Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 914 I, the Song family, and you are at odds! (1)
Forget it?

She didn't want to pursue that woman, nor did she want to argue with that woman?

But as far as Song Chuxi knew, the Empress Dowager Song was not a person who would suffer from being dumb casually.

"Aunt, don't you still want me to fall out with Duanmu's family?" Song Chuxi asked, but before she could answer, she said, "You know, I can't just let it go."

Her tone was very cold. Although she tried her best to suppress her emotions, it was not difficult to find that there was a lot of anger behind her.

Regardless of whether the Empress Dowager Song minded it or not, she would retaliate, so it was impossible to pretend that nothing had happened today.

"Why bother?" As a last resort, the Empress Dowager Song could only speak again bitterly, "In the end...it's all my own will."

With some difficulty, she turned her head around again, groped to find Song Chuxi's hand, and grabbed her fingertips with a little force.

She didn't speak, but the look in her eyes was extremely sad, and she just kept looking at Song Chuxi.

It was a silent begging.

"Not for Nantang, not for the Song family, just for him?" Song Chuxi confirmed.

The Empress Dowager Song was not a narrow-minded person, but it was her grace and grandeur that deceived everyone.In the eyes of the former emperor and the emperor, even Song Chuxi, she thought from the very beginning that the Queen Mother Song lost her life for the righteousness of the world and for her homeland.

However, this woman, who should have had a rough heart, has been so contemptuous of pettiness in her life.

Seeing her make herself like this for a man, Song Chuxi felt indescribably angry.

Not because of her infatuation and stubbornness, but because of the man's attitude towards her.

Faced with a junior, the Empress Dowager Song was also embarrassed.

She looked away from Song Chuxi's face again, and sighed, "It's all over."

Yes, it's all over.

Her whole life has passed, is there any other hurdle that will always lie in front of her?

"Auntie, why do you entrust your life to someone who doesn't care about your life or death at all?" Song Chuxi finally couldn't help but retort.

Empress Dowager Song made it like this, she shouldn't have hit her at this time, but she couldn't suppress her temper no matter what.

"This is the catastrophe of my life." The Empress Dowager Song lay there on her back, her face still extremely calm, she looked at the beam above her head, but her eyes were far-reaching, as if she had penetrated something and looked at another person that no one else could see "Who told me to meet him? He is the catastrophe of this life, and I will never get out."

She has always been an arrogant person, but only in that matter, she felt disrespectful.

Maybe she didn't feel that she owed Yue Shi anything, but just gave up on herself.

"But—does he love you? After you gave up everything for him and were willing to be the pawn of the Song family and the Duanmu family for so many years, does he love you?" Song Chuxi asked.

Although she couldn't accuse Queen Mother Song of being wrong, it was her personal feelings after all, but——

For such a man, she exiled herself into what she is today, no matter how you look at it, it seems like a joke.

"I know, you will think that I'm insulting myself, but after so many years, it's too late to say anything, and - from the very beginning, all of this was just my wishful thinking." The Queen Mother Song said lightly, with a tone of voice Happy but sad.

Her expression was calm, without any reconciliation.

"Aunt—" Song Chuxi opened his mouth, but the words stuck in his throat again. After a long delay, he managed to suppress his emotions and said, "He's not worth what you're doing, and nothing is more important than your own life and death." .Don’t wrong yourself anymore, why do you let yourself suffer these injuries? Should Nantang be lost or defended—since the men of the Duanmu family have ambitions, let them do it on their own.”

"Xi'er, do you resent me?" Queen Mother Song asked suddenly.

Song Chuxi choked, pursed the corners of her lips, and said nothing.

Empress Dowager Song's expression became a little bit more guilty, she shook her hand again with thin and cold fingers, and said in a sad tone: "Before I concealed it from you, I have never put Duanmu and our Song family together. The agreement between them tells you that you have taken many detours and suffered a lot. I know that I don't deserve you to be sad for me today, Xi'er, I am a selfish person, I—"

"Aunt, stop talking." Song Chuxi interrupted her.

Because the empress dowager Song's concealment did make her do a lot of useless work for nothing.In fact, when she asked herself, she didn't mind at all. In her life, what she hated the most was being manipulated by others.

but--

She couldn't hate this woman anymore.

Because of Su Lan's death, she suddenly had a lot of feelings in her heart. Su Lan saw Pang Jing die in front of her eyes, and many years passed as if nothing had happened, but she knew that after Yin Jie's death, she was really alive. Nothing to love, she will die, in fact——

It's not necessarily that Yin Shao's net made her nowhere to go, but——

She really didn't want to live anymore.

For an irrelevant child, Liao Sulan almost forced the love of her life to death with her own hands. Song Chuxi didn't dare to think how she survived step by step these years.

She is a hard-hearted woman, she can't understand the unforgettable relationship between Su Lan and Queen Mother Song for a man, but——

A woman can do this for a man, what right does she have to blame or blame?

Just because of her own cold-bloodedness, other people's warm-blooded feelings seem all the more precious.

In the final analysis, the Empress Dowager Song is nothing more than an infatuation, just crazy about love.

"Auntie, do you—want to see him?" Taking a deep breath, Song Chuxi finally softened her tone and looked at Queen Mother Song again.

Empress Dowager Song's dull eyes suddenly had an extremely complex light and shadow floating, first shocked, then panicked, and finally——

It turned into unspeakable embarrassment and guilt again.

Song Chuxi knew just by looking at her expression that her guess had hit the truth again.

Taking a deep breath, she stood up.

"Xi—" Empress Dowager Song tried to grab her in a panic, but it was too late.

And if she moved violently for a while, the wound was involved, and she had to lie back on the couch again.

Song Chuxi strode towards the door.

"Miss Fourth—" Nanny Zhuang pushed the door open in a panic, looked at Song Chuxi with a shocked and guilty expression, opened her mouth, and hesitated to speak.

(End of this chapter)