Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 1011 Burning heart and falling into the city, marriage in prosperity (4)
At this moment, he is also remembering.

It's just that compared to the fuzziness in Song Chuxi's memory, the images in his mind are vivid, every detail is real and clear, and there are even some feelings that will still be there when he thinks about it now. its environment.

That night, when they rushed out from the Northern Mongolian army, he really had such a thought, he had a kind of idea that was about to move, and he thought passionately that it might be possible to subvert the imperial power in this world.

He had no ambitions, but was simply bewitched by the fighting woman in front of him.

She doesn't have the looks of a city, she doesn't have alluring eyes, but she is the flood of disaster flowing in his heart, able to lure him to willingly jump into the bottomless abyss.

At that moment, he even quickly planned a preliminary plan for returning to Beijing to seize the throne in a single thought, until——

The army returned to the camp triumphantly in the morning light. At that time, he thought she was in a daze, and sat hesitantly on the horseback for a long time without moving. He casually walked over to help her off the horse, and accidentally touched her vest with his palm, which was cold and sticky of ice slag.

It was at that time that her cold sweat broke out like rain, and the half-broken arrow was buried in her body for a whole night. She didn't make a sound until Doctor Ruan came to pull it out for her, and she even joked with her. He joked that it is inevitable for people to be on the battlefield.

She can talk and laugh happily and take all of this for granted, but he—

But suddenly lose courage.

"Nothing is more important than life, power over the world is not as stable as this world." That day and night, she had a high fever and fell into a coma, and he stayed in her tent every step of the way.

In the struggle for imperial power, the thorns and dangers on that road are far more tragic and fierce than the fighting on this battlefield. There are not only real swords and guns fighting, but also countless behind-the-scenes conspiracies.

He was tired of Emperor Chengwu's suspicion and cold-blooded use. It was not a difficult decision to fight to the death or to gamble with one's life. He gave up without thinking for a moment.

That road, she said she would walk with him.

but--

He didn't want to take her with him.

She fell into a sleepy sleep for a long time, but when she finally woke up exhausted, he seemed to have completely forgotten the agreement between him and her that afternoon before he left, and never said a word about it. carry.

Such a matter that is related to the overall situation of the world and life and death, he is the party involved, even if she clearly remembers that what he said to her was not wishful thinking in her dream, but as the party concerned, since he never mentions it Of course, she couldn't bring it up again.

So that incident was just an insignificant episode that happened, but was quickly forgotten without a trace.

Except for each other, no one in this huge dynasty knew that the world was once dangerous, and a huge storm was almost set off, but finally disappeared silently on the way.

He really wants to regard her peace and joy as the only thing in his life that needs to be striven for and protected with all his strength.

But good luck tricks people, he thought he could live a long life, but in the end he only achieved a lot of unspeakable regrets that he had nowhere to say.

From that moment of love...

Back then that thought...

is it wrong?Did you choose the wrong one?Did all the failures and mistakes come from there?

Questions that he hadn't thought about before, but recently, he has been asking himself frequently and constantly.

If he hadn't had such worries back then, if he could have been more decisive back then, maybe—

But her existence is the weakness in his heart, a weakness that he cannot overcome by himself.

I can't let her take risks, I don't want her to bear such an uncertain future with him.

A sigh was ultimately not suitable for such an occasion, he let it circle around and slowly dissipate in his heart.

After a long wait by all officials, the couple finally boarded the high altar together.

The eunuch in charge of ceremonies sang the final procedure of the ceremony and auspicious words in a high voice, while Yin Zhan held Song Chuxi in his hands and sprinkled the sacrificial wine on the altar together.

Among the crowd watching the ceremony nearby, Yin Shao watched with a blank face, mockingly evoked a mocking and cold smile as much as possible.

These two, this pair of adulterers, actually demonstrated like a protest. After betraying him together, they are here again today, in front of all civil and military officials, and all the subjects of the world. Ritual of Betrayal?

His woman, his princess who he once carried in eight palanquins, has transformed into someone else's bride, and it's annoying and ridiculous that he still stands here to watch the ceremony, and he will talk to them in person after a while Congratulations?

How is this possible?
How could he, Yin Shao, let such a thing happen?

The emperor's physical condition is not good, and the process of Yin Zhan's wedding is very complicated, time-consuming and labor-intensive, so at this moment, a servant moved a chair over, and he was sitting by the side to watch the ceremony.

Recently, when he was ill, his complexion was already very bad, but now it can't be seen that because of this wedding, his complexion is actually a bit more ugly.

Yin Shu stood behind him.

It seemed that in this short period of one month, this boy had grown and changed a lot.

His black eyes were dark, and his handsome face was set off by an overly calm and serious expression, which made the facial lines look a bit angular and resolute.

Compared with Yin Shao, his expression can be said to be much more normal, but under the sleeves where no one can see, his palms are tightly clenched into fists, and he pinches his palms with his nails. The pain even makes him The lip color has some inconspicuous slight whitening.

All the scenes in front of him were as bright red as blood, irritating his eyes all the time.

In the vast sea of ​​people, he couldn't see her face. If he hadn't come here today, I'm afraid even he wouldn't believe it. He was still deceiving himself and others under the current situation, just because He couldn't see her face under the hijab, so he refused to admit that the woman in front of him who was about to sign a three-life covenant with others step by step was her.

Yin Shao thought that if he found out her so-called past, he would abandon her like a shoe, right?

How wonderful it would be if that were the case.

But in fact it is not.

His feelings and obsession with her have not changed, the only thing that has changed——

It was even more difficult for him to accept the fact that she finally pushed him away without hesitation today, and married Yin Zhan without hesitation.

But no matter how unwilling he is to admit it, after all——

(End of this chapter)