queen i love you

Chapter 244 Thousands of Trees and Thousands of Pear Blossoms (2)
Supporting Ruan Tianming all the way through these years has not been easy to get to where he is today, and this is the reason for feeling like a brother.Thinking of Jiangnan being drunk that day, crying and singing loudly, decades of life, there will always be wind and rain to accompany him, and he went to the meeting in a cool and unrestrained manner, and when he left, there was nothing good to do except cherish it.For him and Ruan Tianming, when he drank all three cups in one gulp, their "yesterday" was gone forever.

When Bo Nanfeng drove to the hospital, he thought of many precious past events, and he also felt happy singing. He thought about the time when the flood was hard to recover, but he didn't expect everything to happen so quickly.

The road Ruan Tianming walked for him and the blood he licked made Bo Nanfeng feel that it was worth giving up for him no matter how much he gave up.

Ruan Tianming was stunned in the dark private room, forgetting to move and leave.Holding a translucent cup in his hand, the liquid in the cup was red like blood.Slightly rippling between the lips and teeth, it is endless bitterness.There is no half-heartedness.A big tree climbed straight up, and he and Bo Nanfeng grew on that root, and now that he was pushed out, he felt that many things had been cut off, and he didn't even know how to supply the nutrients he needed for growth.Does Bo Nanfeng know what he has taken him for all these years?
He even thought about staying by his side for the rest of his life.People who stay in the dark for a long time are looking forward to the light. When this ray of light sticks to the thin south wind, they can see it. Even if they can't catch it, they feel that it is not far away.So there is hope, I want to live, and I feel that no matter how hard or tired it is to live, it is good.Bo Nanfeng is not only his buddy, but also his belief.Does he understand?

The liquid swirled, and the cup shattered in his palm.

The bloody red liquid flowed down the palm of the finger, it was cloudy, and it didn't feel painful.Standing up numbly, I feel that something has collapsed, and life is meaningless.

Some pain should be found by himself, who made him fall in love with a woman he shouldn't love.

Ruan Tianming can drink a lot, but today he feels drunk.Leaning on the door frame to come out, the steps are chaotic.Looking at a long corridor, it is clearly bright, but it feels dark.It was very similar to the road he walked, as if he was confused in a long tunnel, without light, and it was dark and damp for many years.I don't feel scared when I walk in it during the day, but I dream about it at night, but nine times out of ten I will wake up with a cold sweat.After a long night, I didn’t dare to sleep anymore, I smoked until dawn, and when I watched the dawn, I numbly thought, Well, it’s another new day.

But what is the difference between this new day and yesterday?
When I got back to the hotel, Suri was sitting on the sofa.Room service brought the food in and left it untouched.

Su Rui has hardly eaten in the past few days, and sometimes he sits for most of the noon.When he was tired, he quietly went back to his room to sleep, and when Ruan Tianming came over, he didn't talk to him or even look at him.

Ruan Tianming didn't call her, just took a look at her and left without saying anything.

Some things cannot be said, and they will be broken as soon as they are said.It's really broken, and I can't even go back to the original point.The ending he had planned long ago came without prejudice.He was helpless, but he had nothing to say.

This time too, he opened the door to see her sitting there, then turned and left after a while.

But Su Rui called out: "Ruan Tianming, wait a minute." He didn't speak for a few days, his mouth was like the beginning of the world being split by an axe, dazed and painful.

Ruan Tianming paused, and even the hand that opened the door froze.

Turning around and looking over, Su Rui's eyes were dry and bloody, and he was looking at him, looking at him with nothing to hide.

Ruan Tianming was terrified.

Wanting to dodge, Su Rui opened his mouth to speak: "Please don't like me, we are impossible. In this life, I will not like anyone except Bo Nanfeng. Except for him, I am tired of being liked by any man."

Ruan Tianming lowered his eyes and walked over after a long time.Even with gold-rimmed glasses, I can still see sharp eyes.

Keeping a close eye on Su Rui, the emotion in the words is shallow, as if saying something that has nothing to do with it: "Su Rui, if I can, I really hope that I don't fall in love with you. It's too painful, and I don't even feel like a brother." I have to give up." Throat tightened, and he paused: "But, there is no way." Most emotions in this world can only be like this, falling in love is falling in love, just like poured water.

Crouch down so that you are at eye level with her.

The corner of the mouth twitched: "If I said something, please forget it. There are some words that I have never planned to say in my life. Now that I have said them, it doesn't matter. Some emotions are only my own business, and I will not force them Put it on someone. So you don't have to bear half of the burden, it's just my favorite, and it has nothing to do with you."

Standing up to leave, before dropping a sentence: "Pack up your things and leave with me, if you don't leave, you have to leave."

Su Rui sat still on the sofa, her ears still buzzing.It was determined that Bo Nanfeng's palm had slapped her until she was deaf, and only a little sound could be heard dimly or nothing.

She was so afraid that she shed tears, and before Ruan Tianming went out, she sucked her nose tightly and tried not to cry out.

Ruan Tianming stopped before reaching the door, and turned to see her burst into tears.

I also had a premonition, turned around and asked her: "Is your ear uncomfortable?"

In a word, Su Rui's two lines of tears shed more wantonly.He bit his lip tightly, not letting himself make a sound.

Ruan Tianming has come over and stretched out his hand to hold her.

Su Rui sat still, struggling and resisting vigorously, whimpering like a trapped animal.

Ruan Tianming directly lifted her up and walked out, ignoring her violent struggle until he threw her into the car and took her to the hospital.

As expected, there was indeed something wrong with that ear, and the hearing was weakened.As for whether it is cured or not, it has to be carefully checked.

Su Rui sat in a chair in a daze, while Ruan Tianming leaned against a nearby tree and lit a cigarette.

Smoke curled up, his eyes swept over, and he gave Su Rui a faint look.He loves a woman, but he is not good to this woman.Up to now, he not only disobeyed his brother, but also hurt his beloved... Ruan Tianming suddenly felt powerless.Perhaps Bo Nanfeng was right in thinking, he would only be in a dilemma day by day, until that day, he would be at odds with everyone, and it would be difficult for him to get along.

The breeze blew by, messing up Su Rui's temple hair.

Ruan Tianming brushed his fingers up to help her smooth it out.A sentence squeezed out of the voice, heavy and sandy: "I'm sorry..."

When Su Rui heard it, he clasped the wooden chair tightly with both hands, and didn't speak or look at him.

Jiangnan recovered very quickly, because of his relaxed mentality, so no matter his physical or mental state, he is getting better day by day, and the improvement is obvious.

It is rare to have a peaceful day, as if isolated from the world.Like on an isolated island, there are only her and Bo Nanfeng.Sometimes during the day, Bo Nanfeng would go out, and when he came back, he would bring her some small surprises, including food and play.Sometimes even bring a few story books, Jiang Nan is too lazy to read, before she goes to bed, Bo Nanfeng will sit on the bedside chair and read to her.Sometimes I simply shrink to the bed, hold her in my arms and read to her, and put it down when she falls asleep, and then fall asleep by myself after a while.

(End of this chapter)