queen i love you

Chapter 291 At that time, young and green shirt (3)
Su Rui felt that such Ruan Tianming was very distressed, no wonder he would sit here so drunk and blow the cold wind, he was not stupid or what.

"It's okay, you don't have your parents, you still have me. We are good friends, and I will always be with you."

She counted with him with her fingers: "Look, you are 27 years old now, I am the only one. You are nine years older than me. That is to say, the day you die of old age, I am still young, so I will not abandon you. Yours alone."

Ruan Tianming laughed when he listened.

No matter how bad Su Rui is now, when he fell in love with her, she was just such a simple and lovely little girl.

Although clumsy, she knows how to tell him jokes and make him happy when he is sad.

At that time, Mr. Su was still very young, with a strong body, and he usually did everything by himself.So there is almost no time for Suri, who lost her mother very early.According to her own words, she almost forgot what she looked like.It's just that when I'm alone, I miss her very much, and I feel sad.

Ruan Tianming knew when she was the loneliest.

So until Su Rui went abroad, Ruan Tianming accompanied him on his birthdays in those few years.

It was all done with thought, guessing what was the birthday gift she wanted the most, and then showing it to her like a magic trick.When he was young, he smiled openly, threw his arms around his neck, laughed and yelled unscrupulously, and said, "Ruan Tianming, you are simply an Arabian magic lamp, how do you know I want this?"

Ruan Tianming was as happy as she was surprised.The ups and downs of one person's emotions due to the ups and downs of another person is a surprisingly simple thing.

Later, when I get older, my mind will become more.No matter what gift he prepares, she will have a lot of meaning.

"I knew you could guess what I wanted."

That year she wanted to go to the movies, but she had to go to school during the day, so she could only watch the midnight ones.

It was too late, and it was a cold night in late autumn. Except for the sparse staff who routinely checked tickets, there was almost no one else in the cinema.

That scene was in the fifth screening hall, at the end of the cinema, stepping on the soft cotton carpet, walking in, there were only the two of them.

Su Rui couldn't stop laughing as soon as he entered. He felt that it was too nonsensical. He had never encountered such a situation. Obviously there was no private room, but there were only two people watching a movie.

Laughing and crying, he looked sideways at him, and said repeatedly: "Ruan Tianming, I'm sorry for you, the timing is too nonsensical."

Ruan Tianming found a seat with a half-smile and took the lead.

Su Rui watched the whole scene from the same seat with him. That night Ruan Tianming had endless thoughts, as if he had seen through a fact.No matter how much he likes Su Rui in this life, there will always be such a distance that is not too close or too far, and he will never be able to cross and reach it.I can only watch her laughing and cursing like that, and then wait for the day when a person will appear, and she will no longer need him to accompany them, and the relationship between the two will become irrelevant.

As early as many years ago, Ruan Tianming thought everything very clearly. The love deepened day by day, but he buried it in the grave of his heart little by little. He didn't intend to say it, thinking that he could only be himself for the rest of his life one person's business.

When Bo Nanfeng appeared, he had also panicked and panicked, knowing that it was a man Su Rui was willing to die for.She is afraid of pain, but when she sticks to that man's side, she will become very brave, even without fear of death.

Many years ago, he led people to rush there, and saw Su Rui crying heartbreakingly while hugging an incredibly beautiful man.It was the first time I heard Su Rui yelling that she was very scared, afraid that the man was going to die, and she begged him to save him.

Ruan Tianming had waited too many years for the arrival of such a person, thinking that everything was ready.But when this person entered Su Rui's life, he was still in a daze, a place in his heart was emptied, and the pain was unbearable.That kind of loss of soul and desperation, no one understands.

No one knows how he died and was born again that year.

Even for Su Rui, he was willing to reach out and give Bo Nanfeng a hand.

It can be a matter of liking someone in a single thought, and losing a person completely in a single thought.

When Su Rui fell in love with Bo Nanfeng, his love completely turned into an unrequited love.From then on, there was only one man in Su Rui's eyes, Bo Nanfeng. Her emotions were all because of him. She couldn't tolerate anyone or anything in her eyes, and she was on the verge of destruction.

Ruan Tianming, the man who had ticked off with her, was like an ancient one-act play, destined to withdraw gradually.

Ruan Tianming felt that if he hadn't met Bo Nanfeng, Su Rui would have been a very good little girl who would grow up well and not deviate too far from what he expected.But when Bo Nanfeng appeared, like her nemesis, Su Rui was doomed to change. She would never be able to resist him. Too much devotion and focus was too much.Su Rui's excessive attachment and liking for Bo Nanfeng will turn her into a lunatic. Once she doesn't get it, she will go astray and go astray like now.I'm afraid that even she herself can't control the lost heart and anxiety, which seems to kill her.

That's why she was like that, breaking it if she couldn't get it.She could die for him without batting an eye.You can also let him die, the worst is heartache.

Ruan Tianming thinks that Su Rui is a poor person, they are all equally pitiful, the person he loves deeply does not love himself, and he can't even see it.Always standing in the shadow of others, dancing and dancing, thinking that it is precious, but it is far from it.

He also wanted to destroy her, breaking her into his hands or arms, but he couldn't.He wanted to let others do it, and he let go, so he didn't care about her anymore, knowing that Bo Nanfeng would destroy her.What is the difference between such indulgence and destroying it with one's own hands?
No matter how much he loves boundless, he is still a man.

In the end, he looked at Su Rui like a flower blooming from the other side. It turned out to be so far away, how did he find out?
What a raging fire, without a trace, it was splendid for the rest of his life.

Ruan Tianming was unlucky in his life, the luckiest thing was meeting those people and those things.

Finally, there are still many beautiful things to remember, and I feel that my life is not as barren as I imagined.

His brother who entered the industry at that time died in a pool of blood. The brother who had a mistake in his mind and wanted to persuade him not to step in.Before he died, he held his hand tightly, saying that he regretted the past, knowing that there would be such a day, but still holding him together.

He was 28 years old that year. He didn't know that he was keeping secrets ahead, he didn't know that he regretted it, he didn't know that there was no turning back, and he really couldn't turn back... He just felt pain, sobbing and crying like a trapped animal.

It was Su Rui who came to comfort him, took his hand like many times before, and told him: "I understand your sadness, but don't be too sad. If life is painful, death is also good. Your Brother is in so much pain, death is also a relief, he must feel better now than before."

(End of this chapter)