I really want to be a salted fish

Chapter 202 Become the one who embraces the "light".

For eight full years, Su Shao never came to Beishan Cemetery.

She would just go to Wutong Road with Nan Yixi in the early morning of Ching Ming Festival and drink a few cans of beer.

Let her really stand in front of the tombstone of her deceased parents, she dare not, she flinches.
When she was a child, everyone said that she was as stubborn as a cow, and she was stubborn even if she refused to admit defeat.

When encountering a difficult matter, a child from another family would cry and tell the adults, but she just kept her head in suspense and didn't say a word, struggling with the matter behind her back.

When she was in primary school, there was a chicken and rabbit arithmetic problem in the math class. She did not get it right and was criticized by the teacher.When she got home, she immediately asked Qi Yue to buy her a lot of math problems related to chickens and rabbits in the same cage, and it took a whole night to write.

Everyone thought that Su Shao had a strong heart, but during the eight years since her parents passed away, her temper suddenly became like a snail, shrunk in her body, and lived with ease.

No ideals, no goals, not even a meaning to live.

The once "child in other people's mouth" turned into a festering salted fish in an instant.

No matter how strong a person is, there will be weaknesses, not to mention Su Shao, who has lived in a happy family since childhood.

This sudden catastrophe caused her to collapse, and also shattered her proud bones in an instant.

Su Shao sat on the ground with a bright and comfortable face, "Old Su, mom! I finally dare to come and see you."

"On the way, Song Yan asked me why I didn't come here for eight years, but I came here suddenly this year." Su Shao opened a bottle of white wine with his hands, "I thought about it all the way, but I didn't figure it out."

She sprinkled white wine on an empty space in front of the tombstone, "I didn't wake up until I saw the tombstones of the two of you."

In the past eight years, I didn't come because I didn't want to, but because I didn't dare
She was too depraved, and she was ashamed and even more ashamed to meet her parents in such a muddled state of life!

Su Shao put the empty wine bottle on the ground, turned his head slightly, and looked in the direction of Song Yan not far away, "This year, I was able to visit you because of him."

Under the shade of the tree, a man in black casual clothes stood upright.

Fragmented light fell mottled between his eyebrows and eyes, the years were quiet and beautiful, and the mountains and rivers were beautiful.

He obviously didn't have any bright clothes, but Su Shao couldn't look away, as if his whole body was covered with a halo.

"His name is Song Yan, and he is a great emergency doctor." Su Shao looked at the handsome figure and pursed his lips, "It's someone I like, more like my salvation and faith."

"I've always felt that since you left me, I'll just end up living my life in such a daze. Ever since I met him, I seem to be a little sober, and I clearly know why I want to continue living."

"I'm in college now, in the journalism department of University A. It's funny, I haven't even watched the news broadcast much, but I chose this major."

Su Shao burst into laughter, as relaxed as a family of three chatting on the sofa in the past, "I don't understand news. But Song Yan said that I am quite talented in news, and he was the first to recognize my chosen major." people."

"He has a poisonous mouth, but a warm heart. When dealing with every patient, he is always cautious and careful. Also, when he is doing cardiopulmonary resuscitation for the patient, he will risk everything to save a life. Really sassy."

"Sometimes I think, if only he could be there when you have an accident."

Su Shao withdrew his gaze and looked at the photo on the tombstone with a gentle smile.

The man is handsome and handsome, and the woman is as beautiful as jade. They are her parents who have passed away for eight years.

"He is the light."

"And I will try my best to make myself a person who can embrace the 'light'!"

　He is her salvation, why is she not his?

　　Leek: Do you fall in love?The kind that work hard together?By the way, let’s cut leeks~~ The recommendation ticket is 7300+, it’s better, isn’t it? ?

　　Babes, it doesn't matter if you haven't passed it, I will give it to you tomorrow, anyway, I spoil you, I will definitely give it to you

　　


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