queen i love you

Chapter 708 Eager Ideal (2)
It's not that he's being self-indulgent and feeling good.It is he who understands people's minds, and knows that when a woman can't wait for the person she really wants to wait for, she can't wait anymore, and she will make such a desperate compromise.Thinking, it wouldn't be him anyway, even if it wasn't the one in front of him, it would be someone else, and he should have a lot of "at least" in Jiangnan's eyes, so Ji Mengxi thought that he was given preferential treatment here in Jiangnan.

This is not his fantasy, but a woman's human nature.It is because of such human nature that there are so many people in this world who can take advantage of the gap.

But this time, Jiang Nan was unreasonable. He was not the only one who received preferential treatment, but she didn't choose any of them.

"Auntie, what she did in Jiangnan has actually already thought about it, and she has made up her mind to pay attention. No matter whether the person she is waiting for is waiting, she doesn't care, and she doesn't plan to turn back. Sometimes she is really so determined. However, she clearly had to be that person, but when she saw Qin Qiuyan in the end, her heart was moved..."

Ji Mengxi let out a "huh", suffering from a faint headache, slowed down and said calmly, "I haven't told you yet, in fact, I didn't know Qin Qiuyan when I met him in Jiangnan, just like she didn't know Qin Liang At first, she really didn't lie to you. But, she fell in love with Qin Qiuyan... It can be done in a short period of time. It's clear that her heart is dead, but she can... I've been thinking for a while, it turns out that it really must be him of.

I dare not get too close to her, for fear that I will end up becoming a demon, either because I hurt her, or because she hates me, neither of which I want to see.But I am not a saint, even if I see it through, I don't want to say a few good words for Qin Qiuyan, but I have to admit that there are some things that only Qin Qiuyan can give.Even if other people give everything, they can't get her sincerity.And Jiang Nan is a person who values ​​sincerity wholeheartedly, otherwise he would rather be unfortunate. "

I believe that Jiang's mother, like him, fears her misfortune the most.

Ji Mengxi talked a lot with Jiang's mother, and after leaving, Jiang's mother also thought a lot.

Jiang's mother thought that Jiangnan was still young, and thought that after a long journey, she would find someone to live a new life.However, Ji Mengxi said tonight that there would not be such a person.

How could she not know how stubborn her daughter was.Jiang Nan said it herself, she said that she was tired and bored with life, and she was going to wait for her to be with her a hundred years later...

Jiang's mother shivered viciously, she never thought that Jiangnan would have such an idea.

When I heard Jiang Nan talking about it, my heart trembled violently, Jiang Nan was so stupid.

Ji Mengxi left that night.

After coming out of the ward, he saw Qin Qiuyan in the corridor.The two went outside to chat. It was late at night, and even the hospital became a little quieter.

Ji Mengxi took out a cigarette, was about to hand it to him, and was stunned for a moment, then put it in his mouth and lit it.

Qin Qiuyan spoke first: "Thank you for the time."

Ji Mengxi took two puffs of cigarettes. To this day, it is not a pleasant feeling to hear such words of gratitude from Qin Qiuyan.

The smoke filled his mouth with a bitter taste, and Ji Mengxi even wondered if he should quit it too.

He raised his eyes and looked at him: "You're welcome, I did this for my friendship with my aunt, not for anyone's sake."

Nor is it for anyone.

Qin Qiuyan slightly hooked one corner of his mouth: "No matter what, thank you anyway. Not only now, but also in these years."

Ji Mengxi smoked a cigarette without talking to her.

In fact, he didn't believe that his fate was not as good as Qin Qiuyan's.No matter how you calculate it, his life is considered flat, and Qin Qiuyan's ups and downs are far incomparable.He grew up in a peaceful and prosperous age, as long as he wanted to, he could rise to the top of the sky casually.Where can it be inferior to him?
However, he couldn't feel happy anyway.

Ji Mengxi took a few puffs of cigarettes, but he looked like a drunk.I couldn't help but want to ask: "Did I give her less? Is there anything you can give that I can't?"

Qin Qiuyan lowered his eyes casually. In fact, Ji Mengxi can give Jiangnan nothing less, no less than him.

At least Ji Mengxi is not like him, he has so much helplessness, even when they stay together, they are forced to separate helplessly.If he hadn't met Jiangnan, he would have been so determined to recognize him. If he was just an ordinary woman, Qin Qiuyan thought, she might not be his anymore by now.Except for Ji Mengxi and Li Zhengyang, there are so many innocent family members who are willing to serve her wholeheartedly.Any choice she chooses will be better than now.

Fortunately, it was Jiangnan. After five years of pain, he was still willing to accompany him to the end.

In the lone starlight, Qin Qiuyan's peach blossom eyes were half full of autumn water.

He just said: "Because that was Jiangnan, your miss back then was too fatal, and you gave her a full time limit to turn around and leave." Therefore, when he left back then, he was also afraid. , as if he had never left, at least in her heart.

"And I'm different from you. My love for her is not just to have her in my heart, but to watch her from afar. As long as she is happy. I love her with all my heart, and I can't tolerate her slightest Distracted, when I tried my best to love her and was willing to trade my life for her, I couldn’t tolerate her heart being for someone else. As long as she is willing to love me, it’s fine, even if she makes trouble for no reason, even if she is by my side To torture me all my life, she must be mine. Even happiness must be given by me. I will not just watch her fulfill her from afar, even if I want her to be broken in my arms... that is mine, this It's my love."

On the way back, Ji Mengxi held the steering wheel with both hands and trembled slightly.He didn't expect Qin Qiuyan to be so frank with him.His love is intense and destructive, and Jiangnan cannot be allowed to have no distractions, otherwise what will happen?I'm afraid Qin Qiuyan is really going to take her to die.

I can't help but sigh, what he gave to Jiangnan, what he can give to Jiangnan is never less than others.However, his heart softened for a moment, and he endured everything, no matter how hard or tired he was, he gritted his teeth and endured it.No matter how much he was determined, he failed to catch up with Qin Qiuyan's destruction, and became the only one in Jiangnan's heart.

Maybe she's that kind of person, love or die, they're all the same.

Ji Mengxi was so sad that she seemed to be suffocating. The car drove slowly, a road that was neither long nor short, from the hospital to home, but the distance from the second ring road to the city center did not get home until midnight.

It was already two or three o'clock in the middle of the night when I lay down on the bed.It's not at all easier than staying in the hospital. The watch is thrown on the bedside, and the night is as quiet as water, making an even and continuous ticking sound.

The wedding day is approaching, leaving home to be busy.

(End of this chapter)