my wishful wolf

Chapter 125 Comparing My Heart to My Heart
The cell was gloomy and cold, and I don't know where the wind came in. It made people feel cold all over, and couldn't help shivering.Yue'e couldn't help feeling a little terrified when she heard Jing An's words.

Jing An has always been arrogant, even in front of Dong Yan, he is just respectful, if he is said to be so weak, he never had it in the most embarrassing time.

Yue'e was at a loss at first, but when Jing An said the last two sentences, her heart skipped a beat, but she fell silent.

After Jing'an finished speaking, he waited for Yue'e to reply.Yue'e remained silent, Jing An said: "Yue'er, do you want to go back?" He still lowered his head, leaning on her chest, his voice was hoarse and low, and he wrapped his arms around Yue'e's waist , gently stroked twice.

Yue'e thought for a while, then said: "If I say I want to leave, will Lord Hou send me away?"

Jing An's body stiffened slightly, his gestures stopped, and he said with difficulty after a while: "Exactly... I thought to myself that what I did before was too overbearing. Luo Luo, although I don't want to part with you, I don't want to make you suffer because of it, so I thought..." Yue'e heard this, and before he finished speaking, she said: "Well then, Master Hou will send me away .”

When Jing An heard this, his body trembled, and then he slowly raised his head to look at Yue'e.After being stunned for a while, she said: "Do you want to leave?" Yue'e looked at Jing An, and said calmly: "Master Hou has thought about everything, it doesn't make sense for me to stay, it's better to go clean."

Jing An looked at her, his eyes flickered several times, and finally he said tentatively: "Yue'er, you... don't think about it anymore? Maybe... maybe things have a turning point..."

Yue'e turned her head to look elsewhere, and said: "I only rely on Master Hou to decide everything. If Master Hou asks me to come to Beijing, I will come to Beijing. If Master Hou tells me to leave, I will naturally go. What are you thinking about? "

Jing An frowned, thought for a while, and said hesitantly: "But...but you treat me...you..."

Yue'e said, "What does Lord Hou want to say?"

After much deliberation, Jing An finally let go, stared at Yue'e and said, "Don't tell me you don't have the slightest nostalgia for me? Are you going to leave?" At this moment, a trace of annoyance finally appeared.

Yue'e looked at Jing'an, and the two looked at each other, after a long while, Yue'e said: "Master Hou, what are you talking about? Isn't it useless, is there anything you miss...it doesn't help the matter."

Jing An was startled, Yue E glanced at him, then stood up and said: "In this case, if Hou Ye has nothing else to do, I will go back, Hou Ye said that he will arrange for someone to take me back to Pingchuan, don't forget .” Then he walked towards the door.

Unexpectedly, Jing An jumped to the ground, dodged in front of Yue'e, and stopped her as soon as he stretched out his hand, his movements were quick and neat, his waist straightened, although his face was angry, but he had returned to the arrogant and unrestrained attitude of the past, a little bit A trace of anger, where is there the slightest look of depression and weakness?

Yue'e stood where she was, but she didn't panic, she just looked at Jing An Sisi and sneered.

Jing An stopped her, seeing the indifferent smile on her face, he became even angrier, and said: "Yao Yueniang! You cruel person, you are willing to leave me like this with a few words?"

Yue'e said lightly: "How else?" Jing An clenched his fists and said, "You... you, a person like you, don't even think about it... I won't let you go!"

Yue'e snorted and said, "It was Lord Hou who told me to leave, and you were the one who told me to stay. What exactly do you want?"

Jing An said angrily: "Although I told you to leave, you don't have to leave so fast because of our old friendship!"

Yue'e said: "I'm not an official, I can't solve the case, I can't save lives, so what to do if I stay, it's better to go."

Jing An couldn't get up, stared at Yue'e for a while, and then said: "I tell you to go and you go! Then I tell you to stay by my side for the rest of your life, will you obediently agree? ——It's easy to go , I'm afraid you've always wanted to leave in your heart!"

Yue'e raised her head and said, "So what!"

Jing An was very annoyed, and said: "You...you...you really called me..." He stretched out his hand, but only pointed at Yue'e, stared for a moment, then stomped his feet fiercely, lowered his head and said, "Why? ...you always treat me like this?"

Jing An took a step back and leaned against the railing.At this moment, he lowered his head and lowered his hands, with a helpless and dejected attitude, but it was not the attitude he pretended before.

The cell door was on the side, if Yue E wanted to leave, she would go out, seeing Jing An like this, but she didn't move, looked at Jing An for a while, then looked away, the cell was dark and gloomy, and she stayed there. After a long time, I feel uncomfortable all over.

Although there was no one around, the darkness was a bit scary, and the voice of the two talking was especially loud in the silence.

Yue'e sighed softly, then lowered her voice, and said: "Whether I live or die, whether I stay or go, it's just a word from Lord Hou. You have always made the decision, why are you asking me now?" What's more?...Besides, the most important thing now is probably not this, I don't know what you are thinking, Lord Marquis, but...you should leave this place earlier." After finishing speaking, I felt a little sour in my heart.

It turns out that Yue'e knows Jing An's temperament better than anyone else, even if this person encounters any difficulties, he will not be as weak as before, let alone say something like "send her away", Unless Xie Jing'an is also dead and changed, otherwise, even if he is beaten to death, he will not say these words to tell her to go. Although he has feelings for her, he said that he will make a statement like "a person who is about to die is good at his words" Thinking about this kind of behavior, it was really scary, so Yue'e just said that she wanted to leave, and sure enough Jing'an became anxious.

Jing Anben lowered his head, listened to Yue'e's words, then raised his head to look at her.Carefully savoring these few sentences in my heart, my eyes suddenly brightened, and my anger turned into joy. I moved forward and took her hand, and said, "Hao Yue'er, what do you mean by that? Could it be that you... Did you mean to scare me?"

Yue'e shook his hand vigorously, and said: "What are you scaring you? Master Hou, you said you wanted to send me away, but you were not joking, I just took it seriously." Jing An said: "I did that on purpose. Said, to try your mind, who knew you would do that?"

Yue'e said: "What happened to me?" Jing An looked at her, slightly wronged, and said: "You are so cruel, even though I have not been tortured, I am not in a good mood after all, so please comfort me and say sweet words Honestly, so what?"

Yue'e said, "I won't say it!"

Jing An said: "Could it be that you really only want to leave?" Yue'e said: "That's right."

This is what Jing An doesn't like to hear the most, regardless of whether she is angry or not, she said angrily: "If you die, even if I really die in prison, I won't let you go." Yue E haha Laughed twice, and said: "Thanks to how much you acted affectionately before... I feel wronged and wronged, if I sincerely believe it, and lean on you with tears in my eyes, begging you not to send me away? "

Jing An thought about the scene, and felt that it was passable, but it was a pity that this was impossible for her... She is the most cruel person in the world, but he met him...

However, there are more weak women in this world who like to shed their eyes and tears on him, but he just doesn't even look at him.

Really hit the magic star.

Jing An gritted his teeth and said: "So what? You just give in to me and love me so much? You already know my intentions, but I have never known yours. You call me How can you rest assured?"

Yue'e said: "Who wants to understand your intentions? Master Hou, you tried my heart to come to the prison, but you don't want many people outside to worry about you? There must be a limit to nonsense."

Although Jing An knew that she probably saw through it and said she wanted to leave on purpose before, but she was scratching her head and said, "I have my own opinion on this matter, - you just said how you treat me?"

Yue'e said, "I don't understand what Lord Hou means."

Jing An said: "You obviously have feelings for me, why didn't you say it? I don't accept it!" He wished he could give her a hard shake, to shake her out what was in her heart, but he was reluctant to move her to make things difficult for her. .

Yue'e said calmly: "Master Hou, you think too much, I can't tell you clearly, I have to go." Seeing that she was going to leave, Jing An hugged Yue'e and kicked the cell door, Said: "I don't want you to go." Yue'e said: "What are you doing!"

Jing'an said: "I want you to say something from your heart." Yue'e said: "Nonsense!" Jing'an said: "You just say that you have me in your heart." Yue'e said: "I said, I don't know !" Jing An said, "You still don't know?"

Yue'e looked up at him, and said: "At the beginning I asked Master Hou, if it weren't for this face, would you like me, Master Hou? What did Master Hou say?" Looking into Yue'e's eyes, Jing An's heart skipped a beat.

Jing An picked up Yue'e, ignored her struggle, hugged her on his lap, sat on the edge of the bed, and said, "I know you're annoying me, but...you can call me messing around or acting, I'm Forced by you... I just want you to say a word, so what's the problem? Don't you really have me in your heart? If I just took it seriously and sent you away, would you really leave? "

It was extremely cold in the prison, Yue'e leaned in his arms, and unknowingly stuck to his body, since she entered the cell, until now, although the surface is tough and cold, but her heart is fluctuating, at this moment Only then did he settle down.He just didn't move, secretly listening to Jing An's heartbeat.

But Jing Jingjing said again: "Also...I know about the Baiyi nunnery the day before yesterday."

Yue'e was startled, then looked up at him, and asked Chi Chi: "So what if you know?" Jing An looked down at her, and said: "You are suspicious, why don't you ask me?" Yue'e turned her head and said: " What am I suspicious about?" Jing An said: "You see that the person is me, you must be suspicious in your heart why I am with that nun and behave intimately, isn't it?"

Yue'e was silent for a moment, then turned her head and said: "I didn't do that." Seeing that she was about to run away again, Jing An became furious, squeezed her chin hard, and said: "If that's the case, why did you cry then? ?”

Yue'e's heart skipped a beat, and she immediately knew that it was Xiaokui who had told him the details, so she said, "It's possible that the wind blows my eyes, I forgot about it!"

Jing An saw that her mouth was stiff, angry and pitiful, without saying a word, he lowered his head and kissed her hard once, Yue'e couldn't breathe, shame and angry, hit his shoulder hard, but only his hand hurt.

A moment after Jing An sent her off, Yue'e blushed and said, "It's so shameless, you can't talk to others, so you just mess around?" Jing An tasted the sweetness, felt better, and said with a smile: "I see you are stubborn. It's very, it makes my heart itch, fortunately this is in prison, otherwise, I will give you a hard lesson." As he said, he bowed his head and kissed her face lightly.

Yue'e pushed his face away forcefully, and said: "You didn't have any reason, why did you talk about Baiyi Nunnery?"

Jing An said with a smile: "You still don't admit it? You have suspicions in your heart, don't you?" Yue'e said: "You said it, not me." Jing An sighed and said: "If you want to tell the truth, It looks like I'm going to kill you... Well, let me tell you, I did go there because someone sent me a letter that day. The person you saw was originally called Jing Yuan. I don't know what you heard I haven't heard about the past between me and her... Originally, I was a friend of a gentleman with her, but she became pregnant for some reason, Yue'er, believe me, it's not me, if it was me, the sky will be struck by thunder... "

Yue'e bowed her head and said: "I didn't say, what are you in such a hurry for?" Jing An said again: "I asked her and she didn't tell, because I didn't have a good reputation before, and I had some contacts with her at that time, so Everyone thought it was me who did it... because of this incident, I was fined to go to Ziyun County. She became a monk."

Yue'e was silent.Jing An continued: "Yesterday she sent someone to tell me to go, I just thought there was something to do, so I went, I knew that you and your mother went to Xiangye Temple to worship Buddha, but I never thought that you would go to Baiyi Nunnery... At that time, Jing Yuan told me some past events, probably because of the wind, she had a headache and couldn't stand firmly, so I helped her up, that was all, there was no follow-up, and... as far as I know, Jing Yuan There is someone else in Yuan's heart, just like I have you in my heart, so the two of us are nothing."

After hearing this, Yue'e said in a low voice: "I didn't ask you what you did when you told me so in detail." Jing'an said: "Actually, I didn't want to hide anything from you. Now I've told you everything. Should I let it go?" Yue'e said, "Did I tell you that I couldn't let it go?"

Jing An hugged her, thought it over, and said: "By the way, I listened to what you told Zhou Da to bring back yesterday." Yue'e said: "Yes." Jing An said: "I understand what you mean , you asked me to go back earlier so that I could accompany you to see Xiaobao, didn’t you?” Yue’e felt relieved and said, “I didn’t say that.”

Jing An said: "I know what you mean." Yue'e didn't speak.Jing An hated her for being like this the most, and shouted: "Yue'er..." He bowed his head and kissed her.

Yue'e dodged, looked up at him, and asked suddenly: "You blame me for not asking me about your work in Baiyi Nunnery?" Jing An stopped and said, "I'm afraid you're bored in your heart, you just need to ask me, I will tell you the whole story, you are so silent, it makes me think you, you blame me in your heart, but you don't care about me..."

Yue'e smiled when she heard the words, thought about it, and asked again: "Then if you have something to worry about, you would rather keep it in your heart than ask me, why?"

Jing An was startled, and said: "How could it be?" Yue'e said: "No?" Jing An shook his head and said: "Nothing."

Yue'e looked at him and said, "Then last time you went to the East Courtyard, the Eldest Young Master was also there... What's on your mind?"

After hearing this, Jing An's expression changed, and he looked at Yue'e.Yue'e lowered her eyes slightly, and said lightly: "I came this time, and the eldest son accompanied me....Eldest son, it seems that he takes extra care of me. Do you know why?"

(End of this chapter)