Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 789 Allow me an afterlife, okay? (4)
Yin Zhan didn't care about her, and while she was in a daze, he put a cloak on Song Chuxi and dragged her out the door.

Yin Li sneaked over after going to bed at night, because the two rooms were close to each other, so she didn't wear much clothes, and when she was in a hurry, she stomped her feet and started shouting, "Baiying! Baiying—"

The child started to make a fuss, and his voice was especially loud. Song Chuxi's scalp was tense as he walked in the yard, but Yin Zhan was calm and pulled her by the wrist and walked out of the yard without looking back.

The two walked out into the garden, followed closely by her crane cloak, and Yin Li, who looked chubby, came out with two maidservants.

Yin Zhan glanced back from the corner of his eye, pulled Song Chuxi to walk a few steps quickly, then turned his feet, and flashed behind the wall of a row of palaces next to him.

Yin Li rushed over and ran after him without seeing anyone.

"Princess! Princess, please slow down!" The two girls ran after anxiously, and disappeared after a while.

Song Chuxi hid behind the wall and watched, always felt that the roundness of the powder balls running was funny, so she kept watching as if watching the excitement, without realizing it, Yin Zhan's eyes had been there for a moment since the beginning glue stuck to her face.

"This little girl is easy to fool sometimes." Seeing Yin Li walking away, Song Chuxi looked away teasingly.

Then when he raised his head, he met Yin Zhan's bottomless eyes immersed in the dense night.

Song Chuxi's heart trembled slightly, all expressions froze on his face, and he said stiffly, "What are you looking at me like that for?"

She just avoided his gaze subconsciously.

Yin Zhan saw it, his eyes suddenly darkened, and he asked in an unclear tone: "Come out with me, are you so reluctant?"

"You—" Song Chuxi hesitated for a moment before raising his eyes to meet his gaze again, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

He stayed in the palace for a long time last night, but he never mentioned what happened during it. Song Chuxi could feel that something must have happened during it.

"How can I hide my affairs from you? It depends on whether you want to know." Yin Zhan responded ambiguously.

Only when she deliberately avoided and didn't want to know his mind, would he have secrets in front of her.

Song Chuxi choked on him.

But she has said many times about the refusal, and now she is too embarrassed to say so casually.

So she forced the corners of her lips to be calm, "Just say what you have to say, Nuan Nuan knows that you have deceived her, and she should find it in a while."

"Take Liao Sulan with you, let's go together." Yin Zhan said suddenly, with a bitter tone.

Song Chuxi's heartbeat stopped suddenly, and her eyes widened in disbelief.

"You shouldn't meddle in this chaos in the capital. I know what you're doing, but maybe—" Taking a deep breath, Yin Zhan said, but in the middle of the sentence, he was obviously irritated and hesitated to speak , flung his sleeves and walked aside.

The reason why Song Chuxi has such a deep obsession is mostly because of her hatred for the Yin family. If he confesses everything and returns Yin Li to her, it should calm her down a lot ,But--

However, he hesitated a few times when he reached the point of his mouth.

It's not because I'm afraid of the storm that will follow after shaking off the truth, but because I can foresee——

Once he returns Yin Li to her, the existence of this child will become the biggest weakness in her life again.

The situation in front of her is completely out of control. It is simply impossible for Song Chuxi to put aside the past and retreat completely. Even if she is willing to give in now, people like Yin Shao will never agree to let her withdraw like this And back.

He is selfish, but that selfishness is not because he doesn't want to part with Yin Li, but because he can't give her another heavy burden under the situation where she is already struggling.

So, knowing that she would hate and suffer pain if he kept it from her like this, he still became hesitant several times when the truth could be blurted out.

Song Chuxi couldn't take care of the struggles and contradictions in Yin Zhan's heart.

She just clenched her fists tightly and remained silent without saying a word.

Seeing her like this, Yin Zhan gave up struggling in contradiction for a moment.

He closed his eyes fiercely, "I'm really sorry for everything back then, Mrs. Liao's matter, Liao Sulan's matter, and—"

"Stop talking." Song Chuxi interrupted him loudly.

She came out from the shadow of the wall, with a cold expression on her face, "I know, in fact, a lot of things can be attributed to accidents. My mother died just because she had no love in her life, not Yin Shaohe. Due to the persecution of those in the Liao family, the reason why Su Lan went to Beijing was also her own decision. As long as I explain it this way, I have enough reasons to convince myself that I will stop worrying about the past But Yin Zhan, I'm really not a generous enough person. Even so, I can't cover up the fact that Yin Shao and his son have forced them all to nowhere for their own selfishness. I can't take all of this as just one Coincidence or accident, you know the ins and outs of all this better than me. From the very beginning, this was a trap set by their father and son. In order to seize power and maintain their reputation as a great virtuous monarch, they wanted both fame and fortune. I must be willing to be their stepping stone? Then I endured everything back then, but what did I gain by swallowing my anger? Even if you want to persuade me that the dead are dead and the past is hard to remember, I can’t live in this place. Time has stopped. How much they trampled on me back then, today I will get back even my capital with interest, and there is no room for compromise."

Song Chuxi's words were harsh and resolute.

She belonged to the Liao clan, and her family was ruined. If this was the end of her father's lifelong loyalty to the Yin Dynasty, then she would not be reconciled, and would definitely overthrow all of this and settle all the old accounts.

"Shaorong—" Yin Zhan couldn't tell whether it was self-blame or helplessness in Yin Zhan's tone.

He turned around, put his hands on her shoulders, and forced her to look at him, "In front of you is the entire Beidi court. Back then, you knew how to compromise, why now—"

"But my compromise is useless." Song Chuxi sneered desolately.

She no longer evaded, and looked straight at Yin Zhan with a look of deep hatred, "I have already been willing to be a pawn, went to Yin Shao's side, obeyed him, killed and set fire for him, and avoided people for him Eyes and ears, I have already retreated so far, and in the end, he still did not let me go. Yuanxiu, you should know that I have tried my best, and I have already reached that point at the beginning, how do you want me to continue? Compromise? I don't care about the three years of soldiers and horses, how many times I fought to the death to protect the peaceful world for their Yin family, but I can't bear it. After I did so many things for them, I only got What's more, as you have seen, today, I and their court in Beidi have long been at odds with each other, and everything will not end here if I am willing to give up."

(End of this chapter)