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Chapter 668 Gu Kai X Qin Xu Extra Story (6)

When Gu Kai woke up, he found that he had returned to the year when he was 13 years old, and returned to the past that he could not bear to look back on.

This is not a dream. His five senses are real. All the scenes in front of his eyes are real. No matter how many times he blinks, he is always in this place.

Everything in the family is the same as before, except that there is one person missing - Gu Linyu.

He has a happy family in this 'world', and he doesn't have an elder brother who hates him to the bone and takes pleasure in insulting and bullying him.

He asked all the servants at home, and everyone said there was no such person, and they all looked at the 'strange' him with worried eyes.

Gu Kai couldn't believe what they said. If there was no such person, what would his real experiences be?
Where is his wife, Qin Xu?Where is grandpa?What about him and Xu Xu's two bald children?Where are his friends?

Are those all his imagination?does not exist?

Gu Kai couldn't believe it, he couldn't imagine, if all this is fake, then what is his hatred all these years?
This body does not have any scars, Gu Kai wanted to deceive himself, everything in front of him is fake, this is even a dream.

Gu Kai hurts himself when he hits himself, and bleeds when he cuts his wrist. His actions, in the eyes of others, are crazy self-mutilation and mental problems.

They all said he was crazy, Gu Kai didn't mind what they said at all, he knew exactly what was going on with him.

The two of them sought a psychiatrist to see him, but Gu Kai refused to cooperate. He didn't need to see a doctor if he was not sick.

When Gu Kai faced these two people, he didn't know what attitude to use, and his mood was quite complicated.

He hated them. In reality, he didn't want to tell them anything, but in this 'world' they didn't do those things that hurt him.

They were very kind to him and cared about him very much. He was the only child in this family, and their care was sincere and without falsehood, which he could see.

Therefore, Gu Kai felt even more painful. His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams. The scenes of him and Qin Xu getting along were vivid in his mind. Memory is obviously more real and convincing.

Ms. Lin and Mr. Gu in this 'world' didn't feel sorry for him. Gu Kai couldn't speak ill of them in this 'world', but he couldn't let him get close to them and accept them without any grudges. .

This is too difficult for him with double memory.

Gu Kai really thinks that this 'world' is fake, how could there be no Gu Linyu?
If so, he can still convince himself that everything he feels now is abnormal and fake.

After struggling for a long time, he decided to let go of his grudges and ask Mr. Gu and Ms. Lin about Gu Linyu's news.

Lin Ru and Gu Qinghui didn't know why their son became so 'strange', they were surprised by his question, but they didn't hide it from him.

They told him that he did have an elder brother named Gu Linyu, but his elder brother died of a congenital heart attack when he was one year old.

When Gu Kai heard what they said, his first reaction was that this must be a dream, it's not real.

But he couldn't find any evidence that could prove that this 'world' was false.

Gu Kai felt that he was going crazy, he didn't know why he had different memories.

Numerous memory fragments flooded into his mind, Gu Kai's spirit was severely injured, and he hadn't recovered for several days, he didn't know what was going on.

Is he really sick?
Thinking that someone hurt him, thinking that his parents abandoned him, thinking that he fell in love with a girl who was "sick and sympathetic" with him, married her and had children, and lived a happy life by himself?

Gu Kai felt more bewildered and flustered than ever. After he couldn't find evidence at home that the world was false, he told Ms. Lin and Mr. Gu that he was going to the Fanhua Orphanage.

Lin Ru was puzzled, wondering why he wanted to go to the orphanage, he didn't care about these things on weekdays, so why would he go there properly?He also said that he would live for a while.

After checking where the place was, Lin Ru didn't agree, and became even more worried about his mental state.

Since he woke up, he seemed to be a different person. He always said some strange words, looked at them strangely, and had strong resistance. He seemed to hate them very much.

Gu Qinghui also disagreed with him going to that kind of place, that place was remote and backward, with inconvenient transportation, and others tried to get out of the mountains.

But he was clamoring to go into the mountain in a twitch, why should he go there properly?Gu Qinghui couldn't understand, feeling that he was very 'ill'.

But neither of them succeeded in persuading him. Gu Kai insisted on going. After they refused, he mutilated himself. They couldn't bear the pain, so they could only follow his wishes.

Gu Kai knew that they had misunderstood his intention to cut his wrist, but he didn't explain it. He just wanted to go back and wake up from this dream.

But this didn't make him sober, Gu Kai was a little desperate, he didn't expect to make a mistake and let them misunderstand.

They agreed to let him go to the Fanhua Welfare Institute, and the blood was not in vain.

This time, he was no longer the poor man who was expelled by Gu Linyu to the Fanhua Welfare Institute, and was sent here passively, but he came here voluntarily.

Gu Kai desperately wants to confirm his guess, this 'world' is fake.

He wanted to come here to see Qin Xu. If he could see Qin Xu here, then this 'world' would be fake.

The scenery along the way was exactly the same as what he saw in reality, and Gu Kai was startled.

Whether in reality or in what he considers to be a 'false world', he had never been here before the age of 13.

It stands to reason that he shouldn't have memories of this place, and he wouldn't feel familiar.

But the plants and trees here, and the familiar faces around them are all exactly the same as what he saw in reality.

How is this going?

Gu Kai glanced around, taking in all the people and things nearby, his mind was shocked, his hands slightly tightened, and he kept rubbing the water stains on his fingertips, feeling that this was too unbelievable.

Which memory is the real one?
　At the beginning, Yaya wanted to write about Gu Kai and Qin Xu's childhood, but Yaya felt that their childhood experience was too miserable, a bit abusive, and it would be uncomfortable to read, so let's write a warm and strange experience.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)