queen i love you

Chapter 28
Jiang Nan couldn't laugh, and felt uncomfortable.

"It turned out to be those things. You didn't expect me to be like that back then. I didn't know myself before, which caused you a lot of trouble. Later, when your fiancée came to find me, I understood everything. I have been with you for so long, never I don't know that you still have a fiancée, what can you do if you don't leave, it's already very unbearable, and you can't keep putting on a face." Childhood sweethearts, good friends, golden branches and jade leaves, she can't compare to anything.

So what?In Ji Mengxi's eyes, Jiangnan will always win but there are countless people in the world. He regretted it back then and found that he couldn't do without her.Even if he wants to be a wolf-hearted person, he still goes back to find her without hesitation.When she didn't want to go to school, she said she had left.The phone has been disconnected, and I can't get in touch.It was already midnight when I went there, I got up from the bed and came back, sat on the school bench for a whole night, until the sky was bright, and then called her phone and it was still turned off.

Ji's mother called, and he seemed to have no way out.

"I want to find you, desperate to get you back. However, Qin Xue doesn't have much time. She has advanced blood cancer. She said that the thing she wants to do most in her life is to marry me. She has liked me since she was a child." , I know this, but I don't like her. I have always loved her as a younger sister. Our Ji and Qin families are family friends. There is no way for this to happen. Qin Xue is the only child in the Qin family's generation, and the pain is in the palm of my hand , she is young but not long to live. The people of the Qin family only hope that I can marry her and fulfill her last wish. If she is not about to die, it is impossible for us in this life. How can we compromise on major matters of marriage. But when my mother When I also cried and begged me, I seemed to have nowhere to go. Even if there was no love between men and women, I watched her grow up. Indifferent." At first he thought that way, even if he didn't love her, but Qin Xue was about to die, as long as he had a conscience, he should do the same.But how can he let go, he has a beloved woman in his heart.It was indeed the breakup he said first, but he was still cowardly after all. He only said that he was going abroad and they couldn't go on. She held his hand and cried in a mess, and his heart fell apart. Afraid, turned around and left as if fleeing.

It was only then that he realized that no matter how determined he was, it was not as strong as her begging. He was afraid that as long as she said one more word, he would immediately disregard a person's life or death.If he had really done that, the Ji family would not have accepted Jiangnan.At that time, he was still thinking about the future, so he couldn't move his compassion.

"I understand your character, no matter what reason I let go, you will leave me. I think I am fully prepared, ready to be sad, ready to be heartbroken, but I don't want everything to exceed what I can bear Inside. It turns out that I can’t live without you! I don’t care what other people think, I can’t do a good person, I went to find you, and sat in the campus for a whole night. My mother called and said that Qin Xue tried to commit suicide by cutting her wrists. That dawn was my life. The most hopeless morning, like losing the whole world."

Ji Mengxi's fingers holding the cup tightened, and her lips and teeth seemed a little numb.The feeling of despair at that time was so bleak and heartbreaking that he could barely sleep at night, and it was unbelievable that he could still come to this day, sitting in front of her and talking about the past.At these ages, Mengxi often has a dream. The time in the dream is complete and undivided. He loves Jiangnan and is willing to spend his whole life drinking and protecting her. In the end, marrying her as his wife is what he dreamed of. .If Qin Xue's illness hadn't happened back then, Ji Mengxi and Jiangnan would have come to this point.When he failed to find her back then, those elders knelt down in front of him and begged, and he had no other way to go.

Qin Xue passed away a year later, just a moment ago she took his hand and said: "Brother Mengxi, I feel sorry for you, I was wrong, you will never fall in love with me no matter what, I didn't realize it until I died. I went to find her, she is very beautiful, I can see that she is very sad to lose you. But I don't regret it, even if it is death, it is good to be with you for a short time. I think I came to this world to take this trip, Just to meet you and marry you is enough."

He really has no way to fall in love with her, this is the last thing he can do to Qin Xue, just like he has no way not to love Jiangnan.

"But I don't know how to stand in front of you again. You held my hand that night, and my heart broke when I saw you cry. The scene of that night haunted me like a nightmare, and I couldn't get rid of it." , I know I hurt you, you left so decisively, you must hate me to death, let me have neither the courage nor the face to appear in front of you again. But I always want to inquire about your news, time passes day by day, I find that I can't forget Yes, I will never forget it for the rest of my life. So I made up my mind to come before you again, so I was transferred here from the high court."

Ji Mengxi is 29 years old and has been able to be a judge in the High Court, which can be said to be young and successful.But in order to meet her again, he was willing to be transferred to the middle court. Before Jiang Nan thought that it was necessary for him to do so, he felt that a TVB romance drama was staged in his own life. happen to yourself.

Jiang Nan was in a daze, and lost his mind on the way back. Ji Mengxi talked endlessly, and he had already spoken very clearly, so he wanted to get back together with her.Jiang Nan stared at him, seeing his eyebrows knotted, his heart ached, and he couldn't think normally at all, he just felt incredible.In the past five years, she has been pitying herself, thinking that she was abandoned by others, but it turned out that she was not, she was really used by others to the deepest extent.But the truth came too late, she had set such a long period of time to wait for her Supreme Treasure to come for her driving the colorful clouds, but the time passed, he did not come, she was already disheartened, and she no longer cared about those romances , that person came instead.

How to do?
She couldn't answer him, she turned her head to look out the window, feeling dazed for a while, it was like a dream, she couldn't laugh or cry.

Ji Mengxi didn't force her, and stretched out his hand to hold her palm tightly.Wen Wendao: "I know these years have passed, it's outrageous for me to tell you all of a sudden, I don't force you to make a decision, whether you want to be with me or not. I just want you to know that I was forced to leave that year , I can’t come back now without you.”

On the rest day, the streets are bustling and noisy, and there has been a traffic jam since we came out. The car is stuck in the long traffic flow, and Jiangnan opened the windows all the way. A head of long hair was blown away.

She and Ji Mengxi once had a beautiful relationship, and indeed spent a good time. At that time, he was willing to do anything for her, helping her organize his notes, thinking about her three meals a day, and being called out by the teacher when he was absent from class. He had the cheek to go to the office to intercede with the teacher, he was very popular, from students to teachers and leaders, everyone would sell him some thin noodles.All the teachers in the class knew that she was Ji Mengxi's girlfriend, and sometimes they were so irritated by her naughtiness that they almost touched her forehead and sighed: "Jiangnan, learn from your Ji Mengxi, that kid is so smart, and you can Fight a little bit."

(End of this chapter)