Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 963 That night, it was you (5)
Yin Zhan had no intention of paying attention to her for the time being, but just looked at Song Chuxi carefully and said, "Nuannuan her—"

Judging from Yin Li's state, Song Chuxi didn't say anything to her either.

The corners of Song Chuxi's lips curved slightly, showing a slightly bitter smile, "This kind of thing, adults can't accept it, let alone her, how can I explain it?"

Yin Li is only a six-year-old child. For so long, she has always thought that her own mother is no longer alive. How can she explain it now?Tell her that her mother came back from the dead and became a very different person?

Yin Li couldn't accept it, and she wouldn't believe it either.

Song Chuxi smiled, raised his hand and touched Yin Li's hair, "Let's talk about this later, don't you want to go back to Beijing? Get ready!"

After speaking, she turned around and walked out.

It happened that Baiying was coming back with food outside, Yin Zhan was not thinking about it at all, he gave Yin Li a few words, and then hurried out, just after leaving the gate, he saw Song Chuxi with his arms folded, leaning against the base of the wall next to him Close your eyes and rest.

Hearing his footsteps, Song Chuxi opened his eyes and stood up straight.

As she walked over, Yin Zhan suddenly became inexplicably nervous, and the corners of his lips were tensed, and he looked at her motionlessly.

Song Chuxi walked up to him and stood still, looking him straight in the eyes, "Yuxiu, I've thought about it, I want to live with Nuan Nuan, I've given up on her once before, this time I can't do it no matter what arrive."

Yin Zhan had vaguely guessed what she was going to say, but he didn't feel joy in his heart, instead he stared at her with a frown and asked, "So—"

"I—" Song Chuxi opened her mouth, feeling that she was in the wrong, so she hesitated for a while.

She lowered her head and raised her head again, then took a deep breath, met Yin Zhan's eyes again, and said word by word: "Yuanxiu, why don't we give it a try?"

really--

Yin Zhan only felt that a gust of cold wind suddenly blew through his heart, cooling him to the end.

His face was calm, or he looked at her blankly at all.

"Nuannuan, she can't live without you!" Song Chuxi said, because of the entanglement in his heart, he became a little incoherent, "I have never fulfilled my responsibility as a mother to her in these years, Yuanxiu, I want to make it up to her, But I don't know what to do."

She can't snatch Yin Li from Yin Zhan's side by force, so for the present plan, this is the only way to go.

Although, this is very unfair to Yin Zhan.

"Do you love me?" Yin Zhan asked suddenly.

Song Chuxi couldn't lie to him, she lowered her eyes silently.

Then Yin Zhan laughed at himself.

"If you want to recognize her back, I will find a way to make her accept you. You don't have to force yourself to be bound to me in this way." He let out a long breath, and his face quickly returned to normal He said lightly: "Nuan Nuan is Nuan Nuan, I am me!"

What he said was somewhat angry.

Song Chuxi felt guilty and ashamed, and finally had to try again against her will, "Is this - really not possible?"

Yin Zhan shook his head.

Song Chuxi understood his decision only at that moment.

His pride still does not allow him to compromise like this.

It would be fine if he didn't have her in his heart at all, but now——

He couldn't allow himself to accept a feeling that was given by charity.

It is because of love that we cannot settle for the second best.

He can give everything for her because he loves her, but in this relationship, he always keeps a bottom line for himself.

Yin Zhan's bottom line——

That is, in this relationship, absolutely equal intentions.

He has always been such a proud and stubborn person, was, and still is!
"Pack up and get ready to go. Something happened over there. I'll tell you the specific situation on the way!" Yin Zhan said.

Not far ahead, Wei Heng had been waiting for him for a long time, he stepped forward, and when he was about to pass by Song Chuxi, he paused again, sighed and said: "This clothes—you should change it. Bar."

Song Chuxi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect why he would say this suddenly, and couldn't help but look him up and down.

"Didn't you look in the mirror before you went out in the morning?" Seeing her dazed expression, Yin Zhan felt a little better, and joked, "This dress really doesn't suit you!"

After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for Song Chuxi to respond this time, he just staggered away from her and walked over.

Song Chuxi hadn't recovered for a while, so she stood outside the yard and listened to their master and servant talking as they walked away.

Wei Heng reported the latest news from the capital in a succinct manner, but couldn't help but glance at Song Chuxi who was left behind from the corner of his eye. Why didn't you agree to the proposal?"

"Should I agree?" Yin Zhan asked back.

"You don't always..."

"But her mind is not here. If I use such a reason to force her to compromise, it will only make her unhappy for the rest of her life. Although I don't mind taking second place, I can't be so selfish." Yin Zhan said, with a self-deprecating tone, " But if I really wanted to do this, I would have done it back then, so why wait until now? I don’t want her to have a knot in her heart while submitting to me, and refuse to face me with sincerity!”

Her wishes are always more important than his wishes.

He doesn't need her compromise, if the relationship between the two becomes just to maintain this nominal relationship between each other and develop to the point where they can only play on occasion——

That was the last thing he wanted to see.

He let her go, but he could never completely let go of her sincerity——

Whether as a friend or an ally, you must spare no effort to have a place in her heart in order to get rid of those regrets in the past in this life.

The place he wants is in her heart, not——

Exists only by her side.

(End of this chapter)