queen i love you

Chapter 702 She Will Protect Him (5)
Mother Jiang turned her face away, refusing to look at her at all.

Jiangnan cried a lot. The sorrow accumulated over the years was so much that it broke the embankment, enough to destroy the world.

She said: "Mom, I know that I'm sorry for Dad. If it wasn't for Bo Nanfeng, Dad wouldn't have died. You were so miserable at that time, and I was so pitiful without Dad. But... Mom, when Bo Nanfeng's parents died , he is nothing more than, wandering, being chased and killed, fleeing everywhere, his life is more difficult than anyone else.

The things I did back then were outrageous, and I was going to be punished.It's just that I've made you and Dad a burden, and I owe you all in this life, and I still can't pay it off.If there is an afterlife, I am willing to be an ox or a horse to repay the kindness of this life...

Although Bo Nanfeng has brought me a lot of pain these years, those pains may not be experienced by others in their lifetime.However, only Bo Nanfeng can give me a lot of happiness, and no one else can give it to me except him.Even if she is as good as Ji Mengxi, she can't give it to her.It can only be him, even if they don't do anything together, they can still feel happy.That kind of feeling makes me feel that it is so good to be alive, and I can still be with him in my lifetime.

I think it is not easy to meet someone who can make me feel this way in this life.I'm afraid it's only this lifetime.In the next life, in the next life...it's impossible for me to have such good luck to meet him again.Compared with so much happiness, those pains are insignificant in my eyes.So, I was thinking, since it is so rare, it may not be encountered in several reincarnations, why not be a little more self-willed?How about satisfying your heart when you can have it?

If it wasn't for him, I might have been crazy and stupid forever, and I couldn't get better. Even if I was alive, I would still be so crazy in my future life.Mom, I didn't tell you. In fact, in the past few years, I felt that living was very tiring, so I just wanted to die. It's all done once and for all, why bother to be so reluctant.However, there is still one you in this world, and I can't let go of it no matter what.So I thought, when you get old, I will be with you, and I don't intend to live alone.

At that time, I was tired of the whole life. I lost Doudou and Bo Nanfeng, and my life had no color or meaning.However, God gave them back to me again, so I want to cherish them.I want to give Qin Liang and the child in his stomach a complete home.I think, even my father in the sky doesn't want to see our family separated.Mom, you like Doudou so much, he is an innocent child, so lovable.The same goes for Bo Nanfeng in the past, why is he not a child in his teens, he also needs to be loved..."

Jiang's mother covered it with her hands and told Jiang Nan: "Don't say it, I don't want to hear those words."

Since she said she didn't want to hear it, Jiang Nan stopped talking.

Mother Jiang told her to go out, but she didn't move, her eyes were dry, and she didn't even let out a sob.Kneeling there obstinately, it was that bit of stubbornness in his temper.Reminiscent of the past, it was so painful, but even though it was painful, she still insisted on refusing to untie herself.

At that time, everyone thought that Jiang Nan would be so crazy and stupid for the rest of his life.

Jiang's mother urged her several times, but when she saw that she was not moving, she ignored her and lay down on the bed with her back to her.

Song Linai and Qin Liang waited outside the ward for more than three hours, but Jiang Nan still did not come out.

Qin Liang leaned over to look at the glass of the ward door, and saw Jiang Nan running motionless in front of the bed.

Song Linai also saw it, and cried out worriedly: "Has she been kneeling there all this time? There is still a child in her belly, how can she bear it?"

He wanted to open the door and go in, but was stopped by Qin Liang.

Qin Liang loves Jiangnan even more, and his son loves his mother, it's only natural.However, Mother Jiang must love her more. How can parents not love their children in this world?
And she knew that Jiang Nan had been pregnant for several months, if it wasn't for the fat clothes, she would be pregnant soon.A few days ago, because she was admitted to the hospital suddenly, she even moved her fetus, and she has been raising her baby in the hospital these days.

Mother Jiang really hated her daughter for giving birth to such a stubborn child.He is not obedient at all, and he is not at ease, and the things he is sure of will go to the dark.

A little upset, she sat up and looked at Jiangnan: "You have to piss me off to be reconciled, don't you? If you want to kneel down, don't let me look at you here."

Hearing what she said, Jiang Nan shrunk his mouth aggrievedly, didn't cry, just sucked his nose tightly and said: "Mom, I didn't kneel here because I want to annoy you. I really feel sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Dad. I So worthless, spineless... But, Mom, no matter how unbelievable I am, you still love me, right? You love me the most in this world, so I am willing to kneel here, knowing that you will love me very much , I want to forgive me softly, who made me lose my father, and you are the only one left.

Mom, if you love me so much, you must know how much I love Qin Liang and the child in my stomach, right?But if their father is not accepted and always hated, how can the children be happy?Mom, I know that it is not easy for you and Dad. I am also a mother, so how could I not know how much guilt I have in my heart? Only I know.This guilt weighed on my heart like a mountain, it was too painful, and I felt that I would never get better for the rest of my life.But Bo Nanfeng's sadness in his heart will only be more than mine. His guilt towards the Bo family and our Jiang family, how many mountains are there...

Mom, he keeps calling you mom, do you really not feel sorry for him at all?Why are you so angry and sad?Is it because my husband is still alive?Or is it because I was with him privately and the whole family was reunited?Or do you hate Bo Nanfeng too much, and you only hope that he will die, even if he doesn't die, you want me to hate him for the rest of my life?Don't you have nothing to do with him?Mom, I don't believe you really think so, I don't believe..."

Mother Jiang looked at her blankly, she was just sad, and her heart ached when she thought of Father Jiang.Jiang's father died so miserable that he couldn't close his eyes until the end. She stretched out her hand to cover her, crying and said, "Old Jiang, you can go at ease, Jiangnan still has me..."

Thinking about it this way, what is the purpose of this life?Not just for the children, but for Jiangnan.If Jiangnan is doing well, how can the parents be dead.

However, she lived alone all her life, foolishly, living in pain every day and unable to extricate herself, what was good?

Naturally, no parent would want their children to be separated from their wives. Of course, being able to reunite with the family is better than anything else.Children, husbands, none of which are missing can be called consummation.

But if Bo Nanfeng died, or if Jiangnan hated him forever, they would never be together.Qin Liang will not have a complete family, Jiangnan will never be complete.

(End of this chapter)