Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 993 It's because he treats me well! (4)
"Yes!" Because she looked really tired, Wan Yao didn't think much about it.

Song Chuxi didn't speak any more, but waved her hand to signal her to go down.

Wan Yao withdrew, but the more she thought about it, the more worried she became. When she came back half an hour later, the food on the table hadn't moved at all, and Song Chuxi was still sitting there in that fixed posture.

There was no expression on her face, and no specific emotion could be seen.

Wan Yao's words came to her lips, but she didn't know how to speak, so she hesitated and had to back out again.

"Master, what's the matter with you? Why have you been unhappy since you came back from Prince Xuan's Mansion?" One afternoon, Wan Yao went back and forth, and finally opened her mouth when she opened the door for the fifth time to find an excuse.

Seeing that she and Yin Zhan finally took a step forward, the relationship is truly stable now.

And the first day in Xuanwang Mansion, when Song Chuxi was with Yin Zhan's father and daughter, he was still chatting and laughing, all right, why is she like this when she came back in a blink of an eye?
Although Wan Yao didn't think she would play Yin Zhan's feelings for her perfunctorily, but her completely different attitude makes people can't help but think about that.

Wan Yao has been worried for a long time, and now her heart is in a state of ups and downs.

Song Chuxi leaned back in the chair without saying a word.

Wan Yao waited for her for a long time, seeing that she had no intention of speaking, she had no choice but to turn around and walk out.

"Wan Yao." Song Chuxi said suddenly, with a hoarse and bitter voice: "Besides Nuan Nuan, maybe I won't have any other children. If this is the case, do you still think I can accept his love calmly?" Do you mind?"

She didn't say a word for most of the day, and now her voice was not only hoarse but also very deep.

There was a bang in Wan Yao's mind, like a thunderbolt exploded.

She didn't understand what Song Chuxi meant, and for a moment she felt that she had heard something wrong.

After being stunned for a moment, Wan Yao turned around in a jerk and hurriedly blurted out anxiously: "Master, you—"

Song Chuxi stopped talking, just leaned on the back of the chair behind her, letting the bitter laughter overflow from her throat with a more desolate sound.

She didn't cry, and kept this posture, just enough to press back all the water vapor that kept rushing upwards.

In fact, what is there for her to cry?Yin Zhan has already tolerated and accepted everything about her. She has obtained all the things that others dare not and cannot hope for. If there is one person who has paid the most painful price for it——

That person is also Yin Zhan, not her!

She had nothing to feel wronged about, but her mood throughout the day was unprecedentedly low and depressed to the extreme, because this was a responsibility that she would rather bear herself than pass it on to Yin Zhan.

Wan Yao opened her mouth a few times, and seeing Song Chuxi's expression, she suddenly felt a storm in her heart.

She knew Song Chuxi well, if it was just groundless, she would not suddenly say such serious things.

But what did she mean by that?
"Master——" Wan Yao's heart was full of panic, and she thought for a while before she suddenly had a flash of inspiration in her mind, thinking of a sentence Song Chuxi had mentioned to her before returning to Nantang.

At that time she said that she couldn't take Yin Li away alone, she said——

Is it because of her poor health?
"Master, are you feeling unwell? This servant is going to find the doctor?" Wan Yao was almost at a loss as to what to do when she managed to gather herself together.

She really couldn't understand why Song Chuxi said such serious things, no matter how much Yin Zhan loved Yin Li, Yin Li was only a girl after all, how could he only want Yin Li as a child?
And Song Chuxi, although they all know that Yin Li is her daughter, but in all fairness, because she was not conceived in this body, she still feels a little regretful.

Wan Yao admitted that she had already started to panic at this moment, because seeing Song Chuxi's expression, she was not joking at all.

But how?In the past, Song Chuxi's health was not good, and when she had an occasional illness, several imperial physicians and doctors had checked her pulse. If there was something wrong with her health, it was impossible for no one to notice it.

Wan Yao pinched her skirt, not knowing where to put her hands and feet.

Song Chuxi sat there motionless, and after a long while, she sneered at herself again, "I just feel sorry for him. It's because of his kindness to me, because he will condone anything I do, so Just so selfishly hurt him again and again, making him hurt."

If it's just herself, she really doesn't care about anything.

But to Yin Zhan——

She has made him lonely and painful for so many years. She tried hard to push him away, but in the end she had no choice but to accompany him to sink.

what to do?What else can I do?
"Master, does His Highness King Xuan know about this matter?" After a long time, Wan Yao asked cautiously.

Song Chuxi glanced at her, that gaze was extremely desolate.

Wan Yao's heart sank to the bottom of the valley in an instant, and she hurried over in a panic, grabbed Song Chuxi's hand and said, "Master, don't be discouraged, which doctor is talking nonsense? Just listen to it and forget it." , turn around—”

She squeezed Song Chuxi's fingers vigorously, as if she wanted to convey a firm force through this action.

"Wan Yao!" Song Chuxi shook her head decisively, interrupting her.

She shifted her eyes to another place again, and said lightly: "Don't say these words to the third person, and stop here, and don't mention it to Yuanxiu."

"But master, you—" Wan Yao did not give up after all.

"I'm fine!" Song Chuxi said, with a smile on his lips.

She withdrew her hand from Wan Yao's, got up and walked towards the inner room step by step, "I'm asleep, there's nothing else going on here, you go down and rest too."

"Hey——" Wan Yao took a step forward, but when she saw her wandering ghost-like back being slowly swallowed up by the overwhelming night, she suddenly felt inexplicably distressed.

During the few months in Nantang, she followed her every step of the way. Apart from knowing that she had to take medicine to recuperate her body every day, she didn't find anything unusual about Song Chuxi until a rainy night in mid-July.

That day, she was going out of the city to inspect a batch of grain and grass that was going to be shipped to the army in the frontier. On the way back, she was attacked by the remnants of the Duanmu clan who were fighting a trapped beast.At that time, the rain was pouring down at night, and the opponent was well prepared and occupied an absolutely favorable terrain. They managed to break out from the mountain depression, but lost their way and entered the swamp forest.In order to avoid the death zone, more than a dozen people braved the cold rain and trekked from the periphery of the swamp all night, and they didn't come out until almost noon the next day.On the way back to Dayun City that day, Wan Yao only felt that her face was pale and terrifying, but after meeting the Song family, she collapsed directly. For two nights and a day, she had a high fever and was dizzy. She complained of pain, and invited several doctors, but they could not find the cause, so in the end, she had to give her bowls of painkillers.

(End of this chapter)