queen i love you

Chapter 264 At least you still have you (5)
"Would you like to go and eat by myself."

Bo Nanfeng caught up with him in two steps, put his arms around his shoulders and put them in his arms.

"Just kidding, why are you angry. I still feel embarrassed even now, my skin is really thin."

It wasn't early for Song Lin'ai to end the show, and she sang after eating.

Since she sang a song before, Sun Qing drank a little too much during the banquet and had no interest, so she took a taxi back to her mother's house first.

Song Lin'ai accompanied a group of people to make a scene. Many people had to go to work tomorrow, so they didn't dare to make a fuss. After eleven o'clock, everyone dispersed in front of the KTV.

Sending people away one by one, the world suddenly calms down, and all thoughts are silent.The lights of the city are also quiet and distant, as if at the end of the recession.It was too loud and noisy before, so when I calm down, my heart ebbs and flows, and I suddenly feel unspeakably lonely.

A woman who cannot get married at her age will have many emotions when she is alone, which is like hurting spring and autumn.What's more, she is a single woman who has lived a thousand sails, married and divorced.During the day, smiling and smiling, it seems to be living a free and easy life. When I am alone, all kinds of feelings come to my heart.I am so afraid of this loneliness, more and more annoyance and remorse, why didn't Zeng Ji take good care of it.Cherish yourself as well as others, it’s so sad to have to eat the bad fruit like today, and swallow the bitterness by yourself.

Not in a hurry to go back, he took out his mobile phone and called Xiao Jiu.Holding it in my hand, I remembered that the child went to bed early, and he had already fallen asleep by this time.

Arms hang down weakly, looking up at the stars in the sky.It is difficult to see the stars in the city, the neon lights are too bright, and the sky is rendered cloudy.

Even with his head raised like this, his eye sockets were still wet, and liquid slowly flowed down, and he reached out to wipe it, tears streaming down his face.It doesn't make sense to laugh at myself crying so much, I want to wipe it with a tissue.

Someone in front said coolly: "In the middle of the night, you are crying and laughing, what is a woman like you if you are not spiritual?"

Song Linai was stunned for a moment, then turned her head to look over.It was Zhong Qingfeng, I had already guessed it was him, his tone was always casual and sharp.

But Song Lin'ai lost the anger she felt when she heard it before, and for no reason, she gradually calmed down when she saw someone she was fairly familiar with.In the cold night of late autumn, at least not myself.

Zhong Qingfeng had already approached and stared at her: "Happy birthday."

Song Linai said generously, "Thank you."

I haven't seen him for a few days, no one troubles her, and even the store is quiet.But think about it, big bosses like them take care of everything every day, so it doesn't make sense to show up there every day.

Song Linai suppressed some nonsensical thoughts and didn't think about anything, but this man appeared instead.

And he brought a gift and held it in front of her.

Song Linai was very curious when she received it, and asked him, "How do you know it's my birthday?"

Zhong Qingfeng said truthfully: "I have seen your resume. When I think of today, I came back from abroad."

To be honest, Song Linai was overwhelmed by flattery. I don't know if this sentence can be interpreted as he came back deliberately because he thought that today was her birthday.

Regardless of whether it's true or not, I don't dare to think about it anymore, Song Lin'ai's bones have been worn down, and even I am tired of myself before, and I no longer have the interest to play those games where men and women love each other.So she won't give herself all kinds of romantic hints, she is just a divorced and run-down woman, why do she put gold on her face when she has nothing to do.

After thinking about it this way, Zhong Qingfeng said slowly, "I came here just to celebrate your birthday, and I came directly from the airport."

Song Linai looked at him in shock.

He had seen his resume, but those were all fancy things, even she dared to tell the truth.He doesn't know her well.Facing his gaze without avoiding it: "I'm a divorced woman with a four-year-old daughter. The first time you met me, I wanted to commit suicide because I was entangled with a man, and I had no face to live again after the incident happened. I went down to think about dying. I'm a failed woman, almost useless."

After finishing speaking in one breath, counting how miserable she was, and finding out that she still had the face to live, it was really not easy.In the past, she never felt that there was anything wrong with it. The big deal was that she would be looked down upon by the whole world, but she could still live regardless of other people's eyes, even if she was dying.Now that I feel inferior, something called morality hits my heart, and I think about it with a dull pain, regretting the past, and wanting to start over, I hope those things never happened.

But she knew it was impossible, so she felt sad for no reason.

He lowered his head, held the things in his hands and stopped talking.

There was a sudden warmth on her neck, and she raised her head suddenly, and saw Zhong Qingfeng put his light gray scarf around her neck and wrapped it loosely, with his temperature and the smell of cologne perfume.

"Wear so little, you women don't seem to be afraid of the cold, do you want demeanor instead of temperature?"

Song Linai was a little flustered and blinked: "Thank you."

Zhong Qingfeng looked at her condescendingly like that, with a smile in his eyes: "There is nothing good about you, but honesty is also an advantage." After laughing, it was rare to speak softly: "Since you are so honest and straightforward, I will also be honest. Not going well, even a little scared. At the age of 25, there was a woman I liked, who was about to get married, but died in a car accident two days before the wedding. When I was married at the age of 30, my wife had dystocia, mother and child died, so many good doctors They haven’t been treated.” There was a hint of pain in his expression, and a thin layer of sadness under the light: “I guess I’m the kind of wife that people often say, so I want to live alone all these years.”

The two were far from the point where they could confide in each other, and they were both taken aback after they finished speaking.

Song Linai didn't expect Zhong Qingfeng to go through those pains, and wanted to say something comforting. After thinking about it, she just said: "Those claims are not credible. If you are a lie, you are a fool to believe it."

Zhong Qingfeng smiled; "You are not only honest, but also brave, that's good."

Then asked: "Where are you going? I'll take you off."

Song Linai refused: "Thank you, no need, I will take a taxi back by myself. Didn't you just get off the plane, go back and rest."

Nine times out of ten men are authoritarian, especially people like Zhong Qingfeng.

Already went to drive: "Wait for me."

Song Linai's 29th birthday was very erratic, like a dream, it felt unreal, she hadn't had this kind of girl's dream for many years, there was a man taking her home, and she felt her heart beating faster while sitting in the car.Looking out the window, it was difficult to breathe, and her cheeks were hot with the gift in her hand.

That kind of excitement, I just feel that I will never forget it in this life, this birthday is different from previous years.There is a long-lost romance that shakes the heart, and every inch of time is precious.

I went back to the rented hut and called Jiangnan, wanting to tell her what happened tonight. Close friends are always used to sharing joy or sorrow.

It was after twelve o'clock when Jiang Nan and Bo Nanfeng came out of the movie theater to watch an evening movie.French movies take a long time, and after laughing all the way, it is already past twelve o'clock.There were not many people in the audience, and when they came out, the entire cinema was silent.

(End of this chapter)