queen i love you

Chapter 561 Who am I (6)
Huang Yu saw the clue, and followed him out: "What's the matter? What happened?"

Today's marriage, one after another, it's not worrying when the curtain ends.

Li Zhengyang put on his coat, and only said, "I don't know where Jiangnan has gone, so I'll look for it."

Huang Yu narrowed his eyes: "Where can I go if I drank too much and didn't sleep at home? Didn't you send him back?"

Li Zhengyang sighed: "I won't tell you first, there are many things you don't know. I'm leaving first, you go to accompany the guests."

Huang Yu yelled at him: "I found a call, first go to Jiang's house to have a look."

Qin Qiuyan went back to Jiangnan's residence, opened the door and entered, but was not at home.There was no trace of anyone coming, so I couldn't think of where she would go other than that.

As soon as Li Zhengyang came out of the hotel, she called Song Lin'ai and Sun Qing, and her good friends said they hadn't seen each other.Just as puzzled as Huang Yu: "You didn't send him back? Didn't go home to sleep."

Li Zhengyang responded with ahh, but he didn't dare to say something was wrong, as soon as the incident broke out, it would explode.

I went to other places to look for it, including the teahouses and coffee shops that Jiangnan usually goes to, and Li Zhengyang.

And Qin Qiuyan also turned around the streets that Jiangnan liked to go to, but also saw no one.

Huge helplessness surged up, and there was nothing to do in the car.I haven't smoked for a few days, and now I feel the root of it.

The taxi is running fast in the traffic flow, the city is noisy as usual, the red dust is billowing, and the voices of people are buzzing.

Qin Qiuyan took a few breaths one after another, hard, and seemed to be very unaccustomed to the taste, the pain of choking throat, and finally couldn't bear to snuff it out in the palm of his hand.

The phone in his hand rang, and it was from Li Zhengyang.

He just said: "I didn't find it. I've searched all the places she might have gone, and I called her friends, but they all said I didn't see her." I don't know what happened, but I know that Qin Qiuyan must be very anxious, You can even hear it in your voice, comforting him: "Don't worry too much, she is not a child anymore, and she is not like before, nothing will happen."

Saying this on the mouth, but in the heart is not at ease.Jiangnan has indeed recovered a little, but when he has an outbreak, his spirit will still look strange.Most of the time, it's not that she wants to go crazy, she can't control it at all.

She was afraid that she would be too affected by the impact, and she would not think about it for a while, and would go into a corner, and do something stupid that would hurt herself.

A woman who is too persistent has her lovely side, but she is really a headache when she is stubborn.

Li Zhengyang picked up the phone and became restless.But there is no way, I can't think of where Jiangnan has gone.For a person as big as her, if she wanted to hide and seek with others, how could she find them easily.

Maybe she really doesn't need to look for her, she wants to be quiet and think about something by herself.It would be good if she could figure it out clearly, but she might not be able to figure it out clearly, and she would not let her go, and would torture herself again until she was neither human nor ghost.

I have to say that Jiangnan has suffered too much in these years. Those sufferings are unimaginable, unbearable for ordinary people, and more than half his life has gone.However, Li Zhengyang was worried that she was too weak now and could no longer afford anything.

As soon as he arrived at the hotel, Qin Qiuyan was bound to keep a low profile.He doesn't feel comfortable showing his face in public, walking in S City is an adventure, and he is joking with his life.

How did the country pardon him back then, how can he be put to death now that he shows up again.

Take the elevator upstairs, all the way up, the space is very quiet, the heart is beating, the numbers are beating, people are panting, the smooth walls can be seen a person's shadow.

Qin Qiuyan stared quietly, losing his mind. The moment the elevator door opened, his eyes suddenly narrowed. Thinking of something, there was a storm in his eyes, and he pressed the elevator to go down.

His heart beat faster with urgency, he only hated that the elevator fell too slowly, it would beat once after counting an eternity, but within a time of falling, he was already sweating all over.

He ran out quickly, hailed a taxi, and only said, "Go to the beach."

It was dark and the beach was silent.The lights in the distance are dimmed, very far away, a hazy piece of light, extremely unreal.

Jiangnan took off his shoes and buried his feet in the sand. The sea breeze was blowing so strong that it seemed to be chilly on a midsummer night.The feet were warm, and the sand was still warm after being exposed to the sun for a day.Wrapping her feet, it became the only warmth.

Feeling that I didn't think about anything, I sniffed, but tears flowed down my face in strings, like beads with broken strings.

This is her secret base, she has been here many times, and she always wants to come here every time she is heartbroken.No one could find her every time. Regardless of seasons, she sat here and never returned. Sometimes her mind froze, but it didn't hurt so much.Even so, she felt that she could still live.

Many years ago, she had a good family, broken.Finally gave birth to Doudou, I feel so bitter and tired, but I can barely hold on.

Gritting his teeth, every step he took seemed to be stained with blood.

And her father left without a sound, without even a time to say goodbye, and it was too late.At that time, she was in the detention center, and the whole sky seemed to be falling down.

From childhood to adulthood, Jiang's father loved her the most. Every time she did something willful and angered Jiang's mother, it was Jiang's father who protected her.Jiang's mother said that he was a peacemaker, and all the ignorance in Jiangnan was from his habit.

Jiang's father always didn't take it seriously, and said with a smile; "My daughter is a jewel in the palm of my hand. She doesn't hurt now. When she grows up, she will marry someone else's family."

He was afraid that it would be too late, so he pampered her well.

Jiang Nan was also afraid that the old man would not live forever as he was getting older day by day.I also thought about what if Jiang's father and Jiang's mother left her one day?The past time and those past events in her childhood, if no one helps her to forensicize, then there is really nothing, everything is gone.

However, it was too late in the end, no matter what, he didn't expect Father Jiang to leave.I didn't see him the last time, and I couldn't say a word of comfort to him.Even the time before leaving, I couldn't spend time with him...

It's not that I don't regret it, I'm afraid it will become the most guilty thing in my life.

Some time ago, I burst into tears watching a Korean drama, and took out half a box of tissues with a short sentence.

Only at the moment before parting from life and death, the heroine said to the hero that her grandma once said to her when she was alive: "It's better to say goodbye early, because at the last moment, there is no way to be good." Farewell."

She said it in tears, heart-rending, and Jiang Nan also cried to listen.At the end of the crying, I couldn't cry, crying like I was about to die, and there were bursts of pain in my chest.

Jiang's father said more than once, half-jokingly, that one day he would leave, or something.Jiang Nan always didn't like to hear it, so he didn't let him continue.Why are you so stupid?That day will come sooner or later, when she has time to talk about it on weekdays, she should tell him well, even if there is such a day, she will live a good life, get rid of all willful bad habits, and know that there will be no more in the world. There is someone who will love her like a father...and then tell him that she actually loves him very much, and that it is a great honor to be his daughter in this life.If there is an afterlife, she still wants to be like this.

(End of this chapter)