You have loved me for thousands of years

Chapter 199 Take Care, My Favorite Girl
When Yi Zheng came out of the hospital, he saw that the road was surrounded by crowds, and less than five meters away from him, he saw a piece of arm, a bloody arm, and a familiar short sleeve on it.

His mind went blank for a moment, he realized what had happened, and ran towards the crowd, and saw his girl sitting in the middle of the road, covered in blood, holding a severed limb and head in her arms, chanting, "Dad... Yi... Let's go home...Xiao Yi, I'm going to take you to cut your hair..." Her hair was messy, her face was full of tears, her eyes were blurred, she was obviously out of her mind, because of the strong stimulation, In an instant, she was already mentally disturbed, and some kind-hearted people wanted to pull her up, but she ignored them, and sat stubbornly in a pool of blood, chanting words.

Yi Zheng's heart ached like a knife, every muscle in his body was screaming and trembling, his eyes were sore and astringent, and tears poured out like a tide, he had never cried like this in his life, never.

The phone message in his trouser pocket rang, and he took it out, and saw a sentence on it.

[Is it cool?It's the second time, do you want to continue? 】

Yi Zheng squeezed the phone tightly, his heart was beating violently in his chest, and a corner of the phone screen was broken due to his force.

It was SA, he knew that he was looking for someone to monitor him, this was a lesson for him, just like Jiang Yan was killed last time.

This is the second time.

He knelt on the ground and held the girl tightly in his arms, and apologized with his chin against her cold forehead, "I'm sorry, I hurt you the second time, I'm sorry, it's my fault."

She shouldn't have suffered all of this, it shouldn't be her, her brother and her future sister-in-law, her father and her brother, the most important people in her life died in front of her one after another, and the culprit was him.

At this moment, all he could say was the weak three words sorry.

Someone dialed 120, and an ambulance came with its siren. A nurse in a white coat hurriedly got out of the car to clean up the scene. Qin Qin still held her head and refused to let go, as if reminiscing about Yi Zheng's words, she looked at him in a trance, murmured He murmured, "Are they coming for you?" The voice was very soft, like a feather falling like a palm, and it was heartbreaking to hear, because crying so hard that she had no energy left.

Yi Zheng reached out to touch her pale face. He had never seen her like this before, and it hurt him even more than the last time she committed suicide with a knife on her neck. He knew he should comfort her, but he didn't want to lie to her , I don't want to lie to her anymore, Jiang Yan and Luo Ge's death has already made him feel guilty enough, he didn't explain much afterwards but she chose to forgive, and never mentioned it again, this is the second time, he has no face to do it again Keep it from her, even if she will hate him if she finds out, she doesn't want to keep it from her.

"It's that SA. I have a personal grievance with him. He was the one who caused the explosion last time. This time..." He paused, and saw the girl's tears falling like rain. Her face was as pale as a dead person, and her eyes were straight. Googo looked at him, revealing resentment and hatred.

He still said that sentence, "It's him this time, to get revenge on me."

Qin Qin hugged the wreckage in her arms, looked at him calmly, and said after a while, "Why didn't you die."

Something was shattering in her eyes, and Yi Zheng saw herself, which was clearly her reflection, which disappeared little by little in her eyes until it disappeared into nothingness.

At this moment, he knew that he would never have her.

He didn't think about anything, only her words in his ear: Why didn't you die?Why didn't you die?Why didn't you die...

hate it?It should be hated.If she hadn't met him, none of this would have happened. Even if she lived a difficult life with her stepmother, she wouldn't have experienced the death of her relatives one after another like this. In comparison, her life seemed to be better.

Yi Zheng carried her into the ambulance, who was crying so weakly, his face was stern, his eyes were red, the nurse wanted to ask if the girl in his arms was injured, but she didn't dare to ask when she saw him like this.

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Qin Qin suffers from mental illness and severe depression. The symptom is that she doesn’t speak a word. She sits in one place and doesn’t even eat for a whole day. She ignores whoever talks to her. She looks at the treetops and the sky. Looking at the swallows flying past, it seems as if we are about to bid farewell to this world.

Qin Nuan only came to see her once, held her and cried bitterly for a while, and then never came again, because she lost a son and her mental state was not good, and she needed medicine to maintain it, not much better than Qin Qin.

Qin Qin dropped out of school and was admitted to the hospital. Yi Zheng invited well-known foreign doctors and psychologists from the psychiatric department to treat her specially. However, after seeing Qin Qin's condition, the two well-known experts gave the same The answer is that there is no certainty of recovery, and the only way to keep it from getting worse is to rely on drugs.

Mental illness and severe depression are not the same concept. Mental illness is a physical illness, while depression is a psychological one. Take Mu Cheng as an example, his split personality disorder is a psychological illness, and Qin Qin is a bit more serious than him.

After listening to the expert's analysis, Yi Zheng raked his hair, looking tired and bloodshot in his eyes.

Mu Cheng said, "She has physical and psychological problems, and she can't be in a hurry to recover." At present, she can only pray that it will not worsen. Although her condition is serious, she has no suicidal tendencies at present, and she just shut herself up.

On the bench in the hospital corridor, the two teenagers sat side by side, and for the first time they did not confront each other.

As soon as they looked up, they could see the girl sitting on the balcony with her knees hugged behind the glass window of the ward. She was wearing a blue and white patient gown. The sun shone on her body, reflecting her sharp and thin chin. It's going to be a long time since that beautiful face has no expression other than sluggishness.

Yi Zheng glanced at it, turned his face away, and said to Mu Cheng, "I have something to do, so take good care of her."

Mu Cheng didn't speak, as if he didn't hear it.

Yi Zheng chuckled, "Are you thinking that it's great, you don't have to pretend to be crazy in the future."

Mu Cheng glanced at him, but still didn't speak.

Although he didn't know what the second personality did, he probably knew that the person's behavior was very different from his own, and he must have done something in front of him and Qin Qin.

However, he didn't care anymore, there was nothing more important than making Qin Qin recover.

Yi Zheng said again, "There is a voodoo in her body that can't be solved. I'm going to find an antidote for her. I don't know how long it will take. You take good care of her."

Mu Cheng's eyes paused slightly, obviously shocked by what he said, but he didn't ask anything.

"What's going on, I'll tell you in detail when I find the antidote. In short, she will leave it to you while I'm away."

"She's also mine when you come back." Mu Cheng said firmly, his eyes met his.

Man, I'm set.

Yi Zheng sneered, "As long as she is willing, I will bless whoever she is with."

If she leaves him, she will recover and be happy, so what?

I really don't want to see her like this anymore, I want her to go back to the sunny, healthy and cheerful little celery who will be happy for a class because of giving her a handful of milk candies.

As long as she's healthy and happy, it really doesn't matter if she's together or not.

"What you say is what you say." Mu Cheng's face was indifferent, unable to tell whether he believed it or not.

Yi Zheng didn't speak, got up and entered the ward.

The ward originally didn't have a balcony where she could sit, but she liked to look out the window. Afraid that she would be too tired from standing, Yi Zheng personally bought cement bricks and built her a low balcony that she could sit on, like a tatami mat. It is covered with her favorite pink carpet and various fluffy dolls.

At this moment, she was sitting there with a little yellow duck doll in her arms, looking at an unknown place outside the window, her eyes were calm, like a lifeless porcelain doll.

Yi Zheng sat across from her, smiled softly at her, and said, "Baby, it's been three months, you've been sick for three months, and we haven't had a good night's sleep in these three months, I've thought a lot , you said before, Ah Zheng, I like you so much, no matter what happens in the future, let's not separate, and you don't ignore me, okay? But now, it's you who ignore me. I think you may no longer Like me, baby, you really don't like me, otherwise why don't you see me or kiss me, so let's break up."

Yi Zheng covered his eyes, and after the sore eyes passed, he said, "You are sick because of me. As long as I leave, your illness will be cured. If you take good care of your illness, I will never appear in front of you again." Yes. Although I hate Mucheng, but to be honest, he is more suitable for you than me. I knew it a long time ago. If I didn’t attack you first, you would be with him. When you were young, you were very Good match, we are not suitable after all. I have been happy with you for more than two years. I got the beautiful, pure and lovely you. It was you who pulled me out of the dark abyss. However, I caused you to fall into To hell, baby, I’m so sorry, I’m too arrogant and careless, let innocent you suffer all this, Uncle Jiang Yanluoge and Xiao Yi, four lives, four lives are separated between us, how can we still be together, now... I Set you free and give you light."

Tears rolled down, he looked at the girl's expressionless face with red eyes, leaned over, and placed a light kiss on her white forehead.

Take care, my favorite girl.

Get up and leave the ward.

The girl was still staring out the window blankly. She was looking at a pair of birds on the treetop. One of them flew away suddenly, and a tear fell.

When Yi Zheng came out, Mu Cheng didn't even look at him, his face was as cold as a knife.

Goodbye kiss?Just go and kiss shit.

let go?Ah!When I don't know what kind of pee you are, but you just want me to take care of her. When you find the antidote and come back, why don't you kick me away? The biggest possibility is to use the old man to send me out again. I like to stay and fly with Qin Qin.

Yi Zheng, I'm not stupid, this time I let you go and never return.

Watching the boy's back go away, Mu Cheng took out his mobile phone and sent a message to his attending doctor, Professor Z.

[Professor Z, is there any way to extract a person's memory? 】

(End of this chapter)