There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 58

At that moment, they seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Xu Fan was anxious, sad, and in pain. Xu Fan, who had always been calm, turned into a restless lion.And me?What am I like?
I do not know.

There are my sisters of ten years, ups and downs, joys and sorrows, bittersweet and sour,

I dare not think about it.

The door opened.The doctor came out, Zhou Ran and Le Tao rushed up, and the others rushed over.But I didn't have the strength anymore, the doctor had beads of sweat on his forehead and face.What will he say?I tried to listen, but there was a buzzing in my ears...

The overwhelming darkness came to me, and I couldn't breathe...

I didn't want her to die, I really didn't want her to die...

When I woke up, it was already broad daylight.Everyone was there, except for Lu Zichen, whose eyes were red, like the rabbit that Tongtong raised before.He looked at me sadly.

I took a deep breath and said coldly, what are you doing here?
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt my nose sore.I've never spoken to him in that tone, ever.Zichen didn't intend to speak, but his eyes became redder.

Carefree Lu Zichen, are you crying?
I wanted to say more harsh words, but I couldn't bear it after all, he was already sad enough.

I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, Yang Yi said nervously, Xiao Mu, you can rest for a while!
Rest, how can you rest?I pulled her hand away and shouted, "I want to see Tongtong." Then I rushed out of the ward involuntarily, Su Yun chased after me to help me, I slowly pushed her away, leaned against the wall, and tried to adjust the weak breath, and said, "I can walk by myself."

I just felt that my body was so soft and light, as if soaked in a pile of cotton, but my feet were as heavy as if they had been filled with lead.I walked forward step by step, never realizing that walking is such a difficult thing.

Through the thick glass windows of the intensive care unit, I saw Xia Tong's body was pierced with various thin and thick tubes. She was still in a deep sleep, her face was as pale as a bed sheet, and even her lips were pale.

There was no expression on her face, no pain, no sadness, just like a dead person.Does she feel it now?So many tubes were inserted into her body vigorously.Xia Tong, who is usually most afraid of pain, do you feel pain now?My tears still fell, as if I had been relieved of the previous pressure, the tears gushed out like a burst bank, and I couldn't wipe it off.

Su Yun sobbed and said: "Xiao Mu, don't cry. Isn't Tongtong okay? You are like this, and you are going to make me cry again." Wiping my tears, I said: "I don't know, it If I force myself to flow down, what can I do?"

After my emotions calmed down, I asked, "Where's Ouyang Hao?" Su Yun lowered her head and said in a murmur, "I don't know. Even Lu Zichen only saw him yesterday afternoon, and he can't contact Ouyang now."

I stroked my hair and said, "I'm going to the doctor's office first."

The doctor told me that Xia Tong had a heart attack because he was stimulated, but fortunately he tried his best to save his life.The doctor also said, you'd better watch over her, don't let anyone visit her casually, and don't let her be stimulated again.

I nodded, got up and walked out of the office, but bumped into Su Yun who was standing at the door of the office.I didn't particularly want to talk, so I walked slowly towards the ward.Su Yun asked: "Xiao Mu, who do you think will come to visit Xia Tong? Is that person casual or..."

"Su Yun," I interrupted her, and said weakly, "That's just the doctor's speculation. Don't tell Zichen and Xu Fan about this, or the world will be turned upside down again. What we have to do now is to focus on it Watch her and don't think about anything else."

About a week later, Xia Tong was transferred to the general ward.She hadn't spoken in those days, just as she had lost her voice in a rescue operation. At the same time, she also lost her heart, because she no longer had any expressions or eyes.

Everyone didn't know what to say because no matter what anyone said, she didn't respond.Xu Fan's heart was so painful that he was about to collapse. He stayed by her side all day and all night, holding her powerless hand, and never leaving her. Like a vegetable.

She slept longer and longer, not so much sleeping as lying there with her eyes closed.I know that most of the time, she is awake.

Once I saw the "sleeping" Xia Tong suddenly open his eyes, looking at the door with clear eyes.But in the blink of an eye, it became slack again.Made me think it was hallucination.

Another week later, I finished the discharge procedures for Xia Tong, and when I was about to go upstairs, I saw Ouyang Hao.He stood in front of me, with green stubble on his face, which shocked me so haggard.

His whole body exuded a sad breath, as if he had experienced some purgatory-like pain.He said weakly, "Tongtong, are you okay?" The exhaustion and hoarseness in his voice pierced my heart like a needle.But I still gritted my teeth and said cruelly: "Thanks to you, I'm not dead yet." Ouyang frowned in pain, with deep pain in his eyes.

I don't turn my head and walk away quickly, because if I look at him one more time, I will cry.

When Ouyang Hao walked into the ward, Xia Tong was sitting by the bed with her usual expression all this time, preparing to be discharged.Ouyang walked over, looking at the lifeless Xia Tong, he couldn't believe his eyes.He dragged the chair over, met her gaze, and sat down in front of her if she still had eyes.

Silent.

We thought Xia Tong would come back to his senses, we thought she would throw herself into his arms and cry like a child, just like any time before, she went to her brother Ouyang whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo After a while, all the unhappiness disappeared.

However, when brother Ouyang became her grievance, what should she do?

Ouyang looked at her with the usual pity and heartache.However, Xia Tong looked at him like a passerby, more precisely, the air.

Ouyang opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but seeing Xia Tong's blind eyes, he finally swallowed the words.He began to peel the pear, slowly, tremblingly, earnestly, extremely earnestly, as if this was the last time he would do it for her.

The slender blade slid gently under the yellow skin, and the crystal-clear fruit juice covered the shiny fruit knife.The sound of the peel being cut, the sound of the blade rubbing against the flesh, produced a strange effect in the silent ward.

Finally, the long string of golden rings fell into the trash can with a "poof", and the death-like silence returned to the ward.Ouyang held the white pear in his palm and looked at it deeply. After a while, he raised his head, looked at Xia Tong, and handed it to her.The white pear was dragged by Ouyang, between their sights.

"Snapped!"

I gasped suddenly.

Xia Tong suddenly raised his hand, making a muddy sound when his hand collided with the pear.

The pears hit the floor, the sound of decay as the pulp was crushed.

On the gray floor, dark water stains were splashed, like Xia Tong's crying face when he was a child.It's just that she won't cry anymore in the future!

Xia Tong stood up suddenly, and shouted: "I don't want it. I hate pears, I hate pears, and I will never eat pears again."

It was the first sentence she said in so many days.She stood in front of him, looking down at him, breathing violently, shaking all over her body, trembling so badly, as if she was about to fall down at any time.

Ouyang lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression, but he arched his back in a very painful arc.Like a rickety old man, he bent over in a daze, picked up the pear next to his shoe, and then, returning to the previous posture, bowed his waist, put the pear to his mouth, chewed it gently one bite at a time.

Zichen suddenly turned sideways and looked out the window.I saw the corners of his mouth twitching violently, his fists clenched tightly, and the muscles in his arms tightened violently.

Xia Tong turned her head away and stopped looking at him. When she stopped trembling, she turned her head back, and then her face returned to the previous expression.She walked outside, and it was only then that I realized that it was time for Xia Tong to be discharged from the hospital.

Zichen also turned around, and together with Xu Fan, came to pick up Xiatong's things.Although it is packed in a box, it is actually not heavy.But this is their habit, but Xia Tong said word by word: "Don't touch my things."

Zichen and Xu Fan were half bent, with their hands hanging in the air, looking at her in disbelief, extremely surprised.Xia Tong dragged the box up with a clatter, and staggered out, as if she had forgotten how to walk after lying on the bed for so long.

I looked at the door of the empty ward, and my mind was also empty.

"Plop! Bang!" Someone fell to the ground, and a box hit the railing.Seeing the figure of Ouyang getting up and rushing out, we reacted and followed out quickly.

But in the corridor, Ouyang did not go to help her up, but stood one meter away from her, with his back straight.

Xia Tong struggled to grab the railing, struggling to stand up.Only then did I realize that she was too thin, terribly thin, and her hand holding the railing seemed to break if she tried harder.The clothes that fit just right before are now put on her body like three sizes too big. The wind blows, whirring, she is like a kite, shaking, and may be blown to a place where she can no longer be seen at any time.

Finally, she stood up.

"Tongtong." Zichen's voice trembled, and it seemed that it was also mixed with crying.But she didn't hear it, she leaned on the railing, dragged the box, and walked towards the end of the corridor step by step.

Where is she going?Will I never see her again?I don't want this, I don't want this.At this time, Xu Fan suddenly looked at me nervously.

I rushed over and stopped Xia Tong: "Tongtong, where are you going? Tell me where you are going?" She raised her head unsteadily, and smiled quietly: "Go home!"

Zichen and Xu Fan also came over and said, "Tongtong, let's take you back!"

But Xia Tong ignored them and just looked at me.Her eyes come and go, flickering, like the light in a lighthouse on the sea at night, weak and ethereal.I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat. She has never been like this, never.What's going on, what's going on?

"I'm going home, packing my things, and never going back."

Zichen was about to go crazy. He pushed me away, grabbed Xia Tong's arm, and shook her vigorously: "Tongtong, what are you talking about? I don't allow you to say such things to us. Look who I am? Look Who are we?"

Xia Tong looked at him, a ray of light finally flashed in his eyes.Her pale lips trembled violently, and a mist gradually appeared in her eyes. She wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything after all.And the mist in her eyes evaporated in an instant.

"Tongtong will come to live at my house first." I heard my voice distorted, not an affirmative sentence, but a question.

I was worried and uncertain, not knowing how much our relationship meant to her.I desperately hope to get her affirmation, but now, before she responds, I feel that time is frozen. If she refuses, even if she hesitates a little, what will happen to my heart?
My breathing stopped.

She stretched out her hand, with her white wrist and slender fingers, she took my hand.

She said, "Let's go!" And she said, "I'm hungry."

She still trusts me!
I took her thin hand, gently, for fear that her hand would be broken if I exerted force.I took her slowly, it just felt like pulling a light ribbon.But my heart was so heavy that I was about to suffocate.

I forgot, I am not qualified to keep her.

It might be better if Xia Tong walked out of our sight that day and left early like that.

(End of this chapter)