Domineering little Shennong

Chapter 208 If you want to climb a tall building, you must bear its weight!
In Chenjia Village at night, you can occasionally hear the sound of dogs barking. As the night gradually darkened, even the dogs stopped barking and lay down in the kennel and began to sleep soundly.

That night, for some unknown reason, Xu Heihu suddenly suffered from insomnia.

Can't sleep!

Lying on the bed tossing and turning, his head was full of the shadow of his ex-wife.

At first, he thought that Chen Dazhi threw the lighter during the day, and it was the aftereffects at night.

He had loved and hated his ex-wife, but in the end he was willing to leave the house by himself.

Many people may call him a fool, a woman who doesn't love him, even if you torture yourself into a ghost for her, do you think she will look back at you pitifully?

But later, Xu Heihu suddenly realized something was wrong.

Why do you feel so restless?
He is actually very familiar with this feeling. The first time it appeared in middle school, he was particularly impressed. It was after secretly watching small movies that are not suitable for children at night in Internet cafes.

Suddenly, his mind was full of women... and he felt dizzy all over.

What's wrong?what happened to him?
Since the car accident, he underwent surgery and injured his body, and his reaction in this regard was several times colder than normal people.

What happened to yourself today?
sleep!Don't think about it, it's all over, everything with his ex-wife is over, since Lao Chen threw the lighter, everything is over.

In a daze, Xu Heihu finally fell asleep slowly.

But at this time, Xu Heihu began to dream.

He went to various receptions and saw a group of well-dressed women, but the appearance of these women was so vague, but he could feel that they were all beautiful.

Then the scene changed, and for some reason, Xu Heihu came to a bar.

Then a woman he couldn't remember, but she was very beautiful, took the initiative to grab his hand and put it on her chest.

Then after experiencing some indescribable stories...

With a sudden jolt, Xu Heihu woke up completely from that half-dream and half-awake state.

Reached out and scratched through the underwear, it was sticky, uncle, he had a spring dream just now, and the boss had a wet dream by himself!

The key point is that he was married once, so how much drive is needed.

Um, wait a minute!
For a moment, a flash of lightning flashed across Xu Heihu's head. Before going to sleep, Chen Dazhi suddenly asked him with a wicked smile, 'Don't wet the bed at night'!
"I'll go, Chen Dazhi would have known... Your sister, Chen Dazhi, what did you eat for me!"

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The Buddha said that there are three realms in life.

The first realm: see mountains as mountains, see water as water.

The second realm: seeing mountains is not mountains, seeing water is not water.

The third realm: to see mountains or mountains, to see water or water.

What this triple realm means is that people will change with age, experience more and more experience, and their views on things are constantly changing.

And Chen Dazhi prefers the three realms of life mentioned by Wang Guowei in "Human Cihua", and the words and sentences quoted first are much more beautiful than looking at mountains and water.

Wang Guowei said that the first state of life is that last night the westerly wind withered the green trees, went up to the tall building alone, and looked at the end of the world.

This sentence is taken from Yan Shu's "Butterfly Love Flower".

Chen Dazhi's understanding is that a person is very lonely and confused in his heart. He doesn't know the meaning of life, and he doesn't know what to do next. Then he climbs a tall building, looks at the road far away, and struggles to find where the road is.

In the second realm, the belt gradually becomes wider and you don't regret it, and you are haggard because of Yixiao.

From "Butterfly Love Flower" by Liu Yong.

Chen Dazhi's understanding is: after the initial confusion and loneliness, the persistence continues!Not afraid of all gazes, I have begun to gradually cultivate into an indestructible golden body, no matter how the wind blows and the waves hit, I have the universe inside me!

In the third realm, the crowd searched for him thousands of times, and suddenly looked back, but the man was in a dimly lit place.

Selected from Xin Qiji's "Sapphire Case - Yuan Xi".

Chen Dazhi's understanding is: the ultimate epiphany after being persistent, seeing through all falsehoods, and the best is always by your side.

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When he woke up the next day, Chen Dazhi felt refreshed and stretched beautifully.

After thinking about the three realms of life, he became more determined about the future development of the Xiaoyao Sect and the treatment of former gangsters.

The Xiaoyao faction must not become a cradle for cultivating bad guys, such as former gangsters, it is absolutely forbidden to become a high-level figure in the circle.

He can seek revenge from the Liu family, but the innocent should not be involved.

What's more, the last time the former gangster bullied others can't happen again because of him!
In particular, the establishment of the Xiaoyao faction may have been conceived in the wrong direction from the very beginning.

After a night of thinking, Chen Dazhi had to admit that his previous structure and vision were still too small.

He is still used to thinking of himself as an ordinary college student.

For example, the matter of Widow Cao.

He can completely not show up and let Chen Goudan handle it.

There is a saying that once you have a distinguished status, don't easily put yourself in a dangerous situation.

Take a simple example.

There have been reports abroad before, saying that a congressman saw a beggar fall into the water in the winter.

Because the congressman was in a hurry, he called the police for the beggar, and then left in a hurry.

Half a day later, the congressman received a call from the police, saying that as a member of the public, he refused to save the beggar and eventually caused the accidental death of the beggar due to untimely rescue. The police said that he was suspected of violating the law.

In the court, the congressman defended himself, saying that he is a congressman, he has many things to do and deal with every day, he is almost 50 years old, even if he goes to the river to save people in winter, he promises that he will die with that beggar.

And if it really happened, because he saved the beggar and lost his life, he felt that it was not worth it!

Because he felt that his role in continuing to live was far greater than that of a beggar!
It would not be possible for Chen Dazhi to change lives with a beggar.

As for his current situation, Chen Dazhi had a faint self-summarization in his heart:

Just like a hero practicing martial arts, he may have reached a critical point, or a bottleneck period, a crossroads of choice.

Two roads diverged in a green jungle, and it's a pity that I can't travel both.

And if I choose one of the paths, I will voluntarily give up the other path.

I stood at the intersection and looked out.

A road full of flowers.

A road full of bumps and thorns.

But I chose the more difficult one.

Afraid?The thorns will pierce your skin, cause you pain, bleed, and fear, and the bumps will keep you falling and bleeding!
Don't be afraid!
Why choose this road, not the one full of flowers?
Are your eyes blind?Are your ears deaf?Didn't you hear the advice of others?

I like!I know!But that's what I most want to do!

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(End of this chapter)