Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 990 Brother?couple? ! (4)
There is actually no way to make such a choice, no matter how you choose, it is all wrong.

He said he chose her, but would she forgive him, for the sake of his so-called love, he abandoned his own daughter who had grown up in his palm?
He said to choose Nuannuan, and she would say: Look, in fact, the most important person in your heart is not me. You will not feel regretful if you have me or not.

So he secretly changed the concept and gave her such an extremely smooth answer, which left her completely speechless and had no way to continue to pursue it.

He would never leave his daughter behind, but—

But he put her life as if his own life was more valuable.

What can she say?What else can she say-

The smile on Song Chuxi's face disappeared silently, but she just looked at him with complicated and bitter eyes.

Yin Zhan raised his hand and used his fingertips to brush away a strand of hair hanging from her sideburns, then looked at her helplessly and said, "Stop thinking about it, okay? I know you value warmth. It seems that I am so incompetent, can't I protect both of you at the same time? Since you think this capital is dangerous, since you have hidden worries, then listen to you and let us escape as soon as possible. If there is anything else If things are embarrassing for you, then you don’t need to worry about them, I’m here for everything.”

Finally, he alluded to Duanmuqi.

Song Chuxi originally wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it because he was so blocked.

But obviously, he also misunderstood something.

"You think too much, I'm not because of him, there's never been anything between me and him that I can't let go of, I just—" Song Chuxi said, slowly lowering her head sadly, after a while, When she raised her head to look at Yin Zhan again, there was obvious distress in her eyes, "Yuanxiu, do you have to live so hard? I know, for me, you don't care no matter how hard it is, but at the beginning, in When you decided that it was impossible for me to come back, why did you still insist on going this way? At that time, you clearly had other choices—"

"It's not all because of you, but also for my own warmth." Yin Zhan interrupted her, and said in a calm tone: "How hard can it be for me to marry a wife and have children, and live a stable life? How can I live? Not a lifetime? I just don't want to let it go."

His fingers rubbed against her cheeks, the look in his eyes was gentle and tender, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, "How good is it like now? In this way, whether it's Nuannuan, or I will have other children in the future , I can always tell them frankly that the person I love is their mother."

In fact, he is not an emotional person, just because the meaning he requires of his life is different from other people.

The woman he loves is actually not perfect, but he is willing to make do with it.

He has never been an ambitious person. Whether it is for the world or for feelings, as long as he chooses, he is willing to do his best to manage it to the fullest.

After Liao Rongsha's death, he could actually follow the emperor's arrangement and marry another decent wife of the same family status, and he would not treat Nuannuan poorly for this.And with his status, even the princess he remarries will not feel the slightest grievance. After having a few more children, he will still be a Hehe Lele family in business.

But what is he going to do in a relationship that can only give material things but not emotions?
He is not an actor, and he is unwilling to do these false things to win the attention of others.

"So, it's because I've been exposed to the warmth?" Feeling warm in her heart, Song Chuxi's eyes turned red, and she pursed her lips teasingly, "If it wasn't because she tied you up for me, Today, maybe I have long been forgotten by you, right?"

"Without you, where did she come from?" Yin Zhan also smiled, and the finger that fell on his cheek tapped her cheek twice, and then went around to the back of her head, pressing her head into his arms and leaning against her. He said, sighing: "Shaorong, the greatest consummation in a person's life should be in the heart, not in a group, and do everything for others to see. The thing that my mother and concubine desires most in life, she will do it until she dies." It is an extravagant hope to deceive oneself and others, but I don’t think so. People say that only one scoop of three thousand weak waters is taken, but even if there are three thousand weak waters in this world, I can see it—only you That's all!"

Weak water for three thousand, just take a scoop, this is the dream of all women in the world.

As long as he meets any other woman, he will definitely get the most perfect ending.

However, what the woman he met in his life was not the only feeling in the world, but the power above the imperial power, overlooking the world.

What a pity, but he couldn't let go.

Song Chuxi rested her head on his chest, listening to his strong heartbeat under the clothes, sighed faintly, "I just feel that destiny is unpredictable, if I take you one step ahead in the future, you can survive ?"

"How do you say such a thing?" Yin Zhan frowned all of a sudden.

He pulled her away from his chest, frowned, looked down at her face, and saw a smile on Song Chuxi's face.

"What do you see on your expression?" She teased with a smile, "I'm just joking, the world has fallen into chaos, and I'm just expressing my feelings."

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are all destiny. Although I have a deep obsession, I can't force it." Yin Zhan glanced at her, and then heaved a sigh of relief, "We don't mention such an unrealistic future, only this moment , I know very clearly that with you by my side, I will feel very satisfied."

"Okay! Let's not talk about the future!" However, if I can love you, how much I would like to give you a happy future.

He hugged her in his arms.

Song Chuxi leaned on his chest, silently feeling his heartbeat, until the third watch, Wan Yao tried to knock on the door, "Master, it's late, shall we go back?"

The peaceful atmosphere in the room was disturbed, and the two returned to their senses one after another, but they did not separate immediately, but looked at each other in unison.

Yin Zhan lowered his eyes, just about to meet Song Chuxi's gaze.

His eyes darkened, and he asked hoarsely, "Are you still leaving?"

Song Chuxi only hesitated for a moment, still thinking, but he had already made a decision on his own, extinguished the candle on the table with his hands, then bent over to hug her and walked towards the inner room.

Seeing the sudden darkness in the room, Wan Yao couldn't help being stunned, reacted for a while, didn't show any strangeness, turned around and went out, and guarded outside the yard.

Wan Yao is a witty person, especially worry-free.

Yin Zhan took her to the big bed inside, Song Chuxi was already blushing.

He half propped himself up and looked down at her face from top to bottom.

(End of this chapter)