queen i love you

Chapter 102: Moths to the Flame Willingly (3)
Ji Mengxi has been involved in various complicated cases all year round, and he also heard Jiangnan talk about drug addiction, and after listening to the man's words, he also thought of something strange in his heart.Clutching Jiangnan's hand, he felt similarly emotional: "You really did the right thing this time, and we were all wrong. So, Jiangnan, you are really amazing."

Jiang Nan has always wanted to hear a word of affirmation, and he heard it a long time ago.I heard it again at this moment, but I couldn't laugh anymore.

I took a look at Ji Mengxi: "If it wasn't for Bo Nanfeng, I wouldn't have done this at all. In fact, I have often been conflicted these years. I don't want to compromise, and I want to do what I want. But there was never a time when I was uncompromising. I found myself There is no courage at all. Even if I win the lawsuit, sometimes I am still very distressed, and I can’t even tell whether it is right or wrong. Until I met Bo Nanfeng, he said that he could do it, and gave it to me when I was most cowardly and most in need of inspiration. A word of affirmation made me understand what peace of mind is. Even if you really lose the bet, some people are worth and would rather take such a risk, because some people are alive, not just having a life. Everyone looks at life Values ​​are different, so what it means to be satisfied must also be different. Meng Xi, don’t you think so?”

Ji Mengxi's long and narrow eyes were completely filled with thick clouds, black bottomless.As early as he knew that Bo Nanfeng was the president of Jingyang, he knew what kind of foresight and foresight that person had, and he couldn't just judge it by what a 24-year-old young man would have.But I didn't expect him to be such a brave and strong person who rides the wind and waves!

Looking at Jiangnan with mixed feelings, he had to think about some things.As early as many years ago, when everyone who knew Jiangnan thought she was a lazy little girl, he saw at a glance that there was an extremely sharp thing in her bones, which seemed to break out of the ground one day and grow into the brightest and healthiest girl. look.He thought that such a Jiangnan should be very eye-catching, so he wanted to hide her wholeheartedly. Finally, those things were just sprouts, and they never grew into Qingcang's appearance.But it turned out that she needed such a person to appear, and when she met, she would go deep into the bone marrow, and stimulate all the dark and hidden energy, making her shine like a night pearl.

When we meet again five years later, the Jiangnan I saw at the first sight is still at ease. It turns out that she is not growing up according to someone's expectation, but the person who can promote her growth has not been met yet.

Ji Mengxi sent the man downstairs, and said: "The case is closed, go to rest early."

Jiang Nan asked, "Aren't you going to sit down?"

Ji Mengxi pulled him over and kissed him on the forehead.

"I won't go up, I'm afraid it will affect your rest. I'll call you tomorrow."

Jiang Nan said goodbye to him: "Okay, drive slowly." After going upstairs, she shrank to the sofa to make a phone call, turned on the co-player, and the female voice was sweet and formulaic, reminding her to turn off the phone, and then unplug it, and it was still the same.Jiangnan pulled it out over and over again until his fingertips felt numb. After throwing it down, he went to take a bath, stiff and mechanical, as if he didn't know what he was doing, but it was like this every day for the past few days.

Ji Mengxi didn't go home directly, but found a place to drink.

He rarely has such a habit. Whenever he wants to drink, he has all kinds of wine at home, and he will fall asleep after drinking more or less.Not now, Mother Ji didn't live in a hotel and went to live at home, knowing that he usually doesn't have the habit of drinking by himself, so drinking at this time will inevitably make her worry.

Ji Mengxi felt that once he was not drunk, he couldn't calm down.

In the middle, Ji's mother called and said that she had arrived home and asked him when he would go back.

Ji Mengxi pressed his temples and comforted him: "Mom, I met a friend, I will go back after chatting for a while, it won't be too late, you should rest first."

"Okay, then don't be too late, be careful yourself."

The cup swirled a few times in his hand, and Ji Mengxi drank it down with a slight nod of his jaw.Take your coat and go back.

As soon as she opened the door and came in, Mother Ji stood up from the sofa, guessing that she would not go to bed early and had to wait until he came back.Ji Mengxi is the only seedling of the entire Ji family. He grew up surrounded by thousands of dotes on him. The flesh that falls from Ji's mother naturally loves him very much. Fortunately, Ji Mengxi is not a son of a rich family. He has always been sensible and rarely worries Ji's mother. .

"Mom, I don't want you to rest first and wait for me."

"I thought you wouldn't be back for a while, so I was thinking of something for you to eat late at night." Poured him a glass of water and asked him, "Sent Jiangnan back?"

"Well, I sent it back early. She is too tired these days. I want her to rest early."

"Come on, let's chat with Mom for a while." Mother Ji pulled Ji Mengxi to sit on the sofa. There are some things that have been kept in her heart for many years, and now it seems that it is time to say them out.

"In the past, you refused to marry Qin Xue desperately, and your mother forced you so much. Do you hate me?"

Ji Mengxi's hand clinging to the cup suddenly stopped, feeling emotional, he took a sip of water and pressed it down.

Mother Ji pulled his hand and patted it lightly: "You don't tell me mom knows, you hated it. Before you said you liked Jiangnan, but she would not marry you. I don't understand what kind of deep feelings that is. No Thinking about the choice is so difficult for you. If I hadn’t knelt down to beg you, Mom knew you wouldn’t let go of her hand. After all, I did too much back then, and now I see the way you look at her, so I understand how you like her. Silly child, you have such a bland temper, and even your eyes are different when you see Jiangnan. Mom has never seen a person who can almost instantly affect your emotions. That feeling is the same as five When you talked about her to me years ago, you had the same happy expression. I thought about it these few nights, and I felt more and more sorry for you. Qin Xue would not live long back then, she was so self-willed, and we How selfish, I want to put your happiness into it. I have often asked your father these years, was it right or wrong for us to do that? I think it delayed you. If we didn’t embarrass you so much five years ago, you and Jiangnan has been together for a long time. In the past five years, my mother saw you living alone, rarely even smiled, and never dated girls. I am more convinced that I did something wrong back then. We are so many sensible adults , how did you embarrass your children back then? Qin Xue has been self-willed since she was a child. We all know this. We can’t let you give up your happiness and compromise just because she is about to die. If you let go at that time, you can’t take her life back , Fortunately, you and Jiangnan are together again today, otherwise, mother is really worried that your happiness will be ruined."

Ji Mengxi stared at the sparkling water glass, feeling a sense of powerlessness piercing through his limbs, and he didn't even want to say a word.Even if the dream is still there, after a few years, it is not a continuation of the frontier.Some things seem to be the same as before, but they are the only ones who know what is different.

There is a truth hidden under the morality, so many of them took so long to figure it out. Some people are young, but they see it clearly. What is the truth?
Ji Mengxi said in a deep voice, "Mom, don't mention the past. I'm tired too, so I'm going to take a shower. You should rest earlier."

Mother Ji stood up, stopped him and said, "Mom is planning to go back tomorrow, and she has been here for many days. Go back and tell your father about you and Jiangnan. As for your engagement with Jiangnan, you should discuss it with her parents." It's almost ready. Just wait for a good day, you can prepare dresses and the like first, and prepare early to allow plenty of time to avoid unsuitability."

(End of this chapter)