queen i love you

Chapter 696 You Are Bo Nanfeng (4)
Just like in the midsummer afternoon, sleepiness is the most likely to be haunted by drowsiness when you are sleeping, but you can’t wake up no matter what, having various dreams, your consciousness is faintly connected with reality, and you are deeply trapped in the dreamland and cannot extricate yourself.The eyelids seem to be so valuable that they cannot be opened even if they want to.That feeling is actually very painful, and you probably won't have such a feeling after a peaceful night's sleep.This phenomenon usually occurs when people are highly stressed or mentally exhausted.

Jiangnan is very familiar with this feeling. It is similar to the postgraduate entrance examination and the judicial examination. During the long summer, he spent a long summer in the sea of ​​books and questions.I made a tight schedule, and there were always books to read and questions to do... I had overslept as soon as I saw it, but my mind was so tired, and the sound of the air conditioner was buzzing.I tried desperately to wake up, but couldn't.I kept calling it subconsciously, and heard my own voice after the building was broken through the bleak mist and rain.

Eyes raised and closed, even when I fell asleep, my brain refused to stop functioning. I did all kinds of questions, and I changed the test papers one after another. I knew they were all fake. It is futile, and there will be no half-point improvement, and time has been wasted.

That kind of endless powerlessness, no matter when I think about it, it is a kind of torment.

In fact, in these years, reading has stopped, and the days of flipping through thick legal files have also stopped.Sometimes I was still very busy in my sleep, running on the way to the hospital, kneeling in front of Jiang’s father’s bed before he died, saying hello to the old man, thanking him for his nurturing all these years...

Knowing that it is impossible, there will never be enough time.The same is said in the subconscious mind, telling myself constantly, wake up, wake up, it has been a long time since then, but it is just a dream... But there is no way, the pace of running around in sleep refuses to stop, just I was able to run and run, and my heart was bleeding along with the soles of my feet, but I couldn't wake up.

Just like thinking about it in my lifetime, I will always feel guilty.

What kind of torment was that, how could she not be afraid?
Therefore, knowing that there will be such a day, I also know that it is impossible to hide it forever.But I still want to be a snail, shrinking the soft body into the shell.Because it felt so painful, she was really afraid that the tragedy would repeat itself.

Jiang's mother is already very old, and her health is not as good as before.It won't be better than Father Jiang back then.The truth is like a catalyst for people of their age, anyway, it will not be the kind that is getting tougher.

No matter what the truth was back then, how many difficulties there were and how many inside stories, no matter what, Jiang's father lost his life because of it.In Jiang's mother's view, it will no longer be an easy hurdle to overcome.

Jiang Nan even thought to himself that it would be great if he could hide from her for the rest of his life...

If the nightmare is destined to haunt you, it will trap your soul in it for the rest of your life.She thought, just let her be an amber, and don't trap Qin Qiuyan in it.

However, she knew that if Mother Jiang made any mistakes, Qin Qiuyan would probably have to spend his whole life in such guilt and suffering.

It's not that Jiangnan is unprepared, and has always been poorly prepared.Although she is very unpromising, she is not so weak that she can't bear anything.She just cared about him, and was afraid of dragging him in, that was what she was most afraid of...

Crying so hard, before Jiang's mother woke up, Jiang Nan really fainted first.

Qin Qiuyan called for a doctor to give first aid to Jiangnan, but it was nothing serious.She woke up soon, and the doctor placed her on the hospital bed to rest.

Repeatedly asked: "Pregnant women should not be too emotional, otherwise the child in the stomach may not be safe."

Jiang Nan also felt a faint discomfort in his stomach, and the pain felt like a cramp.

The doctor's face was serious, and he said that the fetus was inflated.Therefore, you must take good care of the fetus, otherwise the consequences will be serious.

Jiang Nan refused and insisted on waiting for Mother Jiang to wake up.

Qin Qiuyan couldn't talk to her anymore. At this moment, Jiang Nan couldn't listen to dissuasion at all. She was going crazy.

In the end, it was Qin Liang who came over to hug her, climbed onto the hospital bed, wrapped his arms around her neck and hugged her tightly.Qin Liang rarely hugged her like this, Jiang Nan thought that he had never hugged her like this before.

Qin Liang pressed his whole body close to her, and called her "Mom" obediently and gently.

He said: "Mom, you have to be obedient and not be too self-willed, otherwise grandma will be even more sad when she wakes up. You still have a baby in your stomach, that is the best gift for grandma, isn't it? She is so sad now, We can't even help her keep this gift. So before grandma wakes up, you have to take good care of the baby. Otherwise, grandma will never forgive you, and my father and I will be very distressed. Mom, you are grandma's child, She must hope that you will be more obedient and obedient, otherwise she will be sad too. You listen to the doctor and rest here, and I will help you guard grandma until she wakes up, and she will be fine. "

Jiang Nan lay on Qin Liang's small shoulders, his mood gradually calmed down, but he was sobbing non-stop.

Qin Liang seems to have only said this to Jiangnan once in his life.

"Mom, my father, grandma and I love you very much. You can't do anything, otherwise let us live."

Jiang Nan cried even more violently, but stopped struggling to see Mother Jiang.

Qin Qiuyan came over and helped her lie on the bed, covered her with the quilt, patted her gently, and slowly lulled her to sleep.

Qin Liang stood by the bed and watched steadily, Jiang Nan was tired from crying, and soon fell asleep.At that time, it was already dark, and there were bright lights in the ward, which hit her face like frost, and her whole face was as white as paper.The lips are also very pale, without any color.Looking so illusory, like a dummy made of rice paper... Only when the eyelashes with teardrops twitched slightly during the twitch, did she feel that she was real.

Mother Jiang was rescued for a long time, and finally woke up.When advancing to the ward, his condition was not particularly stable.Blood pressure is still high and cannot be suppressed immediately.

The doctor ordered that she should not be stimulated any more.There are many cases like this. If the sudden attack is too serious, it is very likely that the patient will be hemiplegic, and it is very likely that he can only lie in bed all the time.

Qin Qiuyan didn't dare to approach him at all, and he didn't even dare to face the old man.

Mother Jiang's mood was extremely unstable, and Qin Qiuyan was afraid that she would not be able to bear it if he appeared.

So hide yourself like a plague, and don't spread it.Otherwise, it would be fatal... He took a deep breath and leaned against the cold corridor wall of the hospital. His breath smelled like disinfectant, as if he wanted to kill him bit by bit.To him, it smelled like death.

(End of this chapter)