I really want to be a salted fish

Chapter 553 Song Yan is gone!

Song Yan's eyes were dark, and his eardrums were full of buzzing.

But he still heard that sentence.

As long as you live, mom lives
On that night ten years ago, if he hadn't insisted on leaving, at least he would have a mother now!
It was him who killed her.

He could also stand on the top of the building and "walk away" like a bean bag, but he didn't, he wanted to atone for his sins, and he felt guilty.

He tried hard to become what she wanted, but she could never see him.

The memories of ten years ago, like a raging cold tide, poured into his body fiercely, freezing all his limbs, internal organs and internal organs.

He fell into hell once again, into the abyss of eternal doom.

Su Shao was still talking to Doubao, "Doubao, don't you like football? When we grow up, how about we become good football players? Let your mother be proud of you."

"She must still have a lot of unfulfilled wishes. For example, watching you grow up, watching you raise a parrot, watching you eat the vegetables and carrots you hate the most, watching you find the world you belong to in the world without her for the rest of your life. own happiness."

The words Su Shao said were the words she used to comfort herself when she was young.

During that period of time, she deeply realized what collapse, despair, and helplessness are.

She felt that she had nothing to do with this world, and she couldn't find the meaning and purpose of living. At one point, she even lost hope of living, and thought of countless ways to commit suicide.

Whenever she was going to do something stupid, she was thinking, would her mother want to see her like this?

will not.

She must want to live a good life for herself.

"Doubao." Su Shao almost walked to Doubao, and she stretched out her hands to him, "Mom is pregnant in October, and she will give birth to you with all her life. She didn't give up on you, why did you give up on yourself?"

She didn't give up on you,

Why are you giving up on yourself!

Doubao's crying stopped abruptly, he raised his head with some difficulty, and looked at Su Shao with red and swollen eyes.

"Dou Bao, let's come down, shall we!" Su Shao took another step forward, and put both hands in front of the skinny boy.

"It's okay to find your mother, but not now. You have to shine, shine, wear stars and moons, and go to her when you become a better 'self'. Let her see you in the dark, and you hold her hands , Use your own strength to protect her."

Before he knew it, Su Shao also burst into tears.

She bit her lip and desperately raised her zygomatic muscles.I was afraid that if I let down my zygomatic muscles, I would cry bitterly if I stopped smiling.

Because that memory was also a scar in her heart, and it was the last thing she wanted to recall.

"Okay, come down."

Her voice was gentle, it was the voice of his mother in Doubao's imagination.

"Mom—" Doubao called to Su Shao.

Su Shao's eyes were moist, she twitched her nose and kept nodding, "Come on, come down."

Bean Bao threw himself into her arms, grabbed her clothes tightly with both hands, and buried his head in her chest.

He shouted "Mom" heartbreakingly, as if he wanted to call out all "Mom" in this life.

"Mother, mother! Mother—"

Su Shao hugged his thin body with one hand, and gently stroked his head with the other.

She learned the nursery rhyme her mother used to sing to her when she was a child, "Be good, little rabbit, open the door, open it quickly, I want to come in."

Seeing this, the people behind rushed forward with red eyes, and hurriedly surrounded Dou Bao and Su Shao, fearing that Dou Bao would do something stupid again.

Today, fortunately, it was a false alarm.

but no one found out
Song Yan, gone!

　I'm abusing Lao Song for the last time! ! !
　　
　
(End of this chapter)