"Ah... I didn't notice...

Is there something wrong, brother? "

"You haven't eaten dinner. My aunt is afraid that you will be hungry, so she made you supper and told you to go down to eat."

Jiang Yimian's heart warmed up, "Okay, I'll go down now."

"What were you watching just now?" Seeing him come in so flustered.

He wouldn't believe it if he said he didn't see anything, so Miss Jiang rolled her eyes and said honestly, "Pornography."

Jiang Lan: "..."

Jiang Gaojian patted his sister's head and sighed helplessly.

In fact, he was just asking casually, and he didn't really want to pry into her privacy. There was no need for her to make up such nonsense to deceive him.

"Let's go down and eat."

"Ah."

Before following Jiang Lan downstairs to eat supper, Jiang Yimian carefully remembered to lock the computer this time.

After supper, she went upstairs to read again.

The more I look at it, the more confused I feel.

What she understood about Feng Beiting's paranoia was that one day he accidentally met her, or heard about her somewhere, who existed in a world completely opposite to his, so a feeling burst out in his heart. eager.

This desire parasitizes her, triggering his deeper "delusions".

And this delusion is a disease.

Does that mean that if one day he recovers from his illness, his feelings for her will also disappear?
Jiang Yimian had to admit that one of the reasons she fell in love with Feng Beiting was because he liked her.

His love touched her.

Some people say that being moved is not love, and she doesn't know if this is true. The only thing she is sure of is that Feng Beiting's things to her would be impossible for anyone else to forgive him, let alone the idea that he had developed a new love. joy.

Only for him, she inexplicably softened her heart.

Therefore, Jiang Yimian has been thinking about a problem all night.

If one day Feng Beiting's paranoia gets better and he finds that he doesn't like her that much, will she continue to like him?

She sat by the window all night.

Watching the moon set in the west and the sun rise in the east, she suddenly remembered the day she watched the sunrise with Feng Beiting and the sentence she wrote in the drift bottle.

There are always exciting things in this world, such as meeting him.

When the morning sun cast the first ray of golden light, Jiang Yimian sent a message to Feng Beiting, only five words.

【New Year is coming. 】

It was time for her to tell him the answer.

She also wanted to tell him that it didn't matter what kind of person he was originally, what was important was what kind of person he was in her mind.

*
As the New Year approached, there were several heavy snowfalls in City A.

The snow was especially heavy on New Year's Eve.

The goose-feather-like snowflakes drifted down profusely and didn't stop until the afternoon.

Jiang Yimian and Jiang Nuo squatted side by side in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, maintaining the same posture, looking out with their chins on their hands.

"Little aunt, the snow has stopped, what are you looking at?"

"Look at the deep snow..." He seemed to feel that the driving was very difficult, and he didn't know if he would come.

"Snow is great! You can build a snowman!"

"Building a snowman is only so-so, and what's even better is receiving someone else's snowman, get it?"

Jiang Nuo shook his head blankly.

Jiang Yu came over and took her son away, and said, "Don't listen to your little aunt's nonsense, she just feels cold and tired and doesn't want to do it herself."

"Slightly—" Jiang Yimian made a face at Jiang Yu's back.

Turn around and continue to look out.

But until it got dark, Feng Beiting didn't show up, not even a message.

Jiang Yimian felt that he would not be able to come today.

In the evening, Jiang Yu took Jiang Nuo to put flowers outside, and it took a long time before he came back.

Jiang Yimian was being punished by Jiang Zhuo and the others for playing poker, hiding cards and playing mahjong, so he quickly took the opportunity to change the subject, "Brother, it's so cold outside, why did you come back?"

"I don't know who built a snowman at the gate, let's watch it for a while."

Hearing this, Jiang Yimian couldn't help but pause as he was shuffling the cards.

"Does it look good?" She lowered her eyes and asked casually.

"Anyway, I can't pile it out."

"You lap twice for me. I'll go out to have a look. I haven't seen a decent snowman for a long time." After speaking, Jiang Yimian put on his coat and ran out without waiting for others to ask.

As soon as he opened the door, he felt the bitter cold hit his face.

The stars in the sky are dense and bright, and the moon looks like a girl who hasn't grown up yet, but she doesn't feel shy. The light and outlines are freshly exposed, gradually complementing the night scene.

In the dark place where the moonlight cannot reach, a little fireworks flicker, like a pair of warm eyes.

Quickly running towards the gate, Jiang Yimian saw a big round snowman as expected.

She approached slowly and saw a red cherry on the snowman's head.

Small flakes of snowflakes fall slowly, white and illusory, cold and clear, making it difficult to breathe, making people feel sour in their eyes and heart.

He built a snowman here, which means that he has waited for her for a long time...

Just like when I was abroad.

The night wind was so strong that her hands and feet were freezing cold, but her heart was warm and she always felt very soft.

Suddenly, I wanted to see him very much.

Slightly closing her eyes, Jiang Yimian slowly stretched out her hand to cover the snowman, "Feng Beiting..."

Her voice sounded softly, even drowned in the sound of the fireworks blooming, her fair face reflected the colorful fireworks, and the corners of her eyes were filled with moisture.

There was a faint smell of tobacco in her nostrils, which was familiar to her.

Or should I say, very familiar.

At that moment, all light and all sounds fell silent in this night.

"I'm here."

always there.

love her here

In the far sky, radiant fireworks bloom one after another.

The snow gradually became bigger, and the snowflakes drifting with the wind fell all over the branches, and gradually turned into silver tree hangs.

Jiang Yimian opened her eyes, her eyes sparkling brightly, "Feng Beiting, I just made a wish on the snowman, do you want to know what it is?"

"think."

She turned around, stood on tiptoe slightly, and reached out to fiddle with the collar pin on his shirt, "I hope to be a cat in my next life. You are responsible for raising me. You have to put me to sleep, play with your tie, and feed me." Eat the best food, if you dare to provoke other women outside, I will scratch their faces."

Only she can live in his house.

　*
　　[Question: Did Feng Simi really know Mianmian before? ]
　　A. Recognized (you can also yy if you know each other)

　　B. I don’t know it, it’s his delusion, but I always thought it was true (and told the psychiatrist as a fact)

　　C. He knows Mianmian, but Mianmian doesn't know him
　　Come on~ give me the answer, I will write it down in a small notebook~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)