Mo Xiangqi: The next imperial concubine is going to leave the pavilion [The finale]

Chapter 228: The Heart of My Life 9
"Is the emperor dissatisfied with those two Persian beauties? The concubine will choose a better one for the emperor next time!" I said coldly, staring into his eyes.

"Xie Hongying!" He grabbed my jaw so hard that I felt the pain, "Do you really have a heart?"

"Heart?" I smiled and asked back, "The concubine was deceived for three years before, and ended up with the ruin of the country and family. These were all arranged by the emperor. Why do you still ask the concubine if she has heart?"

He stared at me blankly, and for a while Helian Yufeng sneered, he looked like those people in the red tent who were executed at that time, "Are you still thinking about An Zongbo?"

I looked sideways at him and continued to smile, but didn't answer. Such a response would make people even more angry, especially towards Helian Yufeng.

"Answer me!" Helian Yufeng asked while shaking my shoulder, his eyes were bloodshot.

Unable to stand him shaking vigorously, I bit his arm in a hurry, and taking advantage of the moment when he was stunned, I raised my hand and slapped Helian Yufeng with a loud sound, and I couldn't help being stunned.

He didn't dodge, he slapped me on one cheek, and there was blood at the corner of his mouth.

"Ying'er, is this the answer you gave me?"

"Helian Yufeng, you and An Zongbai both took advantage of my feelings and lurked in Beiyan for three years. I, Xie Hongying, let you manipulate me like a fool. It was the two of you who made me into what I am today. Caused, why do you question my heart? Why do you treat me like this!"

He rushed forward and pushed me down on the bed, roaring like a wounded beast, "I'll ask you again, is it because of An Zongbai?"

The unprecedented Helian Yufeng's voice trembled slightly, he was extremely angry, but restrained himself, and waited for my answer.Maybe the answer I give will make him want to tear me apart crazily!

"Anyway, it's not because of you!"

The last word came out, and I saw the pain from the bottom of his eyes...

Tortured like crazy all night, he used the most unbearable posture to force me to occupy me, I neither resisted nor obeyed, he became more and more crazy, at dawn, he went out of my bedroom, and left without looking back , and I was thrown aside like a battered doll.

Afterwards, the harem became lively in an instant, Helian Yufeng stayed with different concubines every night, but he never set foot here.

I quietly read books and copy Buddhist scriptures every day. Sometimes Xie Cheng took strangers to play, and I always thought it would be good to live like this.

A few months later, Anu came to me in the palace. I named her before, Xie Qingxuan, the former grandson Jin had a good impression of her. I didn't want her to waste her good time in this deep palace, so I let He Lian Yufeng decreed to marry them.

"Princess Sister, Anu is pregnant."

My fingers flicked the book and my voice was as flat as water. "Congratulations to my sister and young master Jin. Go back and have a good rest."

"Is the princess sincerely congratulating you?" Anu asked me back.

I put down the book and looked at the people in front of me. They all said that Anu was somewhat similar to me. At that time, I didn’t see how similar she was. Now that she is about to become a mother, I looked carefully and found out how similar she was. Similar to me.

"Don't worry, the emperor will care about family affection. Gong Zijin is his nephew after all, and your child will be safe forever." I stared at her but couldn't see her belly, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in my stomach. This feeling is strange but familiar.

"This child is..."

"I'll talk about it another day, I'm not feeling well." Frowning, I ordered Xie Cheng to send Anu back.

When Xie Cheng came back, I was lying beside the bed, dizzy from vomiting.

"Princess, why did you torture yourself like this?"

I stopped Xie Cheng who was about to hire an imperial doctor for me. I really don't know if this kind of torture came at the right time?I put my hand on my lower abdomen, the harem competition, and why Anu specially came to the palace to meet me and tell me about the pregnancy, I put it all to the back of my mind.

Counting the days, this child should have been in my womb for almost three months, and I didn't even feel it!Suddenly I remembered the lost child, and it was the same situation when he came.

I can't let others discover this secret, I'm not going to tell Helian Yufeng to him.

Having an heir in the harem is the only way to stabilize one's position. I don't think so. Having a child who belongs to me, who is by my side every day, seems to have everything.

Or it's too lonely in this deep palace, or I really need a child to accompany me, or maybe, deep down in my heart, I've always been looking forward to the arrival of a little life.

Qinger, I have chosen a name for this child, and I am here for Qing in this life.

Mother, it's only you, Qing'er!

No one will come to my bedroom, I happily talk to Qing'er every day, Xie Cheng is afraid that Mo Nian will leak his words, so he lies that I am sick and need to rest, and in private he often secretly sends me some supplements.

With Xie Cheng taking care of her and covering it up in many ways, Qing'er grew up peacefully until she was five months old, and she was about to be born in late autumn.

When I was five months old, I became cumbersome, because it was summer and I was particularly afraid of the heat. The first night I fell asleep was so hot that I couldn't sleep, so I simply got up and walked outside the bedroom to blow some air.

It was already late at night, and I felt tired, so I slowly turned around and went back. The candlelight in the bedroom stretched the figure obliquely, and I stopped walking immediately.

He was also surprised when he saw me. I was only wearing a thin shirt, which couldn't cover my bulging belly at all.

"It's hot today."

I heard the tension in his voice and saw some ice cubes on his side.

"I'm interested." I walked in slowly with my back supported, I've always been afraid of heat.

He quickly stepped forward to support me and looked into my eyes, but he subconsciously held my wrist hard, for fear that I would let him go.

"The concubine is fine, the emperor doesn't need to worry." I sat down with some difficulty.

Helian Yufeng's gaze stayed on my belly all the time, and finally he picked up the handkerchief in his sleeve and wiped my sweat for me.

"Ying'er, you hate me, but you are still willing to give birth to my child?" He asked softly with his lips pursed.

When we met suddenly, I thought there was nothing to say between them, but it wasn't.

"This is also a concubine's child."

Qing'er's birth was not smooth, and when all the medical girls were helpless, Ziyu, the national teacher of Xichu, came to the palace uninvited.

Ziyu was proficient in medical skills and saved Qing'er and me. At the same time, he also made a request that I promise to follow Qing'er to study up the mountain when he was three years old.

I was thinking about Qing'er's future arrangements. Qing'er is too young, and I still need to rely on Helian Yufeng's doting on me. Ziyu is the godlike national teacher of Western Chu. I wish he could protect Qing'er, so I did it at that time promised him.

I am very nervous about Qing'er. After the prince is born, he cannot be raised by his biological mother. For the first time in my life, I begged Helian Yufeng to let him promise to keep Qing'er by my side and I will raise the child.

Helian Yufeng agreed, I will keep Qing'er by my side, and put all my heart on him. Helian Yufeng will let me decide everything. When I raise Qing'er until she is three years old, I will hand over Qing'er Give sub-words to teach.

Without Qing'er by my side, I feel that life is difficult. In recent years, Helian Yufeng's concubines have added several princesses and princes for him. The youngest seven, Helian Xiao's biological mother passed away early, so I adopted him by my side Every year, I look forward to the few days when Qing'er returns to the palace.

In the next few years, my relationship with Helian Yufeng was neither good nor bad, he doted on me very much, and I was still an unparalleled imperial concubine in the palace.

It's just that I still remain lukewarm towards him. Most of the time, I am not by his side as an imperial concubine, but as a person who supports each other with him.

As foreign relatives of the four major clans, there was a one-sided momentum in the court. Helian Yufeng could not be close or alienated from Wei Yuan, and he had to be careful in handling the complicated government affairs in the court.

Young Master Jin, such an honest and gentle person, he is obsessed with piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and he is no match for the treacherous situation in the court.

Killing him is the method of the Four Great Clans to eradicate the remnants of the former prince. At the same time, it is also for me to show, and warn me not to be too sharp. My identity is just a subjugated princess. There is Prince Chen fighting for something.

Moderately remind Helian Yufeng of the importance of the four major clans in the court of Western Chu.

Helian Yufeng judged the situation and had to issue an order to kill the young master Jinman's family. Qing'er interceded for Anu and Chunshui, but Anu and Chunshui were still sent to the remote Yanzhou in the end.

(End of this chapter)