queen i love you

Chapter 416: One Second Before Epiphyllum Blooms and Defeats (6)
Jiangnan was already asleep when he went there, and it was not too late for the night Sun Qing was with him. Seeing Ji Mengxi coming in, he happened to go out and make a call to Fang Qingshan.

Ji Mengxi stood by the bed and watched, his mind was fuzzy, and the time was a little blurred.As if he had forgotten a long period of time, all the gains and losses of these years were automatically discarded by him.Just like in the past, he abandoned those pains and helplessness, and he was free to connect when he was young. He never let go... Whether it was this woman or the child, he looked at it quietly, feeling warm and close. From the heart, I want to care from the heart.

Xiuzhi curled up, gently touched Jiangnan's smooth forehead, and smiled slightly, with tenderness in the corner of his mouth, so warm that it seemed to melt away.

Said softly; "I will always be with you, take care of you... always guard you... I will always be here..."

Obviously said it with a smile, a drop of clear tears fell down onto Jiangnan's eye socket, slid down her clean face, sank into her neck, and meandered down her beautiful collarbone.

When Sun Qing came back from the phone call, Ji Mengxi was looking at Jiang Doudou.

Come over and ask him, "Why are you here at this time?"

Ji Mengxi stood up: "I went to work during the day and got together with my friends at night. I only have time now. I didn't expect her to go to bed so early."

"Well, I can sleep very much these days, and I can eat a lot. I guess it has something to do with the baby's breastfeeding."

Ji Mengxi didn't stay any longer, and called Shen Shuyi when he came out of the hospital.

I didn't want to pay attention to some annoying things in the past, but because there are so many things during this period, I feel powerless and overwhelmed.Knowing that many things are not explained now, and there will never be a conclusion.

Ji Mengxi thought he might just have drunk a little too much.

Without thinking, call Shen Shuyi at this time.Hearing her happy tone, she just said, "Is it convenient? I'll go find you."

"It's nothing inconvenient. I haven't slept yet. Come here."

When Ji Mengxi arrived downstairs at Shen Shuyi's house, he called her.

"I'm downstairs, come down for a while."

Shen Shuyi asked him to sit up.

Ji Mengxi just said: "No, it's getting late, I'll leave after a few words." After getting out of the car, he took out a cigarette and lit it to wait for her.

Shen Shuyi put on a big coat and went downstairs, remembering that a family like him was very particular about education when he was a child, it must be that girls are not allowed to enter a room at will, they have been taught.

Ever since she confessed her love, Ji Mengxi never took the initiative to call and ask for a meeting, knowing that she didn't want to give her room to imagine.Every time it was Shen Shu who missed him and took the initiative to call him to have dinner together, or to ask a few professional questions.This time was really rare, from downstairs to downstairs, I was secretly happy all the way, I could hear his deep tone, but I didn't know what he wanted to say.

After coming out, I saw him leaning on the car body smoking a cigarette by the light, and went to say hello to him.

"What's the matter? Why call now."

Seeing someone approaching, Ji Mengxi stifled the cigarette in his hand.I do have something to say, and I feel that I must explain it clearly tonight, and I don't want to drag myself any more.He could see Shen Shuyi's resoluteness, and it would be very difficult to expect her to retreat in the face of difficulties.Let's just say it directly, anyway, Ji Mengxi is afraid that this will be his fate in his life.

"I'm sorry to bother you so late. But after thinking about something, it's better to say it earlier."

Shen Shuyi observed the words and expressions, and his blood became cold all at once.If there are bad thoughts transpiring, I am afraid that Ji Mengxi will say something unfeeling and ungrateful.

But no amount of fear could stop Ji Mengxi's determination to speak clearly.

If Jiang Nan didn't follow him, he would only be like this for the rest of his life.The heart can't help it, the feeling is not the last resort, no matter how good everything is, no matter how comprehensive a person is, he is very powerless in this kind of matter.

Staring at Shen Shuyi's expressionless face for a moment, he still said lightly: "You have always understood my heart. I liked Jiangnan when I was in school. I probably owed her my previous life. I have to pay it back like this in this life. Her. The love for her has never changed. Whether she married someone or gave birth to someone else, even I can't believe that this feeling has not changed at all. Only then did I realize that I really love her, just love her People... I don't know how long this kind of attachment can last, fifty years, ten years, 20 years... or even a lifetime, I don't know for myself. I just know that before that, I will always protect her. I am not A double-minded person can't protect her while living with other women. I can't have both, and when I have to give up one side, I will choose her without hesitation." He moved the corner of his mouth: "This way I, can you accept it?"

Shen Shuyi wanted to speak.

Ji Mengxi crushed her with his hand, and asked her to quietly listen to him finish his sentence.He is more rational and calm than many people in many things, including emotional.

"I know you must say it's acceptable, but, Shuyi, life is not a fairy tale, let alone a game, and it's not something that can be settled in two days and two days. If we want to live together, it will be day and night. If we are together, and In my heart, I am thinking about another woman without hesitation or even wholeheartedly. This is a very cruel and painful thing for you. No one can hold on for a long time, and they will be exhausted to the point of pain. No matter how deep love and liking are, they will be crushed by this This kind of absent-mindedness is gone. It won’t be long before you will be very tired, and even hate that I have Jiangnan in my heart. But I can’t let her go, so you and I really can’t be together. In this world, only love can’t compromise, You should understand."

Shen Shuyi had to say that Ji Mengxi was all about her fear.Don't think about the future, now she cares a lot.Every woman in this world cares that the man she loves has another woman in her heart.Just like taking a sharp knife to gouge out the tender flesh of the heart, it really hurts and hurts.

It is torment.

And Ji Mengxi said that he would never give up on Jiangnan in his life, she thought, she might not last long before she would be driven crazy by his special liking for another woman.

Ji Mengxi was thoughtful seeing her like that, so she smiled: "So, don't be stupid, find a man who loves you and is good to you to marry, and don't wait for me anymore. We are not even friends. Happy, I know that I have made you unhappy again and again, if we are really together, I'm afraid I will make you even more unbearable."

Even having a meal together several times in a row, they can break up unhappy.Think about it when you really live together and become the most familiar and close person in the world, even that kind of tolerance and scruples are gone, and the rest will only be unbearable.

Ji Mengxi knew that she understood and had explained everything she had to say, so she made up her mind to leave.

"I've finished what I want to say, you go up, goodbye."

(End of this chapter)