Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 1015 From now on, shall I be Nuan Nuan's mother? (3)
And then maybe there's a more distant scene.

It was the last New Year's Eve she spent in the army in Beichuan. At that time, the Beimeng people had retreated steadily and were almost completely restricted.

That New Year's Eve, they had a relatively relaxed time, but they also did not dare to take it lightly.

The holidays in the army were already dull, so after eating the New Year's Eve dinner with the soldiers in the army, Yin Zhan proposed to take a casual walk.

She walked absently with him.

It was cold and windy at night, especially in the second half of the night. At that time, the two chatted occasionally along the way, and she couldn't remember what they said, but in the end they left the camp gate unknowingly and walked behind the barracks on a hillside.

Because it was too cold, she rubbed her hands and stomped her feet and proposed to go back.

He suddenly grabbed her hand and pulled her aside.

In the grass over there, he didn't know when someone came to hide two Kongming lanterns.

"The fifteenth day of the year is the Lantern Festival. I shouldn't be here when I return to Beijing, so let's celebrate together in advance." He said, although she was reluctant, he still held hands and forced her to follow along with the lantern.

She has never understood his sudden childishness at times, and always scoffs at him.

But the higher the official ranks, the more she can't help but give him face.

That night, she endured the cold and accompanied him to blow the cold wind in the middle of the night on the hillside.

On the snowy field in Beichuan, the wind is particularly strong in winter. He seems to have explored the terrain in advance, and it is actually very suitable for lighting. The two lights flew higher and higher in the vast starry sky full of stars, and finally even vaguely caused people to have hallucinations. , I feel that they are integrated with the stars.

"Can you still fly so high?" She teased casually.

"The higher you fly, the better your vision!" Behind her, he said like this: "When I return to Beijing in the future, I will ask someone to make a big Kongming lantern and take you to see the most prosperous night scene in the capital. At that time, you will know that the so-called King's Landing is only under your and my feet."

She only thought he was joking on the spur of the moment and looked back.

At that time, the man's face was radiant.

She didn't care about it at the time, but when she suddenly recalled it today, it seemed that it was the first time that she saw from him the pure beauty that should belong to a boy of his age at that time.

"The mountains and rivers are magnificent. How can we know their magnificence and beauty when we are in them? You must stand in the world and watch them from a distance." With an excited expression on his face, he said firmly: "When the time comes I'll take you away, I'll take you to see!"

At that time, she didn't seem to understand.

Maybe it was because he broke the agreement with her to overthrow the country and subvert the imperial power last time, and was as proud as he was, so he took such an opportunity to explain and explain to her.

At that time, it seemed that she just laughed off what he said and did, and never thought about it in detail. Maybe there was a deeper meaning in any of his words.

During this night, he suddenly recalled a lot, and at the same time, he suddenly understood a lot of his thoughts.

He'd been serious about doing whatever he'd promised her to her face, even though she didn't know it, and probably never would.

Song Chuxi secretly squeezed the worn-out manual in his sleeve.

The brochure recorded various methods of making Kongming lanterns, and Yin Li probably stole it from him. The brochure was already very old, but in the end, although he failed to fulfill his promise, he took her to overlook the bustling imperial capital from a high place. landscape.

but--

But he also let her know through Yin Li that Kongming lanterns can really take people to the sky.

Song Chuxi raised her head, and the tears she had endured for a long time finally rolled down her cheeks silently.

All along, it seemed that she was pushing him.

He tried his best to give her all the best he could, and she—

But it has been missed and failed.

To him, this dynasty's wealth and honor have always been the shackles of his heart, but for her, he resolutely drew the ground into a prison, trapped himself in it, and was desperately prepared to fight for it?
Constantly recalling the past, Song Chuxi's thoughts were chaotic for a while, and there was a short blank for a while, until she felt Yin Li beside her pulling her sleeve.

"Brother Qi said before that this can be used to make a wish. I put it in the sky, and the fairy lady in the sky will see it, and the father and king will get better." The little girl said, keeping her neck up, using a Staring at the lamp in the sky in an obviously unpleasant position.

"Nuannuan..." Song Chuxi wanted to tell her that there are no fairy maidens in the sky, but seeing the serious and determined expression of the child, all the words were choked in her throat, and she couldn't say anything.

She stopped talking, but looked at the children beside her with complicated and sad emotions.

After a while, Yin Li slowly turned his head to look at her, and asked, "Sister Chuchu, when do you think this lamp will be seen by the fairy lady?"

"Soon!" Song Chuxi reluctantly replied.

She couldn't break the child's little expectations and wishes, so she quickly wiped the corners of her eyes, then held her fingers and said, "It's getting late, let's not stay here, shall we go back?"

Yin Li's eyes suddenly dimmed for no reason.

Song Chuxi could clearly feel her little hand trying to retreat in her palm, but she failed because she was holding her too tightly.

An unconcealable panic flashed in the child's eyes.

Song Chuxi suddenly understood——

In fact, she must have been running away, she didn't want to go back to face Yin Zhan, and she didn't want to face the reality that she couldn't bear.

"Nuannuan, we've been out for a long time." Song Chuxi suppressed her mood, and patiently advised her, "I still have something to do, so I'll send you back to bed first?"

She couldn't even bear to mention Yin Zhan in front of this child.

Yin Li seemed to be struggling and hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

Song Chuxi took her hand and walked down the path behind the rockery, walked through half of the garden, and stopped under the hanging flower gate.

"Go back to sleep with the girl first, and I'll see you later." She knelt down and touched the child's cold face.

Yin Li looked at her, wondering what he was thinking, and nodded hesitantly for a long while.

Song Chuxi stopped a girl passing by, and handed Yin Li to her, "Take the little princess back to sleep first, it's getting late, don't tell her to go away."

"Yes!" The girl agreed.

Song Chuxi smiled at Yin Li again, stroked her hair, then hurriedly turned to look at Yin Zhan.

(End of this chapter)