queen i love you

Chapter 420 The Epiphyllum Blooms and Fails (3)
Questions expanded in my heart, wondering where she heard it from.During this time, everyone took good care of her and rarely left her alone.Suddenly remembered the text message Jiangnan received that day, and then it seemed to be abnormal...

Walking over a few steps, grabbed Jiangnan's cell phone, opened the inbox, and read one by one, suddenly shocking.

Just ask how miserable and pitiful she is?Trapped in a beautiful deception, now that the children are all born, Bo Nanfeng is dead... How does Jiangnan feel about such an end?
It was such a brutal interrogation!
How did Jiangnan get here these days?So quiet, silent when sad, not even shed a tear.When people come to visit, they laugh with them, and even eat without hesitation. Sometimes they lie on the bed for hours, looking at Jiang Doudou for a while without saying a word.

What was she thinking during those times?Could it be that the pain pierces the heart like a sharp arrow, but the overwhelming sadness has turned into deathly silence, and it is impossible to interpret even a word or an expression.She was alive, but she felt that she was dead, or dying?
Li Zhengyang's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, clenched hard, and his fingers were all blue and white.Without immediately throwing the phone out and smashing it to pieces, he took out his own phone and pulled it out.

"Look up this number for me..."

The street is very long, and outside the window are the bustling forests of the city.Even in winter, sitting by the window with one cheek leaning against the glass, I still feel scorching hot, like a fire burning in my body, the most vigorous moment will soon be extinguished, it is the return of light.

Jiangnan hasn't taken a bus for a long time, but he knows that this route will lead to the train battle, and then turn around and back automatically.

There is a hand in front of the moist eye socket, slender and white, with distinct joints.

He said, "Give me two yuan, and I'll take the air conditioner."

She looked at him, her clear eyes were full of tears, she felt that he was close in front of her eyes, the corners of her mouth moved, she didn't cry, her voice was low and quiet: "Tell me, you love me, you are not a liar."

Someone in the seat in the front row turned his head and glanced at her, with a look of astonishment on his face, and turned his head away after looking at her for a while.

In the end, no one answered her...

The past has become a memory, like the wind, quietly replaying in the mind like a movie. In the short few months and hundreds of days in the world, to come here, it seems that I have exhausted all my strength and trekked for a long life.At this moment, the oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry, but the dream is haunting.

They said he was dead, but she didn't believe it. She thought it was just a nightmare, and it would be fine if he woke up.

She always comforts herself like this.

I'm sad, but I can't cry, not a single tear. When the extreme grief becomes stubborn grief, it will be like this, all the strength in my body is drained, and I will not be able to hold on.I regret giving birth to this child. If she leaves, what will happen to the child?
Bo Nanfeng once asked her why she took the trouble to watch a movie. Even if it was popular, it moved the world, even if she liked every little detail of it, it would not reach this crazy point.

She didn't see it at that time, she wanted to say it, but she didn't have time to say it to him.

She didn't like the inspirational and uplifting ending of "Titanic".What she fell in love with was the existence with many criticisms.Someone once did not understand that Rose left, why did she come back?Otherwise, Jack would not die if he escaped on a raft.

Jiang Nan's thinking is always simple, she didn't expect it to be so complicated, she felt that if Rose didn't come back, she didn't love Jack.When she came back, she didn't want to drag him down, she planned to accompany him to die.He is more important than her life!
Rose is a brave girl. She lost the person she loved the most, and she survived well.The ending was so happy, but Jiang Nan didn't like it.

The bus made a big circle, and when it arrived at the train station, the passengers got off and got on again, following the same road and passing the same scenery.

Jiang Nan sat motionless by the glass window.

She has seen this city many times, countless times, and she has been used to it since she was a child. Even a person who has no sense of direction will not get lost in the middle of the night.There is nothing to be reluctant to part with, or something to be reluctant to part with, it is her child...

These days, she watched it day and night, countless times, even after ten thousand years, but she still couldn't get enough of it.

But she thought that after so many hard times, Bo Nanfeng was no luckier than this child, so sad and desolate.The world is so big, and the lights of the city are so colorful, but there is no room for him...

The bus turned several times, and she got off at any intersection.Stand at one end of the zebra crossing and watch the traffic flow in front of you.

The cold winter wind blew up the corners of her clothes and her hairline. The force was so great that she seemed to be flying, as lonely as a dead leaf.Subconsciously, I went into the rushing traffic, the sun was shining all over my body, but it was not warm.Her face was cut by the cold wind, she didn't feel like she was crying, but she actually burst into tears.

In any case, it can't compare with the whipping of the soul, and there has never been such grief.Knowing that she is the most irresponsible mother in the world, she clamored and tried her best to give birth to him, but before loving him, she wanted to let go like this.She owes it.

She often wondered if Jack was frightened floating alone in the icy sea water?
With someone to accompany him, maybe it will be much warmer.But Rose let go of his hand and chose to live happily.She couldn't do it, and Bo Nanfeng went to a dead end alone, where it was dark and cold.He must be afraid. He said that even if it was death, he would drag her down, but she had his child. For the last time, he changed his mind and asked her to live with his child.He said that her pain was not exhausted, and she had to live to suffer.If you can live well, who would want to die?

I'm afraid that in Bo Nanfeng's eyes, it's good to be alive, right?
Jiang Nan insisted on believing that he was a good person. Knowing that he had suffered and struggled in helpless pain and darkness, she was very sad that she could not share with him.

Close your eyes, the past is vivid in your mind, with his gentle eyes, and his strong arms hugging her tightly.I can't turn back time, I don't want him to leave alone, knowing that I can't save him, but I am willing to follow him.

He picked up his pace and rushed towards the sea of ​​cars in a blink of an eye.Seeing the people rushing out, the car that was about to hit was in a hurry or abducted, and the order was momentarily chaotic.But the cars behind were like a long dragon, but they stopped one after another.

A group of people rushed up from all around, and the green light at the front was dimly shining.

There was noise in Jiangnan's ears, the windows of the two cars in front were open, and the drivers stuck out their heads and yelled at her.He couldn't hear what he was cursing for a long time, he must be mentally ill, not afraid of death, he squatted on the ground and hugged himself tightly, panting.

(End of this chapter)