Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 1034 I am a beauty trick, do you want it? (2)
No one knew the inside story, but Song Chuxi was a little curious about it.

"What happened later?" Song Chuxi asked again.

She didn't bother to care about whether these past events were memories or burdens for Yin Zhan, but she just felt that it was a good feeling to lie in his arms and listen to his voice in the dead of night at this moment.

Yin Zhan's hand stroked her back lightly one after another, and he smiled softly, "Actually...she just overestimated herself."

It wasn't to get angry with that man, and it wasn't that he had to care about whether the concubine or the later one was. It was just that the humiliation gave him too strong feelings in the end.

She said she would not marry, and then she left resolutely. He didn't force it, and it wasn't because he didn't care, but because he didn't want to force her to stay by his side just because of love.

It is true that Yin Zhan is not a good storyteller, so half-stopping in this way makes people feel confused.

"What happened later?" Even though Song Chuxi was not someone who liked to ask the bottom line of everything, she still raised her hand in dissatisfaction and rubbed his chin vigorously.

"After that, they haven't seen each other for about ten years." Yin Zhan sighed slightly, regardless of her hands stroking his face, "But lovesickness became a disaster. After we separated, the mother and concubine had a knot in her heart, and her body became weak. Not very well, often sick, until later, she returned to his side."

In fact, it is really not as soul-stirring and lingering as it is rumored in the world.

He is a man who loves her, but before that, he is an emperor first, because she can live alone because of his love in her heart.

Isn't his love more precious than his body, or even any position around him?
She got it and was satisfied.

That woman is undoubtedly a character, but she is just a matter of love——

She just overestimated herself.

Yin Zhan's story is not well told or pleasant.

Song Chuxi remained silent for a long time.

He looked down at her again.

Song Chuxi raised his head to meet his gentle gaze, and he said, "She never mentioned the matter between her and the emperor in front of me, but my grandmother told me that she was better when she was alone than later." When following him, I am more frank and happier.”

But at that time, her health was getting worse and worse, and it shouldn't be impossible for her to grow old and die slowly with the love in her heart alone, but she always thought that in her lifetime, she should truly accompany her. Be by his side, accompany him, spend some time together...

In the end, she was nothing more than a woman wandering all her life.

"Actually, I don't like women like her who tie all my emotions to a man." After a while of silence, Yin Zhan said again.

I don't like it, but in the end, I turned myself into a person like her, pouring all of myself into a woman.

Is it helpless?But this feeling is really half involuntary.

It wasn't a complaint that could be called a complaint, but it suddenly made Song Chuxi feel sad.

She got up from her arms and looked at her with complicated eyes.

Yin Zhan smiled, raised his hand to caress her creamy cheeks, "Isn't it a story of joy and joy that makes you think wildly?"

He was born with a cold and arrogant temperament. In fact, the way he smiled was not as bright as the sun flooding, but it was warm and soft, which made people feel ironed and peaceful.

Song Chuxi looked at his facial features at a close distance. To be honest, it was because he was too familiar. Although he had always known that he was handsome, in fact, no matter how he looked at him, he would not feel amazing anymore. But the more familiar he felt, every time When you look at it carefully, you will feel that it is all deeply engraved and buried in her heart. It is not the kind of surprise and stimulation from outside, but a feeling that comes out from the bottom of her heart, throbbing inexplicably. Has been integrated into the same feeling of bone and blood.

And she said to this man, since when did she have this feeling?
Song Chuxi didn't remember.

It's just that at this moment, she doesn't want to see him unhappy, and she is also very afraid that she will be separated from him again.

"I won't let you be like her." After holding back for a while in silence, Song Chuxi looked into his eyes and said solemnly word by word.

The firmness in her eyes made Yin Zhan suddenly stunned, and the smile froze on his face.

She didn't avoid the searching look in his eyes, she still looked at him, and said seriously: "Yuanxiu, I know, I have a lot of bad things, and I can do very little for you, but you are good to me, I don’t feel nothing. I didn’t think about accepting it before, but—I think you deserve better. After all, feelings are a luxury for me. But I didn’t think , Because of me, you will live so hard in these years, I always thought that as long as I leave, you can stop and turn around and forget, I——I really never want to see you sad. "

She has never rejected him, nor is she not happy to have him by her side, but——

Because I was too aware of my identity and situation, I never had any delusional thoughts from the very beginning.

When he was in the army at the age of 14, she saw him from the crowd for the first time. At that time, he rode by, arrogant and indifferent. She didn't dare to look at his outline in a hurry.

She was carrying a secret that could lead to death at any time. A thin and lonely girl, holding a knife reluctantly, in a completely unfamiliar environment, even took a breath with trembling apprehension.

In the harsh winter of that day, the two armies were at war. She had just arrived and had not fought a few battles with her, and she was not used to killing people at first.

That battle lasted from noon to evening, because it was almost the last battle of the year, and the soldiers were exceptionally brave. Although the process was a bit difficult, they finally won a complete victory.

She led people to clear the battlefield and meet the wounded soldiers. She had just turned over half of the mountain when she met a group of Northern Mongolians who came out at some time and were using the woods to take cover from the ridge here. Yin Zhan and others who directed the sweeping of the battlefield shot in the back.

She led one or two hundred people, who were either old or weak, and had no combat power at all. At that time, she couldn't bear to think about it. She quickly grabbed the horse's longbow and shot the arrow without thinking.

There was a scream from the top of the mountain, and Yin Zhan was naturally startled.

All around him were elite troops, and the enemy would still be able to sneak attack. With such a small force, it was impossible to head-on.

Having just suffered a defeat, the Northern Mongolian people were already annoyed. Seeing this, they decided not to attack Yin Zhan again, and turned their heads towards her.

(End of this chapter)